I'm not a big star

Chapter 376 Don't You Be So Excellent, Okay?

April [-], sunny.

Zhao Junjie made an appointment with Chu Qing in a fairly quiet coffee shop next to the crew.

The music in the cafe is soft.

"Qingzi... I believe you should know the reason why I came to you this time, right?" Zhao Junjie looked a little depressed. Since his acting state declined, Zhao Junjie hadn't had a good night's sleep for more than ten days.

Zhao Junjie has nightmares every day, and the content of each nightmare seems to be a little omen.

In the dream, he was either being scolded bloody by Feng Yuming, or he was rated as one of the worst street actors in history by the outside world, or he dreamed that a mysterious star replaced him as the hero of "Jiangshan" Kicked himself to the side, and then he fell out of the entertainment industry after a setback...

But all these dreams have one thing in common.

That is a familiar, weird silly smile!
"Guessed a little bit." Chu Qing nodded.

Zhao Junjie's pupils were all bloodshot, and they were so red that it was indescribably bloodshot, like staying up all night playing League of Legends for three days and three nights.

Even sitting in the private seat of the coffee shop, with soft songs playing around him, Zhao Junjie looked so uneasy, and he seemed a little bit irritable.

Combined with Zhao Junjie's recent situation, Chu Qing felt that something must have happened to Zhao Junjie.

"I... am I not suitable to be an actor?" Zhao Junjie suddenly took a sip of the bitter coffee in despair, and felt that the coffee was slowly going down, he let out a long sigh, and his voice became even more decadent.

"No, who said that?" Chu Qing shook his head, but he didn't say much. He felt that Zhao Junjie definitely had a lot to tell him when he asked him out this time.

You just have to be a loyal listener.

"I graduated from Yanying University, and I was also a top student of Yanying University. After graduation, I was lucky to be recommended to play the third role in the crew of "Desolation". After "Desolation" became a big hit, I followed the trend After a while, I successfully signed a contract with Tianyu. Immediately after a series of packaging was created, my popularity in the circle became higher and higher, and I acted in more and more plays. I thought that my acting skills were completely fine. Whether it's a male protagonist with great righteousness, a neutral character who is both righteous and evil, or a wretched villain, I can play it vividly..."

"Five years ago, I won a Best Supporting Actor Award at the Taiwan Golden Horse Awards. After winning this award, I became famous, and then my eyes began to focus on the international stage, which I think is suitable for me...Hetianyu After the five-year contract expired, I did not renew my contract with Tianyu, but left Huaxia to work abroad. I participated in very famous movies such as "Little Charlie", "The Second Generation" and "The Humorous Tailor". , I played some small roles, but I gradually gained a little fame abroad, and then I gradually tried to play some important villains in foreign countries, laying the foundation..."

Chu Qing silently heard Zhao Junjie tell about his glorious history, and the more Chu Qing listened to it, the less he liked it.

For some reason, he always felt that Zhao Junjie was showing off his resume.

Graduated from Yanying, terminated the contract with Tianyu Entertainment, and went abroad to lay the foundation...

"Little Charlie", "The Second Generation" and "The Humorous Tailor" are several movies that Chu Qing has heard of in this world. These movies are very famous in this world, especially the movie "The Second Generation" and the previous life. "Titanic" is almost a layered movie, and the fact that someone who can play a guest role in this movie can be boasted for several years.

"You are amazing." Although Chu Qing felt that Zhao Junjie's nostalgic way of showing off was too much for Chu Qing to express in words, Chu Qing still nodded sincerely.

"My acting skills, Qingzi, to be honest, there shouldn't be any problem with my acting skills?" Zhao Junjie talked about his experience in a random way, and finally pointed to himself, looking at Chu in a daze. Ao asked incredulously.

"There's nothing wrong with it, what's the matter?" Chu Qing wondered if there is any problem with your acting skills, what does it have to do with me?
You told me a lot of questions, and the feeling is to ask me if there is a problem with your acting skills?

"However, why did I find that my acting skills have collapsed after I met you? The experience I have learned in these years is completely useless? Why, why am I not as good as you?" Zhao Junjie's voice was a little heavier, Even a little reconciled.

"Aren't you inferior to me?" Chu Qing felt that Zhao Junjie's voice was more and more self-deprecating.

"Qingzi, if I'm not wrong, you didn't learn acting at all, did you? In other words, you never studied acting systematically. "The Empress Dowager" is your debut work, and "Naihe Mountain" is your first novel. In the first movie, besides this, you didn't even play any other roles, am I right?" Zhao Junjie pressed Chu Qing.

