Nostalgia: Starting from the Siheyuan

Chapter 181 There is no half-heartedness in the heart, and the calculations are flying everywhere!
There is no half heart.Calculations are flying all over the sky!

In the end, who counted whom.

It's hard to say.

Qin Huairu stared at the snow that was gradually flying up again with dull eyes.

This winter is not good.

One cry, two make trouble and three hang himself.Sacrifice her lost son at any time, making Qin Huairu a little physically and mentally exhausted, no one can live like this.

"Mom, don't cry." Xiao Huaihua looked at Qin Huairu's red eyes with anger, and tears fell silently, flowing down that white face.

In the turbidity, the unbearable past is in front of my eyes, looking back one by one.

Mrs. Zhang silently held up her only sustenance, a black and white photo.

My heart is full of regrets, but I don't feel that I have done anything wrong.

All the reasons are Shazhu's fault, if he honestly confessed to her family, then there will be these messy things.

If the family has money, why should they suffer from the cold in this winter!

"Mom, stop messing around in the future. What happened last night was beyond my control. Being kicked out now is considered retribution." Qin Huairu whispered a few words.

Open the curtain.

He hesitated and glanced at the room of the deaf old lady.

The last crack also gradually pulled the happy seam.

Can't bridge it!

Silly Zhu felt sorry for the old lady, completely disregarding her family's life and death, and made Qin Huairu completely dumbfounded. If there was no obstruction from the old lady back then, perhaps he would be the one who enjoyed all this.

Qin Huairu sighed.

I have all kinds of thoughts in my heart, who can I talk to.

Stupid?
Silently walked into Xu Damao's house next door.

Knocking on the door, Xu Damao was sitting on a chair, eating two mouthfuls of hot food, paired with a plate of peanuts, and drinking two mouthfuls of wine.

Looking at the figure at the door with a happy smile.

"Qin Huairu, you still can't escape my palm after all." Xu Damao narrowed his eyes.With the chopsticks in your hand, gently touch the air a little bit.

The distance between the chopsticks is just enough to see Qin Huairu's face.

A different feeling came to my heart.

Sha Zhu reassured the old lady, while he held the iron catalpa in the yard, spreading snowflakes.

After a while, Sha Zhu was busy sweating profusely, and the snow in the yard was shoveled by Sha Zhu in the center of the yard, under a big pagoda tree.

In the lonely and silent yard.

Xu Damao's room was not at all peaceful.

Silly Zhu turned back to the old lady's room and put down the iron catalpa.After saying goodbye to the old lady.

Just walked out of the yard.

Yi Zhonghai and his wife looked at the back of Silly Zhu through the gap in the window.

There was a different kind of emotion brewing in his eyes, an indescribable feeling.

It's more of a grievance.

I don't know what they are complaining about.

"Don't look at it anymore, everyone has gone away." The aunt persuaded.

"My wife, you say one person, how come there are so many changes before and after, there are two people at all."

"Who can blame this, besides you, who has always been partial to Qin Huairu, who else can be blamed? Qin Huairu just went to Xu Damao's house, right under Shazhu's nose. Is this what a lover should do? Keep saying no. She, she did inhuman things. And her old woman is not a fuel-efficient lamp, she has to eat and drink, and she has never done that one wicked thing." When the first mother mentioned this, she couldn't get angry.

"Do they still have a chance to reconcile?" Yi Zhonghai asked incredulously.

"Reconcile, how are they doing well? It wasn't when you held the general meeting of the hospital that they were completely messed up. Now it's better, and I want to turn around. Is it possible? I heard that Shazhu's daughters have all come out. They are still with you Good." The big mother snorted.

Just can't get used to these things.

Talking about reluctance, he turned his head and entered Xu Damao's room. This is reluctance. In the yard, everyone knows that Xu Damao and Sha Zhu are a bunch of mortal enemies.

"Hey, self-inflicted evil, can't live, this is her choice, no wonder others." Yi Zhonghai said helplessly.

The cigarette in his hand gradually burned his fingers without knowing it.

Silly Zhu walked at the entrance of the alley and turned into a remote alley.

There is a yard he just bought there, of course, there is still a person living in it, it is that Ran Qiuye, who didn't come to see it all day yesterday.

do not know either.

She's still getting used to life here.

Pushing away the yard, Silly Zhu saw the snow in the yard, piled up in the center of the yard, and a puff of thin green smoke burst out from time to time.

A head with a flushed face protruded from the kitchen door.

"Zhuzi, you're back." Ran Qiuye touched the apron happily.

Take two quick steps and drag Silly Zhu into the house.

The indoor temperature is relatively hot.

Silly Zhu took off his coat.

Looking at the tidy room, it was obvious that Ran Qiuye didn't sleep well last night.

Love is a thing that is precious only when it is the most desperate.

If it's normal, it's just a joke.

No one will take it seriously.

Ran Qiuye brought out a bowl of noodles from the kitchen, the clear soup lacked water, there was not even a leaf of green vegetables on it, only a handful of finely chopped green onions, and a little oily smell floating on the top of the soup.

The green onions are dotted with this bowl of white noodle soup.

"That's all for noon, can you eat enough?" Silly Zhu felt a little distressed.

This is not the Lanzhou ramen of the later generations. It is such a characteristic of the family. Cut a few slices of beef, cover it thinly, sprinkle a little green onion, and eat the noodles.

What you drink is the taste of dashi soup.

But the real thing now is that Ran Qiuye is really cash-strapped.

Think about it too, a person who is sent to clean the toilet can have a few cents of salary, some food, even if it is good, how can he be picky.

Ran Qiuye glanced at Sha Zhu with some embarrassment.

"this.."

In the end, she still didn't have the nerve to tell her about her specific situation, and she was reluctant to buy even warm clothes.

can not afford!
is true.

Not to mention other requirements.

Sha Zhu took a bite: "It's delicious, eat it quickly."

Silly Zhu looked at Ran Qiuye holding the bowl stiffly.

reminded.

"Is it really delicious?" Ran Qiuye's eyes glowed.

This was the first time she heard of people who ate noodle soup and said it was delicious.

That is stupid.

Silly Zhu nodded.

"Everything you cook is delicious."

Thinking back to the beginning, Silly Zhu felt a little tired, why did he fall in love with Qin Huairu in his previous life, he ate overnight peanuts, bought them with his own money, and was moved home by Bang Gener.

I was giving it to him again, in exchange for the chicken, duck, and fish I brought back from cooking with the leader.

Is there a string missing in the head?

Normal people would not think that this is a feasible transaction, but it is a normal thing for Shazhu.

Silly Zhu couldn't figure out why he would change it.

Which aspect of Qin Huairu did he fall in love with?

Otherwise, he would not have done such a thing.

On the other hand, Ran Qiuye made a bowl of noodle soup with her own hands. She was afraid that Shazhu would not eat well, so she felt a little guilty and compared the two.

Gee!

Qin Huairu was instantly turned into a scum.

There is a joke on the Internet, if Shazhu and Ran Qiuye were together at the beginning, it would be the most perfect ending, husband and child, happy life, far away from the bad things in the yard, without Qin Huairu's interference.This is the finale.

Rather than the so-called hypocritical sublimated subject that forcibly praises emotions.

All sufferings belong to Shazhu, and others should enjoy Shazhu's care.

There is no such thing in the world.

(End of this chapter)