private relationship

Chapter 863

Upon hearing this, Ouyang Liang looked at Tian Ning in surprise: "How could this happen?"

"When I first found out, I had the same reaction as you. We are classmates in college, and we both study medicine. His family background is very good, he is also enthusiastic, and he has a good heart. In fact, the conditions in my family are very bad. , Even the money for going to college was pooled with relatives, my parents actually didn’t want me to go to college, they forced me to go to college with death, and they had no choice but to let me go to college.” Tian Ning said, his eyes were red.

Ouyang Liang handed over the tissue: "I didn't expect you to have such an experience."

"Thank you!" Tian Ning took the tissue and wiped away her tears: "I started a work-study program when I entered university. I always feel that I am very lucky to have found several part-time jobs with a high salary. But I don't know What’s more, those people are actually willing to hire me because of him. The salary of those jobs is not that high at all, and he has been subsidizing me. It turns out that he once heard me call my family and hear me arguing with my family , Knowing my situation, that's why I silently supported me."

"I'm very surprised, how can such a good person become a perverted murderer?"

"Because he won't lift!"

"What?" Ouyang Liang heard for the first time that he became a perverted murderer because of his inaction.

"In fact, he was very good at the beginning. We have always had a tacit understanding, and he can satisfy me, but later he has this kind of problem. Organic disease, and it is very serious. You can't imagine that many times he hugged me. He hugged me like that all night. I told him that everything would be fine. However, I never dreamed that things would go to another extreme."

"Is there any connection between the two?"

"I don't understand either, but later the police said that it should be for this reason that he committed crimes repeatedly. The methods were cruel, and he used an awl to drive those girls into the heads. The psychologist said that he used this method to commit crimes." Catharsis."

"I saw a movie before that seemed to be like this. I think I get it!"

"After his case happened, I changed the department. I wanted to use my own way to help those with sexual disorders. In fact, there are many men with various problems. Some are due to work pressure, some Some are because of hands, some are because of indulgence, and some are congenital. I saw a boy who was arrested by the police. The police said that he participated in gang rape. After I knew this, I came forward to prove it. That boy My parents once took the boy to see me, and it is impossible for the boy to participate in the rape. According to my diagnosis report, the boy was exempted from prosecution, and I think I have done a good thing.”

"Will the police believe this?"

"This is all thanks to my supervisor, who is an expert in this area, and one of the research topics is about this area."

"That boy's family should be very grateful to you!"

Tian Ning shook his head with a wry smile: "That boy committed suicide later."

"Ah! How could this be?"

"Because I testified, this matter spread. He was walking on the street, and others pointed at him. In fact, he always knew that he was abnormal in that respect. He didn't even have a morning erection since he was a child. He was very He has low self-esteem and great mental pressure. A week after his acquittal, he jumped from the balcony at home. Sometimes I don’t know whether I am saving or harming others? I let him get his innocence, but I can’t Healing him well, this kind of helplessness is like treating my boyfriend."

"You are great. It's not your fault. To be honest, before going to the hospital, I was actually very panicked. I was afraid that I would be like this for the rest of my life. That life would be so meaningless! So I can completely accept the death of that boy. Understand, at least I have had that kind of experience, and he has never been a real man until his death."

"Look at me, when you talk about such a heavy topic, you should be more optimistic. I believe you will be fine." Tian Ning comforted Ouyang Liang softly.

"I also believe that I will be fine, because I met a kind-hearted doctor. In fact, frankly speaking, I am not a good person, not even a good man. I used to live a life of debauchery, I think My own life is meaningless. I am my father’s biological son, but my father only loves my brother. I am not reconciled, and I want to know why? I work hard, but my father turns a blind eye. I give up on myself, and even let myself experience contract marriage. Do you think I'm pathetic?"

"No, on the contrary, I think you are a very honest person, at least I have a good impression of you now."

"That's because in front of you, in front of others, even in front of my father, I live with a mask on. The meaning of my life is to please my father and hope to be valued by him. But I have never lived for myself, okay? It's an exaggeration to say that I don't even know what love is."

"Actually, these words in my heart have never been said to others. You are my first listener."

"I'm lucky then, thank you for sharing your story with me."

"I should also thank you!" Tian Ning said, putting his hand on Ouyang Liang's thigh, "You helped me untie a knot in my heart."

"What?" Ouyang Liang looked down at Tian Ning's hand, damn, there was a reaction, although it was very weak, I believe that if Tian Ning went further, the reaction would be stronger.

"In this world, there are always people who are more unfortunate than us. Compared with them, we are much happier. When encountering setbacks, we should face them more positively."

"It's a bit like chicken soup." Ouyang Liang forced a smile, his eyes were fixed on Tian Ning's hand, and Tian Ning's hand actually moved up.

"Facing this cold world, wouldn't it be better to have more chicken soup? The world I yearn for should be the one where you help me and I help you." Tian Ning looked down at Ouyang Liang intentionally or unintentionally.

"Having said that, the world I see is more ugly, sinful, and rich with blood. This is a world where people cannibalize people, and people help others. It's too idealistic."

"There is no absolute in anything, am I not helping you?"

"Oh, don't!" Ouyang Liang stretched out his hand to grab Tian Ning's hand.

"Don't move around, enjoy yourself and drive your car." Tian Ning smiled: "I'll just say it! You're fine, don't scare yourself."

"It's all thanks to you." Ouyang Liang looked excited, his previous worries were swept away, and he looked at Tian Ning at the side. It seemed that there was an unexpected harvest today!

While Ouyang Liang was waiting for the red light, Tian Ning slowly approached him: "Tonight, go to my place."

(End of this chapter)