supergiant age

Chapter 609
Although Yi Shuihan was well prepared, the pain during withdrawal was beyond his expectation.

The pain and sensation that seemed to be crawling and gnawing on the skin, bones, and flesh almost made him collapse.

He suddenly understood why those abstainers chose to self-mutilate. Compared to this kind of pain, a few wounds on their bodies were really nothing.

Fortunately, there is still a sliver of clarity and reason in his mind, and that good reason has been restraining his thoughts of going out to find drugs or the urge to self-mutilate.

Accompanied by my parents, I endured until the next morning.

At this moment, he was drenched all over, as if he had just been fished out of the water.

During these few hours, Yi Shuihan didn't make any cry except for the sudden scream of pain at the beginning.

The pain was suspended, and the feeling of being bitten by ants gradually turned into a half-pricked pain all over the body.

Yi Shuihan finally breathed a sigh of relief, the few hours of perseverance seemed to consume all his strength, and he couldn't move for a moment.

"Xiaohan, how are you..." Wang Xiaohong cried while stroking Yi Shuihan's pale and haggard cheek.

Yi Shuihan squeezed out a smile from his almost numb facial muscles and said, "It's okay, Mom, I'm ready, I want to cook porridge with you..."

"Okay, okay...I'll make it for you right away..." Wang Xiaohong staggered and ran towards the kitchen, the only thought in her mind was making porridge for her son to drink...

"How is it? Can you still endure it?" Yi Zhenyuan looked at Yi Shuihan with burning eyes. The so-called recovery was just a white lie to coax his wife. He knew what Yi Shuihan had endured and what he would continue to bear.

Seeing the blood in his mouth when he spoke, he could believe the pain he was going to endure. His son was able to hold back a whole night without saying a word, and that kind of perseverance shocked him.

What he was worried about was that this extreme pain would continue for another three or four days... If the string collapsed too tightly, the consequences might be even more serious.

"To be honest...it's not good!" Yi Shuihan said with a wry smile, the pain was much more intense than he imagined.

If he is really just a young man in his twenties, he might not be able to make it through. Fortunately, he has the experience and polishing of his previous life, so for now, he can still bear it.

"It's hard to describe this kind of pain. I think the so-called extreme pain in the world is nothing more than this. The most unbearable thing is that this kind of pain will last for several days. Thinking about it, I feel very hopeless..." Yi Shui Han continued.

Yi Shuihan didn't hide anything when communicating with his father. Men are always stronger than women. Yi Shuihan doesn't have to worry that his father will be unable to bear it or be soft-hearted.

During these days, Yi Zhenyuan learned a lot, and saw a lot of materials about the behavior of drug addicts who went crazy, self-mutilated, collapsed, and begged during withdrawal.

He was also prepared to deal with this kind of scene, but his son really made him shocked and proud.

During this period, he could even maintain such a clear and rational dialogue with himself... This kind of perseverance and perseverance is definitely not something ordinary people can have.

At this time, he suddenly remembered what Yi Shuihan said to Yi Shuiyun a few days ago: I am stronger than you imagined!

He also believed that Yi Shuihan could survive, and he was stronger than ever.

"I know words of consolation may be useless, but I still want to say, for this family, for us, for your career, and for your future... Please persevere!" Yi Zhenyuan said while staring at Yi Shuihan.

Yi Shuihan looked into Yi Zhenyuan's eyes, opened his mouth, and said in a hoarse but firm voice, "Dad, don't worry... I just want to say, even if I die from pain... I will never touch that thing!"

"Hahahaha... Good! Good!" Yi Zhenyuan laughed, the carefreeness and pride in his heart were unparalleled, and when he raised his head, tears unconsciously fell from the end of his eyes, but they were tears of joy and happiness.

This is his son!This is his proud son!

Yi Zhenyuan was very relieved that with a son like Yi Shuihan, even if he was poor all his life, he would not be in vain in this world.

Looking at the tears in the corners of Yi Zhenyuan's eyes, Yi Shuihan couldn't help being moved.

Being able to make a person as strong as steel shed tears, there is one more reason to persevere.

"Besides..." Yi Shuihan smiled and continued: "Mom hasn't rested these days, she's anxious and fearful... I'm afraid she won't be able to bear it, so you can persuade her..."

Yi Zhenyuan sighed and said, "I've been trying to persuade you, but in your situation, how can your mother rest at ease..."

"Or, should I pretend that I'm ready?" Yi Shuihan said hesitantly.

"Can you bear it?" Yi Zhenyuan asked.

Yi Shuihan just wanted to say that he could bear it, but the bone-piercing pain struck again...

"Ahh! I can't bear the pain..."

……

One or two days passed, and Yi Zhenyuan's family stayed by Yi Shuihan's side, never leaving.

They knew that they could not alleviate Yi Shuihan's pain, but at this moment, they used their actions to show that no matter what it was, they were willing to face Yi Shuihan together!
"Brother Han, you have to work hard, you can definitely do it!" Ye Qingqing also encouraged Yi Shuihan while shedding tears. She seemed to understand what her brother Han was going through at such a young age.

For the past two days, Yi Shuihan survived with his perseverance.

That kind of extreme pain was hard to bear, but Yi Shuihan gritted his teeth and got used to it.

What was even more difficult was the third and fourth days of the withdrawal period. At this time, Yi Shuihan had been tortured to the point of losing his mind.

At this time, his will was relatively weak, and the pain was still tolerable, and the unbearable itching made him want to move.

The extreme sense of quickness, comfort, and joy in his memory flooded in, constantly impacting the defenses he had built up.

Go ahead and try again!Just once!
The voice kept popping up in his head, Yi Shuihan's consciousness gradually blurred, and his reason was squeezed and disappeared.

In the darkness, Yi Shuihan, who was almost at a loss, walked towards the abyss, go, go and pursue your happiness... that is what you really want...

really want?Is it really this?Yi Shuihan began to struggle.

A scene emerged in my mind.

"Director Zhang, please give me a chance to audition, please!" Yi Shuihan bowed and begged humbly, his face was as solemn as the flock of black birds perched on the church, which had been burned by fire. The reddish-brown lips were slightly parted, dry and cracked, like withered and dehydrated flowers, and bloodshot eyes spread radially. What he wanted was just a chance.

"Sorry……"

Standing on the top of the fifteenth floor, the cool breeze is blowing, and the darkness below is like an abyss...

At that time, he faced the same choice as himself at this time...

But different!At this time, I have too many things I can't let go of, too many things I can't bear to let go!
Family, friends, career, acting, fans...

Why do you choose to sink when you have so many selves!For the so-called happiness?

That's a big joke!

"Ah!!" Yi Shuihan finally couldn't help screaming...

But that was the howl of him beating the war drum, going forward relentlessly, preferring death to retreat!

(End of this chapter)