Fairy Doctor

Chapter 2966 Introspection
Chapter 2966 Introspection
"Hehe, Zero, when did you become like this?" Suzaku turned around, staring at Zero and said: "I originally thought that you were different from them."

"I've always been like this, I've never changed myself, Suzaku, let go, there are some things you really can't do, if you make a mistake once, you'll always be wrong." Ling sighed slightly: "I know that your dominant consciousness is still there, it's just that you have been affected."

"You weren't like this before, but now when I think back on my former self, I feel so stupid." Suzaku murmured, "What kind of bullshit is the big picture? What bullshit is responsibility? Do these things have anything to do with me?"

"What do I need? What I need is to be with the person I like forever and ever. I really shouldn't care about other things." Suzaku hissed: "But I went like that, I Send her away with my own hands, and I still feel that I am killing her relatives righteously..."

"Suzaku, everyone knows what you have done, we...we will find a way to compensate you in the future, really..." Zero sighed.

"Compensation? How to compensate?" Suzaku smiled: "Lin Yu's biggest mistake was that he shouldn't have brought her back from that world. After giving me hope, he shouldn't have mercilessly wiped out my hope , he shouldn't be like this."

"He didn't do it on purpose, because that person, the disguise is so good, even he can't tell the truth from the fake...you are her closest person, so only you understand her, only you know that she is not real "Zero looked at Suzaku and said: "Suzaku, don't be like this anymore? We all...actually hope that you can be well."

"You are only affected by your will now. Your mental power is very strong. There is no way for intelligent creatures to truly take you away. As long as we work harder, you will return to normal." Zero said.

"Back to normal? I think, I'm normal now." Suzaku chuckled and said, "I thank that creature, it made me make up my mind. What I wanted or feared before, now all Swept away."

"People's desires are terrible. When you can't restrain your desires, it will multiply and never stop."

Zero sighed and said, "Suzaku, now you have been blinded by hatred and desire, so now it's time for you to wake up."

"Hehe, is that right? It's time for me to wake up now?" Suzaku turned to look at Zero, and he couldn't help laughing: "I've never felt so clear-headed, and I've never felt that I can be as good for myself as I am now." And live."

"Zero, in fact, you are the same as me. You are just a victim of some people's karma in the name of devotion. Think about it, you have never received the love of your parents from the very beginning." Suzaku murmured Said: "From a very young age, you were forced to leave your parents, and since then, you have ceased to be you."

"The childhood that other people have is a luxury for you. Do you think this is really interesting?" Suzaku stared at Zero, and he sneered: "You seem to be indifferent on the surface, but In fact, I know that your heart is not feeling well."

"You long to have the love of your parents, you long to live like a normal person, even at your current age, if you are a normal person, you would go shopping with your girlfriends every day, watch movies, and be pampered by the one you love age."

"But look, what do you look like now?" Suzaku sneered and said, "You keep talking about dedication and responsibility, do you think you should be this mature now?"

"Suzaku, I have always regarded you as the big brother." Zero sighed and said, "This is what you really think in your heart, isn't it?"

"That's right, that's what I really think in my heart." Suzaku said with a chuckle, "I'm tired of repeating the same life every day, and my inner desires are not satisfied, so I thank that creature, it made me understand Now, people really shouldn’t restrain themselves.”

"You have not restrained yourself, and no one has ever restrained you. All the paths are chosen by you and have nothing to do with others, really." Ling shook his head slightly and said, "Suzaku, you should know that this world No one in the world has ever dared to say that he is truly happy, and everyone is the same."

"Deep in everyone's heart, there are concerns, so even if you change your way of life, what you get is the same. These are things that we have no way to change, because once we are born into this world In the future, we will not live for ourselves, do you understand?"

"Why?" Suzaku smiled, and he asked back: "Why can't we let go of the fetters in our hearts and live for ourselves? Why do we use our youth and everything to protect things that have nothing to do with us?"

"Ling, wake up, we paid so much, what do we get? It's really meaningless." Suzaku shook his head slightly and said, "Come with me."

"I think it's you who should wake up, not me." Zero sighed and said, "Suzaku, I've always regarded you as the big brother, and I really don't want to fight with you, so, don't force me , okay?"

"I'm not forcing you, I'm not forcing you at all, you can choose to go with me, or you can choose to leave here, and live a new life from now on." Suzaku smiled slightly: "The two of us can not interfere with each other. "

"Does it really have to be like this?" Zero stared at Suzaku, and she said quietly: "Then everything before us will be as if it doesn't exist, right?"

"That's right, everything about us before doesn't exist anymore." Suzaku said with a smile: "Don't talk about feelings with me now, I don't have any feelings to talk about now, and don't talk about things in the past, there is nothing mean."

"What exactly do you want to do?" Zero looked at Suzaku and said, "Do you want to let go of your current shackles and seek your freedom?"

"That's right, I just want to let go of the shackles on me now and find the real freedom that belongs to me." Suzaku laughed and said: "If you want to be with me, then we will go together, but if you If you want to stop me, I'm sorry, we will become enemies."

"I never thought that one day, the two of us would become enemies." Ling smiled, her expression a little miserable: "Brother Suzaku, this is the last time I call you that, if you can wake up, we will go back, if If you can't wake up, I'm sorry, I have to take you back today, so please understand."

(End of this chapter)