From teaching to superstar

Chapter 524 Lonely and Lonely
Hu Yang didn't care about the freezing feeling from the white snow above his head.

Did not shake it to the ground.

In addition to not thinking about it, it is more because when it snows in winter, she likes to hold her arm, cuddle up to her body and walk slowly on the side of the road.

From time to time, he gently looked up at his smiling cheeks, showing a happy smile.

How much I once hoped that the two of them could slowly grow old in the snow.

That is a beautiful prayer.

Exhaling a foul smell of alcohol, Hu Yang leaned on the tombstone and said with some pain: "Xian, I have almost fulfilled all the promises I promised you. Dolma and the others also have books to read, and there will be no teacher to teach them anymore." gone."

"Do you know that when I received the notice from above saying that our village primary school was merged into the town center primary school, I was both happy and at a loss."

Hu Yang said while looking at the blue sky in Ali in the snow area in the early morning.

I am happy that I have done what I promised her when she was dying, and I have lived up to my promise and my love.

I can finally be free, and even go to find her.

Because in the first few years, when the first snow fell countless times, he wanted to close the doors and windows, light a plate of charcoal in the house, and walk quietly on the bed.

However, I thought of her pleading eyes, and Dolma's eyes eager for knowledge.

Finally gave up this most negative thought.

So when I knew that I would no longer have to continue teaching here, this old thought came to my mind again.

However, when he left the village, they stood quietly on the playground and waited for him.

Just to say "thank you" and send a snow-white hada.

At that moment, he gave up this hopeless idea, and was proud and proud of everything the couple had done here.

What is at a loss is that he seems to have lost his spiritual support and motivation to live.

Even if he participated in "The New Song of Huaguo", he just wanted to keep himself from being free.

Humans are strange animals.

When you are busy, you hardly have time to think about other things.

When you are bored, you will think about all kinds of cranky things.

"Sometimes I wonder, what is the meaning of living? Why didn't I have the courage to walk away?" Hu Yang said with half-closed eyes after taking a sip of wine.

The cold wind was still howling, and did not answer his philosophical and profound question.

Hu Yang didn't even think about getting an answer from here.

I smiled wryly a few times.

The sun has already climbed up from the other side of the mountain, revealing its round face, the light is reflected here, and two long shadows are drawn.

Cold and lonely.

After a long time, Hu Yang's voice sounded again.

"Going back this time, I found that the outside world has changed so much that I almost don't recognize it. I don't know why I want to escape." Hu Yang murmured.

Indeed, he had spent far too long in the small village of Ali.

As a result, I feel the slightest fear of the rapidly changing and rapidly developing society outside.

"I flew back to Beijing from Sunshine City. Many of the old hutongs are no longer there. There are no familiar streets and crowds, and there are only old trees still standing by the roadside."

"Last time I took Dolma and the others to the Bird's Nest, but unfortunately you were not here."

As he spoke, his voice was a little sad, and he took another sip of wine, looking at the snow-capped mountains in the distance.

After learning that the country's Olympic bid was successful, she dragged herself to the bar for a drink. This was the first and only time she offered to go to the bar for a drink.

That night, she was so excited that she couldn't sleep, she lay her pillow on her chest and painted to herself the scene of her going to the Olympic Games in the future.

They chattered for a long time.

Said that he wanted to watch the opening ceremony, diving competitions and table tennis competitions with him
Seeing her like this, Hu Yang made up his mind at that time, everything she wanted was satisfied.

It's a pity that all of this has come to naught. A snow and ice separated the two from each other and could no longer see each other.

Later, from the opening ceremony to the closing ceremony of the Olympic Games, Populus euphratica never stepped out of the small village.

Because he doesn't want to go alone, even if he has a companion by his side, his heart is still lonely.

Besides, she also said at the beginning that she wanted to watch it with herself.

So Populus euphratica stayed with her in the village during that summer vacation, watching the sunrise and sunset.

"In addition to the capital city, I also went back to Pengcheng, but I didn't go to Xiaomeisha, and there was too little time." Hu Yang turned his head and looked at her apologetically.

"I forgot to mention that you are an aunt again. My sister gave birth to a daughter named Beibei, Xu Beibei."

Thinking of Beibei's little feet, little fingers and that little face.

Hu Yang showed a smile unknowingly.

"I saw her less than two hours after she was born, she is only this big." Hu Yang stretched out his hand and gestured in the void.

The wrinkled skin of a newborn baby in the first few hours is indeed not very attractive.

But as long as you like it, everything is beautiful.

"The little girl really likes to cling to me and like me to sing to her." Hu Yang said with a smile.

Every time I hum a little tune to lull her to sleep, she will lie quietly in my arms and fall asleep peacefully.

If it is not noisy, can Hu Yang not like it?

"If you see her, you will also like her, well, Beibei will also like you as an aunt." Hu Yang said to her with a faint smile.

Speaking of Beibei, he didn't seem to be so sad anymore.

Perhaps the child's lovely face and innocence are the best antidote for people to get out of grief.

"You're actually jealous, you're jealous of that little girl Beibei haha"

Suddenly, Hu Yang pointed at her and laughed.

The smile is a little sad, a little uncomfortable, and more of a longing.

After laughing, Gentle said to her: "Let me sing a song for you, okay?"

After waiting for a while, it seemed to be waiting for her answer.

"You said that you want to listen to my song for Beibei first and then sing a song for you alone, no problem, as long as you like it, I am willing."

Coughed a few times to make my throat more comfortable and supple.

Looking at the rising sun, feeling the faint warmth, thinking about Beibei's cute appearance.

【Sleep fast, baby】

【I will accompany you in my dream】

【Accompany you to laugh and accompany you to be tired】

【Cuddle with me】

【Moonlight illuminates Paradise】

[Shrimp boy, you are obediently trained to get off the bed]

【Sleep well baby】

【How beautiful the blue night sky is】

【Sleep well baby】

【The night has fallen】

As he sang and sang Populus euphratica, he stringed words together, but he didn't realize it yet, so he continued humming in a low voice.

Even if you know the string words, it doesn't matter.

He just wanted to sing for her, and she just wanted to be by his side and listen to his voice, not caring what it was about.

What matters is each other's company.

The soft singing of lullabies blended into the cold morning wind, drifting away to nowhere.

However, as he sang his voice changed.

(End of this chapter)