I'm not a big star

Chapter 412

Chu Qing only agreed to participate in the recording of the first issue of the second session of "The Voice of China". As for the next issue, Chu Qing will not participate.

In front of the camera, Chu Qing felt uncomfortable. She always felt that so many lights shone on her body, which made her feel weird.

The guest judges are not judges, they act as a dog-headed military adviser in the show. After the contestants sing, Chu Qing can comment on the contestants' singing, and then let the instructors choose to turn around or not. If the contestants are excellent, the four instructors will compete If you can't win, then Chu Qing can also make some personal suggestions to the players, and then let the players make their own choices.

At the beginning of the program, each tutor will sing a song of other tutors...

Even though Chu Qing is a guest judge, she is the same as other mentors, the only difference is that the four mentors change the songs of other mentors. As for Chu Qing, the program group, including the guests off the stage, strongly urged Chu Qing to sing her own song.

Every song in the album "Qingzi" is very inspirational, and every song is very suitable for singing in public...

When the program group began to ask what song Chu Qing would sing, Chu Qing hesitated for a while, and then suddenly a very strange idea emerged in her heart, which made Chu Qing a little unable to restrain.

Before, all the songs he chose were inspirational songs, all of them were inspiring songs, so that people would never give up motivational songs in the face of adversity.

But today, Chu Qing suddenly didn't want to sing these songs.

"Lonely patient."

"Eh? Original?"

"Well, it's original." Chu Qing nodded and took a deep breath.

"The title of this song is a bit strange..."

"well enough."

"Is there a guitar for the accompaniment?"

"Yep."

Shen Jiaxun always felt that something was wrong after hearing Chu Qing's choice of song "The Lonely Patient", which he had never heard before, but then suppressed the wrongness in his heart.

When Chu Qing participated in the first "Voice of China", it can be said that she stole the limelight. Every original song has become a classic sung by all fans, so Shen Jiaxun's problems with the song itself and the effect of Chu Qing's singing are still not the same. worried.

Since you are not worried, where does that weird feeling come from?
Afterwards, the instructors came out and began to sing songs. Every song the instructors sang would attract cheers, and various dry ice special effects would appear on the stage, which looked extremely dazzling and full of visual sense.

After the performance of the four instructors, the stage was quiet for a while, and then Chu Qing, who was dressed in black, walked onto the stage slowly.

Black gives people a sense of mystery, but there is an indescribable loneliness in the mystery.

"..." After Bai Youxue sat on the chair and saw Chu Qing on stage, she keenly felt that Chu Qing had an unusual aura. This aura was very similar to the last song she sang at the concert that year. The song, whether it is breath or other things, is very similar.

After Bai Youxue contacted Zhao Yinger who kept asking herself about depression and wanting to invite that young master to come out of the mountain a few days ago, Bai Youxue's heart skipped a beat.

Qingzi is suffering from depression, and the depression seems to be more serious than himself.

Tonight, Chu Qing might make big news, might announce something...

Deng Peichuan also felt that Chu Qing's temperament was different tonight. He didn't know if it was Deng Peichuan's illusion. He always felt that the current Chu Qing was completely different from the Chu Qing who stood on the stage and sang hoarsely. .

As for Wang Qin, he felt uncomfortable with the enthusiastic cheers from the audience after Chu Qing took the stage. He only felt this kind of cheers when he held his own concert.

"Laughter cheers

The atmosphere is hot but the heart is cold
Spotlight is a blessing

I can't say wait a minute

I really admire that I can still be humorous

Cover your tears with a smile..."

Standing on the stage, Chu Qing held the guitar seriously and played it lightly, while the other techniques were smooth and gentle.

His voice is also very gentle, but also a little deep, and every note carries a strange taste.

When Shen Jiaxun off the stage heard Chu Qing singing in such a dark and low tone, he suddenly felt that something was wrong.

Different.

It's not the same as any previous singing.

"If we don't talk about loneliness, we'll all be happy

I don't sing hoarse love songs
Doesn't mean there aren't heartbreak moments
I never opened my wounds to be slaughtered..."

Shen Jiaxun originally thought that Chu Qing's song would be reversed, slowly turning from sadness to inspiration. After all, the Mandarin version of the open sky is like this. All kinds of depression and discomfort in the early stage, but in the end he began to vent, but Chu Qing sang more and more, It became more and more wrong, and there was a feeling of letting go of myself.

Chu Qing has no shortage of singing skills, no matter what note or tone Chu Qing controls very well.

There is no lack of emotional integration into Chu Qing. Chu Qing on the stage shook her head, her voice was abnormally depressed and deep, and slowly began to become not quite right.

Depressed!

Yes, everyone felt oppressed, opened their wounds, hoarse love songs, heartbroken...