"En, yes, what's the matter?" Chu Qing nodded, not understanding why Zhao Junjie would ask this question.

"Tell me, how can a person who has never really studied acting win the title of best actor, while a regular soldier like me who was born in Yanying never got it? No matter how many nominations he has won, Didn’t get the award?” In fact, Zhao Junjie also made quite a few movies when he was in China, and also acted as a leading actor, and most of these movies were nominated for the Taiwan Golden Horse Awards.

Accompany run!

Always run with me!
Yes, the weird thing is that he missed the best actor award in every movie he participated in, and he even felt that even if he was the best actor in filming and interpretation, he never won him an award.

It's normal to not win the Best Actor Award at the Golden Horse Awards, isn't it?

There are many people who have run with him more times than him!

However, Chu Qing won the Golden Horse Best Actor Award for her first debut work!
what is this?
"I don't know." Chu Qing shook his head, he felt that Zhao Junjie's condition seemed to be getting worse and worse.

At first Zhao Junjie was still sitting opposite him and could talk well, but now Zhao Junjie stood up...

It seems that Zhao Junjie is a little bit paranoid!
"I never believed in geniuses before, because I thought I was a genius, but until you appeared, Qingzi! Why did you appear in this world? A monster like you shouldn't have appeared in this world!" Zhao Junjie stared at Chu Qing, looking extremely unbalanced.

This imbalance made him jealous.

Zhao Junjie was really shocked by Chu Qing's one-shot pass before.

Many plots that Zhao Junjie thought were very tricky and Chu Qing passed through with ease in one shot, without saying anything.

As a bystander, Chu Qing really couldn't describe her original mood.

Amidst the jealousy, there was a sense of powerlessness, especially after he compared his acting skills with Chu Qing's later on, this feeling of powerlessness became even heavier.

"Brother Zhao, calm down." Chu Qing shook his head when he saw Zhao Junjie's voice began to sound hysterical and desperate.

He felt that Zhao Junjie was beginning to lose his mind.

"Calm down, how do you make me calm down, Qingzi! Why do you appear in front of me? In front of you, my self-confidence is all gone. I feel more and more like a clown. Everything you play is passed through in one shot. And me? I feel that I can’t do anything...Qingzi, why did you pass in one shot? You can’t be like a normal actor. How many times have you been NG? How many times have you been scolded by the director? Do you know that you are so good as a villain? I, the male lead, are under a lot of pressure?" Zhao Junjie suddenly began to vent his dissatisfaction and resentment...

"..." Chu Qing also stood up and looked at Zhao Junjie.

Chu Qing couldn't say anything.

What can Chu Qing say?
Chu Qing couldn't say anything.

Is it all my fault to pass a shot?
How many times do I need to be stuck together to be considered correct?

"The more successful you are, the more I feel like I'm a failure. I also wanted to pass through the same mirror as you several times, but the more I imitate you, the more lost I feel, the more I feel wrong. Now, I find that I have begun to lose myself!"

"Brother Zhao, calm down." Chu Qing continued to listen to Zhao Junjie.

He never thought that he would cause such a great psychological shadow on Zhao Junjie.

what is this?
This is an innocent disaster.

Zhao Junjie continued to sit down, but he started to grab his disheveled hair, feeling a little restless.

His mind exploded.

He needs to vent.

Chu Qing couldn't bear to see Zhao Junjie like this, but there was nothing he could do for a while.

This kind of thing is very nonsense.

"Qingzi, why are your acting skills so crazy? You can't act a little bit worse than everyone else? Really, I can calm down as long as you act like a normal person a little bit, but you don't look like a normal person at all. Normal people!" Finally, Zhao Junjie raised his head and stared at Chu Qing again.

His eyes were still blood red.

"Brother Zhao, why do you want to compare with me? The roles we play are all different. You play the male lead, and I play the villain."

"Qingzi, brother, can you do one thing?" Zhao Junjie looked at Chu Qing as if he couldn't hear Chu Qing's words at all.

"what's up?"

"Tomorrow, yes! When you and I are filming tomorrow, can you say a few wrong lines, NG a few times? Please, maybe this can give me a little bit of confidence, otherwise, I may live in your life all my life." in the shadows."

"what?"

Chu Qing felt that this was very nonsense.

It's like someone pointing to your face and asking why you are so good.

Am I so good or is it my fault?

But it seems that looking at this situation, it seems that it is indeed wrong to be excellent.

"Can you? Qingzi? Only you can help me." Zhao Junjie looked at Chu Qing with anticipation in his eyes.

"All right." After looking into Zhao Junjie's eyes, Chu Qing finally nodded reluctantly.

(End of this chapter)