Literary life with cute baby

Chapter 783 Feeling like a thief

(PS: As mentioned above, after graduating from university, Tang Sanjian went to Sichuan as a volunteer teacher, where he met Jiang Xin from Wutong County. In the chapter of a maverick pig, Jiang Xin was mentioned a little bit. At that time, the young Jiang Xin Xin often helped Tang Sanjian drive pigs. Jiang Xin was Tang Sanjian's first love, but they didn't stay together for various reasons. After Tang Sanjian left Shu, Jiang Xin married and gave birth to Jiang Yue, who gave birth to Tang Tang. Tang Sanjian and Jiang Yue has no blood relationship. After Jiang Xin remarried, life was very difficult. She died young and entrusted Jiang Yue to Tang Sanjian. Tang Sanjian felt guilty about Jiang Xin and regarded Jiang Yue as his own. This is the entanglement of the previous generation , I have their detailed descriptions in my outline, such as Jiang Xin's later situation, Jiang Yue's marriage, why Jiang Yue has mental problems... Wait, it's not time to fully explain it in detail, and it will be slow later. spread out slowly)
Huang Xiangning said: "Let's pick a random video to watch and see this one, okay?"

"Okay." Jiang Yue said, can't wait to drive.

This time the location is at home, with the lights on, and it is night.

Candy'er and Tang Zhen appeared in the camera, and Tangy'er was bouncing around in front of Tang Zhen, saying, "Sister, sister, can you give the cake to Tangy'er? The Lun family wants to give it to Xiaoshuang first." .”

"Ah, it's Zhenzhen, Zhenzhen is so beautiful now. Aunt Xiangning, Zhenzhen looks like you~"

Jiang Yue was pleasantly surprised to see Tang Zhen who appeared with Tang Tanger in the video. She and Tang Zhen were also good friends back then.

"Zhenzhen has also grown up, she is outside all year round and rarely goes home." Huang Xiangning said with emotion.

Usually at home, she would never say such a thing. Every time Tang Zhen came home, she only had concern in her eyes, and the rest was to tell Tang Zhen not to worry about the family, not to worry about her parents, they were fine, and she was alone Outside, just take care of yourself.

However, as a parent, how can I be willing in my heart!
It was just to prevent Tang Zhen from worrying, so she hid her reluctance.

Jiang Yue: "Zhenzhen is even better! She sings beautifully. Auntie Xiangning and Auntie Dean sent me Zhenzhen's album. I want to listen to it every day!"

Huang Xiangning restrained her emotions, and said softly: "If you want to hear her sing, you can call at any time and ask her to sing for you on the phone."

A shy smile appeared on Jiang Yue's face: "...I'd better listen to the album, Zhenzhen is also very busy."

Huang Xiangning looked at Tang Zhen on the computer, and at Jiang Yue beside him, and suddenly realized that the two were actually about the same age, but their life circumstances were completely different.

Compared with Tang Zhen, Jiang Yue beside her was much more miserable, which really made people feel distressed.

Huang Xiangning said to Jiang Yue seriously: "Xiao Yue, we are a family, right?"

Jiang Yue was taken aback when she heard this, and after a moment of hesitation, she nodded, "Yes."

Huang Xiangning patted her head and said: "Little fool, why should the family be so polite. Have you forgotten? Zhenzhen used to ignore everyone and just liked to be with you. She is called your sister. So you She, for us, don't worry about this or that, just tell us whatever you think, we are a family!"

With tears in her eyes, Jiang Yue nodded vigorously, then lowered her head and continued to watch Tangtanger's video while covering up the expression on her face.

In the video, Tang Zhen said to Tangtanger: "But Xiaoshuang hasn't come yet, can I give you a cake later? I don't need it now."

Tangtanger looked at the camera, and said to the camera: "Mom, when is Xiaoshuang coming home?"

Huang Xiangning's voice came from outside the camera: "I'm already on my way, I just said I'm going to school soon, so I should be right away."

Candy immediately continued jumping in front of Tang Zhen excitedly: "Sister, sister, Xiaoshuang is coming soon, can you give the cake to Tang Zhen?"

Tang Zhen didn't take the cake, but took out a pink bamboo dragonfly, and said, "First put the bamboo dragonfly on Tangtang, okay?"

"Okay~" Candy replied happily.

"Then stand well, it's not easy to jump, I'll put on a bamboo dragonfly for you." Tang Zhen squatted in front of Tangtanger, and put a bamboo dragonfly on her princess's head.

"Okay, are you a little fairy who can fly?" Tang Zhen touched the little girl's face with a smile, and kissed her.

"Tangtang'er is a little fairy! Hee hee, sister, Tangtang'er will also wear a bamboo dragonfly for you."

Tang Zhen held Tang Zhen down to prevent her from standing up, took the other bamboo dragonfly in Tang Zhen's hand, and carefully put it on for her.

"Hee hee~ Now there are two little fairies~ Xiao Shuang is really happy."

Tang Tanger stared at Tang Zhen's hair with a wide smile, admiring her masterpiece.