Every descriptive word is so frightening and unbearable...

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Yinghui Media, Wang Ying was watching Chu Qing's performance through "Qingya". When she saw Chu Qing singing this song about a lonely patient, Wang Ying's heart ached inexplicably. It feels more and more that something is wrong.

This song is depressing, full of emotions, and full of loneliness, which is different from any song written by Chu Qing in the past.

What happened to Chu Qing?
"Heal and no one will know my inner frustration

Like a lonely patient pulling himself

What's wrong with extroverted lonely patients

The louder the laugh, the crueler it is
Packed with body temperature, room temperature is colder
In case the lights are turned off and the emptiness disturbs people
But I can't shout to wait..."

This song has always been very low and depressing, like venting all the depression in my heart but no one knows it.

"Qingzi..."

Wang Ying covered her mouth, feeling her heart twitch slightly, an indescribable feeling in the end.

In her mind, she recalled all the things that happened after she met Chu Qing, from the encounter, to the acquaintance, from the very beginning when she was attracted by Chu Qing's talent, attracted by that sense of security...

Of course, there is also a little bit of use in it.

She needs Chu Qing, at least her future career cannot lack such a person as Chu Qing, this kind of feeling is not true love, after all, it is not pure, but after a long time of contact with Chu Qing, this kind of impure love Feelings slowly become pure.

She gradually began to respect Chu Qing's ideas. She would support what Chu Qing liked to do, and when Chu Qing didn't like to do it, she would not force it. For some reason, she felt that as long as Chu Qing was happy, it was fine.

Is Chu Qing happy?

Chu Qing was really happy before, but after taking pictures of Fu Tu, she began to feel that Chu Qing was getting more and more unhappy.

In the past, Chu Qing would show a naive smile when facing the media, but now, Chu Qing doesn't smile at all.

It turned out that Chu Qing was so depressed.

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"You say you love me but keep saying
Said I shouldn't be in the corner
It's also wrong to plan an escape.
Even my fragile rights are plundered..."

Outside the arena, Jiang Xiaoyu was stunned.

Could it be that his appearance made Brother Qing feel that he had no sense of freedom?

planning to escape...

Fragile……

Jiang Xiaoyu's heart trembled slightly, and then she looked down at the time she spent with Chu Qing...

More than once, she heard Chu Qing say that she wanted to go on a trip, leave here, go to another city, another place, and she didn't want to be carefree.

Brother Qing is tired.

Yes, Brother Qing is very tired.

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"Instead, I want you to understand that I don't know why

Like a lonely patient pulling himself

Extroverted lonely patients need recognition…”

At the end of the song, Bai Youxue closed her eyes, and she felt a sympathy. This is not autism, but depression.

Recognition and recognition, isn't this a true portrayal of depression?
Some songs will always remind people of the past, and some songs will always touch the most timid part of people's hearts. At least, Bai Youxue feels that the depths of her heart have been touched, and the long-lost sense of depression has hit her heart .

Then, Bai Youxue closed her eyes, the eye sockets were slightly crystal clear.

As for the audience in the audience, they also felt that Chu Qing's song touched their hearts, and they felt really bad.

Shen Jiaxun froze after seeing Chu Qing finish singing.

This song is not an inspirational song at all, not only is it not an inspirational song, but the whole text is very depressing, like a lonely patient who is pulling himself out is narrating, and it resonates deeply in people's hearts.

Shen Jiaxun opened his mouth.

This is a good song, and for a certain group of people, this song has a strong sense of substitution.

Shen Jiaxun couldn't understand why Chu Qing wrote such a song.

After singing, Chu Qing felt that most of the oppressive and uncomfortable feeling in her heart disappeared, and she felt very comfortable after venting.

The long-lost silly smile returned to his face again.

There is some repressed discomfort, you can’t hold it back, you have to say it, you may not be able to change anything, but at least it can make you feel more comfortable at the time...

Yes, Chu Qing suddenly found a feeling to relieve her helplessness and release her depression.

That is to sing, to sing this feeling of loneliness and depression.

but……

Chu Qing herself was happy, but after looking at the people in the audience and the judges...

Chu Qing suddenly found that except for Wang Qin, who was fairly normal, everyone else had an indescribable depression on their faces...

It seemed that my depression and depression had been transferred to them.

Not long after Chu Qing finished singing, there was applause below...

Bai Youxue stood up and asked to interrupt the show for a few minutes, then she turned and left. When she came back again, her beautiful eyes were a little red.

Obviously, she cried a lot.

Chu Qing's song really resonated with her!
"This scourge of killing thousands of swords!"

Bai Youxue stared at Chu Qing, never felt like seeing Chu Qing gnash her teeth like today.

What are you doing singing this kind of song?
(End of this chapter)