Nostalgia: Starting from the Siheyuan

Chapter 174 Life, let's make do with it
"How did you get to this point, aren't you a primary school teacher?" Silly Zhu expressed his doubts.

"It's not long ago, and now I'm assigned to clean the toilet." Ran Qiuye smiled self-deprecatingly.

The pain in my heart can only be broken through my teeth and swallowed into my stomach.

Silly Zhu couldn't help thinking of a sentence.

'you've changed. '

Maybe there is some doubts, but when a person is really in a desperate situation and cannot get out, or when he gets out by himself.

Why not change.

Go with the flow!

Bearish style.

Every slight change is an inner struggle.

She knows everything, and only depends on herself, not the so-called savior.

Silly Zhu couldn't help thinking of the most wonderful passage in Tiandao.

'This is from the back mountain, and I am a former guest.Drunk Dance Jingge half a volume of books, sitting in the well and talking about the vastness of the sky.Great ambitions play fame and fortune, and sea battles measure blessings and misfortunes.When it comes to being shy in the pocket, he angrily points out that the universe is wrong. '

Unaccustomed to seeing injustice in the world.

But in the end, the society will smooth out its edges and corners.

The smile on Ran Qiuye's face before was an innocent smile.

The smile now has changed, a forced smile.

That's not really a smile.

The law of man is: a dark heart can never support a bright face.

If you want to get it back, it is as difficult as climbing the sky.

"Next, what are your plans." Silly Zhuxin felt a little pain.

If it is said that his favorite character in the Love Courtyard is this Ran Qiuye, who has a smile on his face, treats people sincerely, and cares about every child.

This is her great love.

But life gradually extinguished her love.

Physical torture is more painful than mental torture.

"What plans do you have?" Ran Qiuye sat calmly by the raised briquettes stove.

Roasting that tiny flame.

"I heard that you bought a house for them and set up a family property for each of them. I want to be like them too. If you really want to help me, then accept me." Ran Qiuye took off the jacket on her body leather jacket.

Undo your first button.

Silly Zhu felt a little lost.

He quickly escaped from Ran Qiuye's house.

He hurriedly ran on the streets of the alley.

The criss-cross alleys, every intersection, there are countless roads, he knows he can't, that's irresponsible to her.

A simple word: close.

The vicissitudes of the world are exhausted.

And Ran Qiuye's inner despair.

Ran Qiuye looked at Feixue outside the door, tears streaming down his face.

She used her last bit of stubbornness, and this was the best ending she could think of.

Don't worry about three meals a day, don't worry about facing the toilet full of weeds.

But silly Zhu ran away.

Where else can she go?
Silly Zhu walked aimlessly at the entrance of the alley, his red sweater was gradually covered by the flying catkins all over the sky.

The heat on his body melted the snowflakes, and his body was covered with water from the melted snowflakes.

What can he do?
The road of life is still to be walked by oneself.

Looking back on this journey.

It is so familiar and strange.

I have hesitated, cried and laughed.

A wandering figure loomed before his eyes.

This short and long life.

Who knows when the wandering soul will be comforted.

The road I have traveled, my whole life!

Sha Zhu hummed his favorite ditty and walked aimlessly in the alley. There were still people waiting for him at home, but he dared not go back.

The sound of an erhu pulling the string is full of vicissitudes, telling the ruthlessness of the times, whether the times have forgotten themselves, or they cannot integrate into the faint sadness.

Let's have a song.

The blind old Xie, holding a broken bowl, wrapped in a thick quilt, sat on the steps, avoiding the wind and snow, but his beard was already covered with snowflakes.

Sha Zhu took out five yuan from his pocket and put it in his bowl.

"Silly Zhu, if you have any worries, have a drink with my brother. My brother will help you solve your problems."

"Old Xie, aren't you blind? How do you know it's me?" Sha Zhu laughed at himself.

Everything is nothing but self-deception.

Silly Zhu walked back to that absurd and remote courtyard with his steps and footprints.

Snowflakes on the iron sheet are falling down from time to time at the intersection that can only accommodate one person.

A large pile of snowflakes piled up outside the dilapidated door.

Silly Zhu pushed open the door.

Looking at Ran Qiuye's face flushed with cold, and the tears that were not yet dry.

"Cried."

"kindness."

After a simple two-sentence dialogue, Sha Zhu pulled Ran Qiuye outside.

"Where are you going?"

"I'll give you a home." Silly Zhu replied lightly.

Ran Qiuye stopped struggling and put on a black leather jacket.The cat leaned forward and followed behind Sha Zhu.

Go through the narrow alley.

A brand new courtyard appeared in front of my eyes.

This is a real estate that Sha Zhu bought just now, and it was originally intended to house the old objects he had collected before.After all, he has been playing the autumn wind with the broken man and the admiral of the nine gates.

How can there be no family background.

"This is where."

"I just bought a house." Sha Zhu took out a bunch of keys and opened the courtyard door.

Entering it, the front and rear binary yards.

The outside is the living room for receiving guests, and the back is the bedroom.

But the radiator is still installed.

Because I don't come often, I don't light the stove.

Silly Zhu led Ran Qiuye to the back room.Some cold!
Walking outside, at a corner, with a cat lying on his body, he struck a match with difficulty, lit the wood, and stuffed a little coal.

Silly Zhu returned to the house.

Ran Qiuye sat quietly by the bed, his body a little stiff.

Looking at the silly pillar who is gradually approaching.

"What are you thinking about? It's such a cold weather, if you don't hug the radiator to keep warm, you won't be afraid of freezing your body."

"Didn't you want me?" Ran Qiuye's eyes gradually warmed up as the temperature in the room rose.

"Your thoughts and brain circuits are really strange." Sha Zhu said uncertainly.

"Then why did you bring me back?" Ran Qiuye stared at Sha Zhu's face with stubborn eyes.

The steaming black hair, at this moment, is no longer the annoying appearance it was before.

"You have also read books. Women are not cute because they are loved, but they are loved because they are cute. The law of people is: a dark heart can never support a bright face."

"You mean I've changed." Ran Qiuye's face was covered with frost.

"The proposition is wrong, as long as the answer is wrong, as long as it is a feeling that needs to be proved, there is a mistake. Throwing a stone into the water, there will be no waves, but there will be ripples. The way of the world is discussed to the extreme. , is a love word between a man and a woman."

"Do we have no feelings? In the past, you chased after me, but I saw that you and Qin Huairu were flirting together, especially when you returned her child and paid the tuition fees. I didn't agree to you. "Ran Qiuye stood up and walked to Sha Zhu step by step.

The distance from the tip of the nose is only an inch.

"There are feelings that are skillful. Let's not talk about what is in the skills. Feelings that are not skillful should be the heart given by the Creator. What is the heart? The heart is the desire, and the god is the realm."

(End of this chapter)