supergiant age

Chapter 660
in the living room.

Jiang Xiaolou took the tea and waited quietly in his seat.

Although he appears to the outside world as a folk superstar, he personally considers himself a pure singer.

In fact, no matter what it is, the door is at the bottom of the mountain. If you really enter the door, you will find no end.

Jiang Xiaolou thinks this is particularly scary. If he is eager to learn more and understand more, his whole life will not be enough. He will not be satisfied if she spends all her energy.

But it's a bit sad that he is at such a stage.

This may come from his inner insecurity, lack of self-confidence, or it can be said that he has an objective examination of himself.

Jiang Xiaolou is worried that the music he creates is just self-indulgence, that people's criticisms of him are right, that one day he will "run out of talent", and that those things may all be true.

At this moment, he thinks that he still has some talents, and he doesn't want them to be just his own talking in the end.

Every time he finished writing a song, he thought he was a genius, but when he listened to it after dinner, he thought it was a "big shit".

In this way, he went back and forth countless times between the extremes of joy and disappointment, so that he finally recognized himself: "I think I have my talent, but I can't make something too bad. And even if it's not good enough, I And it’s okay to accept it because it’s a part of who I am, and I just feel like everything I do, I don’t need it to pass the test of time, and in that moment I just forget about myself.”

He was at this stage, but he happened to meet a song that made him mesmerized and ecstatic, the kind of ecstasy that ordinary people can't imagine, so he said on Weibo, "Death without regrets" 'It's not just talking!

And the purpose of his trip, one is to communicate with Yi Shuihan on music, and the other is to buy the song "Farewell"!
But after getting to know Yi Shuihan, he was a little worried, because as far as he knew, apart from Chu Xinghe's "No Place to Face", Yi Shuihan didn't write a song for any other singer.

In terms of Yi Shuihan's talent, it is absolutely impossible for no one to ask him for a song, so the only possibility is that he is very resistant to writing songs for others.

And before he called Chu Xinghe to find out about this situation, but the answer he got was also ambiguous, so he had no choice but to come to Yi Shuihan in person.

Not long after, the door of the living room was pushed open, and a young and handsome young man pushed the door and entered.

Jiang Xiaolou had seen Yi Shuihan's photos, but he didn't expect him to be more temperamental than the photos, and those deep, dark eyes seemed to have a fatal attraction!

With such looks and talents, it's no wonder that countless people are crazy about it!Jiang Xiaolou stood up to greet him with emotion.

"Hello Brother Xiaolou!" Yi Shuihan greeted him with a smile.

Although he looked more like an ordinary middle-aged uncle with a rough appearance, Yi Shuihan clearly knew the status and importance of this man in the Chinese music scene.

In terms of status and status, he is not much better than his teacher Chu Xinghe.

Regardless of these, even in terms of talent, Yi Shuihan still needs to maintain enough respect for him.

Putting aside the works brought over from the previous life, in the field of music creation, I am afraid that ten of them are not as good as one of the other.

"Xiaohan, hello, hello!" Jiang Xiaolou warmly shook Yi Shuihan's hand and greeted without putting on any airs of seniority.

If other people see his appearance like this, he will definitely be surprised. You must know that Jiang Xiaolou has always been taciturn in front of outsiders, and looks extraordinarily cold.

After the two exchanged pleasantries for a while, Jiang Xiaolou turned the topic to the song "Farewell". It is easy to see his love for this song.

From the creative environment, conditions, background, process... He discussed with Yi Shuihan almost every link, just like a child who is eager to learn.

The sincerity and persistence in those eyes are very contagious, and people are unconsciously infected by his emotions.

Fortunately, Yi Shuihan has a deep understanding of this song, and he didn't let the other party notice the strangeness during the exchange.

And Jiang Xiaolou's sense of Yi Shuihan is even better, maybe it can be said that he has always been very good. When he knew that it was the song "Farewell", he admired the original author very much. At this time, he just admired this appreciation It's just bestowed on Yi Shuihan.

"Xiaohan... It's a bit difficult for me to say this, but I really like the song "Farewell". Is it possible...you sell this song to me? I don't want the copyright, just the right to sing!" Jiang Xiaolou looked at Yi Shuihan sincerely.

Yi Shuihan actually saw a hint of pleading emotion in his amber eyes!This shocked him greatly!
Who is Jiang Xiaolou!That's a superstar singer who would tremble three times in the Chinese music scene!Now he actually prayed to a junior for a song!
Jiang Xiaolou reminded Yi Shuihan of Gauguin, the painter who once lived with Mr. Van Gogh in the small village of Arles, France.

He is a maverick all his life, almost madly chasing the art he loves, and is willing to endure pain for his own art.

Maugham created "The Moon and Sixpence" based on him, thinking that he dared to be an unreasonable lunatic in the eyes of others, an obsessed fool, and a ruthless heartbreaker, just to live up to his inner passion and ideal.

And the Jiang Xiaolou in front of me is the same as Gauguin, they have experienced the ultimate life, they all have strong personalities that make people love and hate, they want to prove the value of their existence at all costs, and they are willing to let their entire lives Becoming a candle that burns at both ends, thinking they're after something bigger than their lives...

Yi Shuihan was particularly moved by this kind of persistence and firmness in his pursuit of things.

In fact, Yi Shuihan and Jiang Xiaolou are essentially the same kind of people, but one of them is interested in acting, and the other is interested in music!
So Yi Shuihan can understand his mood at this time.

"Yes." Yi Shuihan nodded under Jiang Xiaolou's anxious and expectant eyes.

"That's great! It's really great!" Jiang Xiaolou excitedly held Yi Shuihan's hand, jumping happily like a child!
Looking at Jiang Xiaolou like this, Yi Shuihan suddenly understood why so many people liked him. Apart from the good songs, the more important reason was that Jiang Xiaolou had a very precious thing—childishness.

When a person is successful, you will instinctively feel a sense of distance, just because a successful person will feel that he is special and omnipotent, and you will feel repelled and even annoyed.But Jiang Xiaolou's childishness makes people want to protect him, and he will pull you closer in an instant.

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