Huang Xiangning asked curiously outside the camera: "Why is Xiaoshuang happy?"

Tangtanger smiled and said to the camera: "Mom, what do you think? Xiaoshuang has two little fairies as his sisters. How lucky is that? Who has so many little fairies? Mom, do you think you are happy or not? "

"emmmmm~ Isn't mom a little fairy?"

There was a chuckle from outside the camera, not from Candy, nor from Tang Zhen and Huang Xiangning.

Outside the camera, Huang Xiangning's voice came, and she was asking the person who was laughing.

"Old Tang, what are you laughing at?"

Ah, it's Uncle Tang!Jiang Yue looked at Tang Sanjian at the side.

Tang Sanjian winked mischievously at her for the first time, making her laugh.

Tang Sanjian said outside the camera: "I laugh that we have three little fairies in our family. I am so happy. I can't help but laugh out loud when I am happy."

Who would have thought that Tangtanger would disrupt the situation: "Dad, Mom is not a little fairy!"

"You actually say that about mom, mom isn't a little fairy, what is that?"

Candy said solemnly: "Mom is Her Lady Queen!"

There was a burst of laughter in the video, the only Tang Zhen who appeared in the camera was covering her mouth and laughing, Huang Xiangning and Tang Sanjian also laughed loudly when they couldn't see it.

Jiang Yue looked enviously.

Huang Xiangning said softly: "Candy is very lively, eccentric, and everyone's pistachio."

Jiang Yue said happily: "It's not like me, that's great."

Huang Xiangning said: "You are very good too, you are so quiet and ladylike."

After pausing for a moment, Jiang Yue said in a low voice, "It's too quiet, that's why I was bullied."

Huang Xiangning was stunned, hugged Jiang Yue's hand even harder, and whispered in her ear: "Xiao Yue, I hope you don't blame Auntie."

Jiang Yue looked at her suspiciously, not knowing why she said this, she didn't understand.

Huang Xiangning looked at the lively and lovely Tangerine in the video and said, "She should be called your mother."

Jiang Yue was taken aback, and understood what Huang Xiangning meant.

Candy should be calling her mother, but now she is calling Huang Xiangning's mother, and she doesn't even know that she has another biological mother.

This made Huang Xiangning extremely guilty, especially now in front of Jiang Yue, listening to Tangtanger sweetly calling her mother in the video, in a split second, all kinds of emotions flooded in, and the emotion called "happy" Chong disappeared without a trace, was faint and hard to find, and made her say a thousand words, not knowing where to start.

Huang Xiangning felt that he was a thief who stole Jiang Yue's most precious baby, and felt an uncontrollable sense of guilt.
This sense of guilt made Huang Xiangning dare not face Jiang Yue directly.

This sense of guilt has always existed, and it kept emerging as her love for Tangtanger continued to grow, and as Tangtanger's attachment to her continued to grow, it kept pounding her heart.

She had a hunch that one day, one day, her heart would suddenly burst.

This experience has already been done once!
At Tangtanger's 6th birthday party, the little man whispered in her ear and sincerely said, Mom, I love you. She was sad because she thought that she was not Tanger's real mother, sad for Jiang Yue, and sorry for herself.

I have to be strong, Huang Xiangning would tell himself this in his heart whenever he was about to lose control of his emotions.

"I'm an incompetent mother, I owe Little Candy..."

Jiang Yue said sadly, tears were about to flow down again.

Huang Xiangning held her in his arms again, and comforted her softly: "No one wants to do this. What mother in the world is willing to be separated from her child, and no one is willing to do so unless she is in a desperate situation where there is nothing she can do. You are right."

"Will she hate me when she grows up?" Jiang Yue asked sadly.

After she gave birth to Candy, she left.Tangy'er's enlightenment story has nothing to do with her, and it is possible that she could not participate in Tangy'er's childhood.Thinking of this, she became depressed again.

Huang Xiangning: "Candy will never hate you, how could she hate you, how could she hate you, no! Don't worry, she will understand you when she grows up, understand your love for her, understand For your unspeakable difficulties, she will give you the best love..."

Tang Sanjian's voice came: "Tangtanger doesn't know what hatred is. In her world, there is only truth, kindness and beauty. In her heart, mother is always the most beautiful in the world."

"Really?" Jiang Yue looked at Huang Xiangning and Tang Sanjian helplessly.

At this moment, in their eyes, she is just a helpless child and a young mother who is at a loss.

"Really!" Tang Sanjian answered her firmly.

"Really ~ Xiaoyue." Huang Xiangning said softly.

Jiang Yue suddenly became quiet, not knowing what she was thinking.

The surroundings also quieted down, and Tang Sanjian's voice came clearly from the computer.

"Tang Tang, your brother is here! Get ready."

The camera shakes a few times, then returns to normal.

Candy held a plate of cakes with candles in her hands.Tang Sanjian appeared in the camera, squatting in front of her, lighting the candles on the cake.

"Okay, the candles are already lit, you have to be careful, don't let the cake fall on the ground." Tang Sanjian warned.

