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Chapter 698 Regrets of Youth!
In the dimly lit private room, Guo Haoliang, Tang Hou and others were all chatting with each other accompanied by pleasant singing, while Su Yiyang and Hu Ruolin in the corner seemed to be forgotten by everyone.

"Actually, I have a question that has been on my mind for a long time." Su Yiyang wiped the corners of his eyes, and he stared at Hu Ruolin: "Is it true that your dream and mine can't coexist?"

"I never thought of stopping you from going to Manhattan. When I knew you were admitted to Manhattan, my first thought was that I would wait for you. Did you ever know that on the day you broke up with me, actually I'm ready to propose to you, I thought, we'll get married when you come back from studying in Manhattan."

"I want to give you a future, but you... have never included me in your future!"

When Hu Ruolin heard Su Yiyang's words, she cried even more sadly. I am afraid that any man who sees the pear blossoms with rain will feel pity for him.

Su Yiyang couldn't bear to look at Hu Ruolin, he said softly: "Ruolin, as I said just now, I'm getting married, we really have no chance, this relationship, let's just let it go, we can't hold it Sha, why not just lift it up..."

"Do you love her?"

"Love!"

"How much love?"

"Love her more than my life!"

Hu Ruolin looked at Su Yiyang in a daze. She knew that Su Yiyang was not lying, because when Su Yiyang answered her question, she was very familiar with the look in his eyes, and she had lived in it for four years.

She didn't ask any more, because she already knew the answer she wanted, and there was really no possibility for them anymore.

Hu Ruolin got up slowly, walked to the karaoke stand, and ordered a song.

Seeing this, Meimei who was sitting in front of the karaoke stand put the song on top, and then handed the microphone to Hu Ruolin.

……

maybe never see you again

yellowish day when parting
Some people are destined not to see you again

those once youthful faces

……

This is Su Yiyang's song, the original version has a male voice, but now it is sung by Hu Ruolin, it has a different flavor.

In the MV played on TV, the clips that flashed in it were all the plots of the movie "That Summer". Hu Ruolin looked at the MV, feeling a little dazed.

In her mind, the past between her and Su Yiyang is like a sand painting, gradually scattered in the sky under the breeze.

Guo Haoliang, Tang Hou and others looked at Hu Ruolin with mixed feelings on their faces.

Su Yiyang and Hu Ruolin used to be the couple of gods in the entire Shanghai Conservatory of Music. Countless people envied their love. Many people firmly believed that the two could finally enter the palace of marriage. Guo Haoliang and others also firmly believed.

But in the end, the two of them ended up like this, which made them feel very embarrassed, and they only felt inexplicable sadness in their hearts.

They didn't know what Su Yiyang and Hu Ruolin had just talked about, but in Hu Ruolin's singing, they knew that Hu Ruolin was saying goodbye to her youth.

Maybe this...is the regret of youth.

After singing a song, Hu Ruolin sadly put down the microphone, the room was silent, everyone was a little sad, even the two girls, Meimei, were crying silently.

In a blink of an eye, they have all grown up, and some have even become fathers and mothers. They are no longer teenagers galloping in the campus, they are no longer young.

Youth is gone!
I don't know how long it has been quiet, and suddenly the sad guitar sounds, everyone looked around and saw Su Yiyang in the corner, hugging the guitar, curled up, plucking the strings with his fingers, his body exuded a strong sadness.

(Mao Buyi: "Youth")
……

Just forget it, how can you forget it?
He who is entangled with you by dark green

Flowers blooming on the song pillow flowing in front of the window

Where did the wind of time take it?
……

Su Yiyang chanted softly, the voice was not loud, it was like whispering in a dream, but it magnified the sadness in everyone's heart countless times.

Guo Haoliang and others all stood up, they came not far from Su Yiyang, listening to the singing, this time even a big man like Guo Haoliang couldn't help crying.

If Su Yiyang's "Youth" is a tribute to the parting of youth, then Su Yiyang's song is a tribute to the regret of youth.

The reason why youth is missed by so many people is precisely because it is always full of countless regrets, and because of these regrets, the years of youth are more timeless and more worthy of being missed.

……

Just forget it, how can you forget it?
He who loves you dimly

The burning fire at the fingertips, the bitterness swallowed by the throat
The stars in the pupils are falling

……

Hu Ruolin covered her mouth, trying her best not to cry.

The song she just said was saying goodbye to Su Yiyang, and Su Yiyang's song was also saying goodbye to her in his way.

She could hear the regret in Su Yiyang's singing, but she had to let it go.

Su Yiyang's eyes were gloomy, as he sang in his song, how much he wanted to forget like this, but how could he forget.

Regret, after all, is a part of youth, without regret, how can youth be so worth cherishing.

Youth without regrets, how can people grow up.

Four years of love, four years of entanglement, now, it is really time to say goodbye, Su Yiyang is silent in his heart, he slowly closes his eyes, and the crystal tears in the corners of his eyes slide down his cheeks.

……

Are there always some regrets? There are always some regrets, right?
The most sincere words are not remembered
The awkwardness before reunion, the cheers before separation

It used to be deeply rooted, but now it seems like nothing
……

From the beginning to the end, Su Yiyang's singing voice did not have any fluctuations, no high notes, no showy skills, as if telling a story, quietly describing his youth, and describing the youth of all of them.

Tang Hou, who was always happy, stood in place at this moment, with his right hand on his eyes, and tears flowed down from his eyes uncontrollably.

The man did not shed tears, but he did not go to the sad place.

Looking back on the youthful years back then, he didn't know if they would be able to meet again after a few years.

Perhaps after this time, it will be really difficult for everyone to gather together so completely.

Just like a dandelion blown by the wind, it is blown to the end of the world, takes root and sprouts, and in the end they are separated from each other, each has their own family, each has its own difficulties, and it is difficult to get together again in this life.

Su Yiyang's song made everyone cry, and the box was filled with deep sadness and reluctance to part.

When the last note fell, Su Yiyang's hand slowly stopped on the strings, and his gaze swept over everyone in front of him. He paused for several seconds, as if he wanted to engrave everyone's faces in his mind forever. middle.

His gaze finally stayed on Hu Ruolin's body, looking at that delicate face, which slowly overlapped infinitely with the girl from four years ago.

In the end, his memory stayed on a certain day in that summer. She was carrying a suitcase, a backpack, a white dress, and a ponytail. Those big smart eyes were smiling at him. She was beautiful. His smiling face was frozen in his mind.

"This song is still called "Youth", this is...our youth!"

(End of this chapter)