supergiant age

Chapter 553 The Last Concert
Wang Jie had no objection to Yi Shuihan's decision.

In the final analysis, this matter is a matter of the studio and has little to do with him.

Speaking of it, it has more to do with Zheng Liaoyuan.

But it's just a matter of signing an artist, and it's not an important thing.

The opportunity is given to this actor named Chen Guanjing, but whether he can grasp it depends on his own ability and circumstances.

The reason why Yi Shuihan made this decision was not because Chen Guanjing had ever helped him.

Instead, consider the pros and cons from the perspective of the studio. If he can finally become famous, it will be a win-win thing.

But if he still can't get up, it's not much loss to the studio.

After this matter was confirmed, he left it behind.

The follow-up matters will be handled by Zheng Liaoyuan, and he will continue to hold his own Ten Cities concert.

After "Our Song", "Those Flowers", "Blue Lotus" and "I Want You", Yi Shuihan released "Let's Listen to the Wind Sing", "Life Like a Summer Flower", "Free as the Wind" ", "Persistence", "Ordinary Road" these songs.

Most of these are the works of Yi Shuihan and two favorite singers. They are both simple and gorgeous, the melody is pleasant to listen to, and the artistic conception of the lyrics is beautiful.

These works are screaming and shocking!
They never thought that after three years of silence, Yi Shuihan would produce so many high-quality works at once, which is jaw-dropping.

And Yi Shuihan also consciously unifies the style of the songs, which is a preparation for the album to be released later.

"Yi Shuihan! Yi Shuihan! Yi Shuihan!"

"Ahan! I love you!"

"Ahhh! Yi Shuihan!"

This was the last concert of Yi Shuihan's Ten Cities concert, and the atmosphere at the scene became more and more enthusiastic, because they didn't know when they would hear his singing again after this concert.

But Yi Shuihan's mood at this time was exceptionally calm, the continuous stage performances made him feel no tension at all, only tired and relieved.

Tonight, he will make a final summary of these ten concerts.

Maybe... It's another summary of my previous life...

Yi Shuihan hesitated to sing this song because it was too heavy.

But he finally made this decision, he wants to sing this song - "September"!
This is a song written by Haizi's poems, composed by Zhang Huisheng, and later added by Zhou Yunpeng and sung!

Both Haizi and Zhang Huisheng committed suicide, Zhou Yunpeng is still alive and well...Because Haizi and Zhang Huisheng can't see it, Zhou Yunpeng can't see it...

For this kind of song, Yi Shuihan was touched so much that he didn't even dare to touch it, but in the end he mustered up the courage to say goodbye to himself in his previous life.

The cheers and screams gradually subsided, because the audience found that Yi Shuihan at this time was too different from before.

The cheeks under the black stand-up collar looked solemn and heavy, and the eyes looking up into the distance were heavy and free...

In the middle of the stage, feeling the empty sound field that was completely quiet in the venue, Yi Shuihan let out a calm breath.

The index finger of the left hand pushed the back of the ear to make the feeling of squeezing the ear more compact.

A moment later, Yi Shuihan closed his eyes, turning the oppressed world in front of him into a dark space in an instant.

Before he knew it, he seemed to have returned to the night when he wanted to jump off.

The cool breeze is blowing, and the chills are thorough!

In fact, Yi Shuihan knew that many people would not understand his leap.

He could even imagine the indifference and ridicule of the people in the original world after the suicide story was publicized.

"A person who commits suicide, no matter what he says, no matter what the reason, is a cowardly person. A coward who escapes everything does not deserve everyone's respect!"

"If it's just for acting, you can play some disfigured characters, but he committed suicide, hehe, hypocritical, stupid!"

"Well, it's good, at least the suicide did not cause other troubles..."

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Yi Shuihan could imagine that kind of indifference and alienation in his eyes, as if he was really a coward.

But how can they really understand their pain!

Just like many people don't understand Haizi, the person who wrote "Facing the sea, the spring is warm and the flowers bloom", the person who wrote poems starting with "From tomorrow", the person who said "Come to the world, you have to see People who look at the sun" chose to commit suicide...

But Yi Shuihan can understand, understand Haizi's "happiness is not a lamp, happiness cannot illuminate the earth", understand his "happiness and pain, life does not bring, death does not take away." "A Haizi" wrote "What do you mean by the dawn?"

Yi Shuihan only knew the panic, helplessness and pain when he saw this sentence.

For as long as he can remember, the world has told him that if you work hard for happiness, you will get it.Fairness, love, and care are all things that can be obtained, but the older he grows up, the less he believes in them.

Fuck love, Fuck happiness, Fuck life.

I can't find the hope you talk about, the happiness you talk about, the dawn you talk about.

Just like the disfigured Yi Shuihan, his previous savings are certainly enough for him to live comfortably for the rest of his life, but what's the point of being alive.

Acting was his only belief at that time, so what does not being able to act mean to him, how can others understand?

The so-called disfigured or faceless roles are nothing more than self-deception. How can there be so many such roles?
Is it a little narrow for them to judge a completely different person with their own outlook on life and understanding of values?

Life is inherently boring, dull and painful. Most people can live on, and a small number of people lose hope and choose to die. This has nothing to do with cowardice, it's just a choice.

Life is brave, but it is accompanied by pain; death is relief, but not escape.

In Yi Shuihan's eyes, life and happiness are no longer linked.

To put it more tragically, there is actually not much difference between death and immortality.

And then finally one day, he was gone.Just in the way of a play.

"How can I, Fu Chai, the overlord who went west to destroy Chu, die at the hands of Gou Jian, a lowly surviving person like him!"

After Yi Shuihan finished speaking this line and had a last craving, he smiled contemptuously and jumped down.

This is just an ordinary ending, Yi Shuihan doesn't care, so don't give too much meaning and attention to it...

When he opened his eyes again, it was as if the dead Yi Shuihan had opened his eyes again, his gaze suddenly became particularly deep, with an indescribable mixed feeling.

(End of this chapter)