Tangtanger nodded her head: "Dad, don't worry, Tangtanger's little hands are very strong, and she will never let Xiaoshuang's cake fall to the ground."

Tang Zhen said outside the camera, "I'm turning off the lights."

"Sister, wait, sister, wait, Candy hasn't stood up yet."

Tangtanger hurried to the gate, about three meters away from the gate, standing upright with her small body, facing the gate.

"It's ok, sister, turn off the lights. Are you afraid? Don't be afraid. Candy is talking to you."

The lens darkened a lot, but by the candlelight, the candy could be seen clearly, but the scene outside the candy could not be seen.

There was a voice, it was Tang Zhen who was talking to Tang Zhen.From what he said, it turned out that Tang Zhen was worried that Tang Zhen would be afraid of the dark, so he spoke to embolden her.

"Hush -- stop talking, Xiaoshuang stopped the car."

This is Huang Xiangning's voice.

On the screen, Candy is obediently holding the cake and standing in the entrance, her little face is flushed red by the candlelight, and the little person looks excited.

The door opened, and a tall figure appeared, whose face could not be seen clearly.

Seeing him, Tangtanger took two small steps forward, then quickly glanced at the adults hiding in the darkness on both sides, then stood up straight with her small body, held her head high, and sang with a smile and a childish voice. Song: "Happy birthday to you~Happy birthday to you~Happy birthday to you..."

Tang Shuang stood up straight, faced Tangtanger, and quietly listened to her singing her birthday wishes: "Brother~Happy birthday! Today you are one year older. I wish you happiness every day, happiness forever, and always love me I love you, eh~ you should squat down quickly."

Tang Shuang knelt down, and the little man immediately kissed him.

Tang Shuang touched the face that had been kissed, and said happily: "Life is so bitter, but you are the only one who tastes like strawberries."

The video ends.

Huang Xiangning introduced softly, "This is Xiaoshuang's birthday."

Jiang Yue asked with concern: "Did Candy give Xiaoshuang a gift?"

Huang Xiangning did not answer, but took out a tissue and wiped Jiang Yue's tears.

"I'm so sorry." Jiang Yue wanted to take the tissue to wipe her tears, but Huang Xiangning refused.

"Just let me come."

Jiang Yue embarrassedly let Huang Xiangning wipe her face clean, and heard her say: "Tangtanger gave Xiaoshuang a photo album that day. Among the gifts we gave, Xiaoshuang likes this photo album the most."

Jiang Yue asked curiously, "What kind of photo album?"

Huang Xiangning said with a smile: "Xiaoshuang's photos from childhood to adulthood were typesetting and designed by Tangerine herself. The style, pattern, pattern, and layout of the album were all chosen by Tangerine."

Jiang Yue asked proudly: "Is she so powerful?"

"She is very capable, ah, by the way." Huang Xiangning thought of more important things, found a book from his handbag, handed it to Jiang Yue, and said in a proud tone: "What do you think this is?"

Jiang Yue took it, and saw "A Garden of Vegetables Became Fine" written on the cover, and asked curiously, "Is this a children's picture book?"

Huang Xiangning pointed to the corner of the cover and said, "Look at what is written here?"

"Ah ~ Tang Tang?" Jiang Yue looked at Huang Xiangning incredulously, "Written by Tang Tang?"

Huang Xiangning smiled and said: "Didn't I say that? Tang Tang is very capable, nothing is impossible."

Jiang Yue was pleasantly surprised: "Really? Is this a book?"

Huang Xiangning nodded: "The book has been published and sold in bookstores. Up to now, 21 copies have been sold, which is a remarkable amount."

"Hee hee~" Jiang Yue cheered up, and happily opened "A Garden of Green Vegetables Turned into a Spirit", each and every picture was full of cute green vegetables: "The green vegetables have become fine, and they are at war, ha, it's so interesting. "

Huang Xiangning felt that Jiang Yue's "ha", her tone and demeanor were almost carved out of the same mold as Candy.Tangtang'er had no chance to imitate Jiang Yue, but they were able to achieve similarities.This is the mysterious factor hidden in the blood. It is a kind of tacit understanding that the mother and daughter have innately. There is no need for precepts and deeds. There is a kind of power in the dark that makes them match naturally.

Jiang Yue slowly appreciated Tangtanger's picture book, carefully reading each page, word by word, and every picture inch by inch.

Huang Xiangning and Tang Sanjian weren't impatient at all.Jiang Yue was looking at the picture book intently, and Huang Xiangning was looking at Jiang Yue in the picture book intently.Tang Sanjian looked at Jiang Yue for a while, and Huang Xiangning for a while, or stared at the Babao Sedum in a daze.

The sun shone on Jiang Yue's face, and her fair skin was as transparent as it was.

Huang Xiangning affectionately helped her smooth the long hair hanging from her temples behind her ears.

Jiang Yue turned her head slightly, smiled at her, and continued to look down at Tangtanger's paintings. It's really interesting.

(End of this chapter)