From the barbecue stall to the peak

Chapter 83 Because I Believe, I'm Happier

"Can't you?"

Seeing that Liang Fei didn't respond, Jiang was still a little disappointed.

But that's fine too.

In fact, just after making this request, Jiang still calmed down and realized that something was inappropriate.

If Liang Fei really agreed, she didn't know what to do.

"can!"

With a look of disappointment on Jiang Yiran's face, Liang Fei who reacted hastily opened his mouth and took her into his arms.

Liang Fei didn't intend to refuse just now, but Jiang Yiran's sudden request completely caught him by surprise, and he was a little distracted for a while.

A bit unresponsive.

You know, Jiang Yiran blushed when he accidentally held his little hand in the theater just now.

The contrast between before and after is too great.

Fortunately, Liang Fei also figured it out very quickly. It was probably because of the movie just now. Jiang, who was too emotionally involved, was still affected, and his defense was broken for a while, so this behavior appeared.

Realizing this situation, Liang Fei reacted and took the initiative to hug her.

The movements were gentle and gentle, without the slightest thought of taking advantage, and there were no other movements.

Being hugged by Liang Fei suddenly, Jiang still wanted to resist subconsciously, but she thought that this was what she asked for just now, and Liang Fei didn't overstep, so she finally held back.

Feeling Liang Fei's warm and firm chest, Jiang still felt a little comfortable, but her rationality told her to flee here quickly, otherwise she would fall.

"Okay, okay!"

After a while, Jiang still blushed and spoke softly.

Hearing this, Liang Fei let go of Jiang Yiran at the right time.

Although holding Jiang is still very comfortable, but the relationship between the two of them is not enough to kiss and hug casually, so Liang Fei didn't make progress.

This is the minimum respect.

For her, but also for myself.

In fact, he was already very satisfied after just hugging for a short while.

"Thank you!"

"You're welcome!"

"Well... let's go out first!"

When she was hugged by Liang Fei just now, Jiang Yiran noticed that many people passing by were looking at them. Although those people had left now, she still had a flustered face.

Fortunately, being hugged by Liang Fei, his mind went blank for a while, and even the sadness just now was disturbed, Jiang Yiran was not so sad anymore.

Liang Fei secretly sighed.

It's obviously a comedy, but why should it make people so sad?
The idea of ​​sending blades came up again.

If he had known this was the case, Liang Fei would not have brought Jiang Yiran to watch this movie.

How can you make her cry when you date a girl for the first time?

Coming out of the movie theater, feeling the warm evening breeze outside, Liang Fei felt less depressed.

"This movie is very good, thank you for letting me watch it."

Outside the movie theater, Jiang still stopped, showing a sunny and lovely smile to Liang Fei.

If it wasn't for her red eyes, she wouldn't even know she was crying just now.

"As long as you like it."

To be honest, Liang Fei was a little embarrassed.

The movie is touching, but the fact that Jiang still cried so badly cannot be washed away.

If it was someone who was not easy to get along with, they might think that Liang Fei was deliberately embarrassing the other party.

"like very much!"

Jiang still nodded seriously.

She hasn't seen such a great movie in a long time.

Made her miss her mother a bit.

Can't help but look up at the sky, the stars are not very bright today, Jiang Yiran's eyes are full of longing.

Mom, I miss you!
……

On the side, seeing Jiang still looking up at the night sky in a daze, Liang Fei froze for a moment.

I also looked up for a while, but didn't find anything special today. Although I was a little curious, Liang Fei didn't bother her.

After a while, Jiang still looked at Liang Fei who had been standing with him for a while, and suddenly asked, "Are you curious, what I was looking at just now?"

"Ok!"

Liang Fei nodded.

Jiang still asked, and he didn't intend to lie.

Curiosity is a very normal thing.

It's normal to be curious about what you don't know, what you don't understand.

Besides, he wanted to know everything about Jiang Yiran.

"I'm looking at my mother." Jiang Yiran said.

Liang Fei was taken aback, and soon realized what Jiang Yiran meant by saying that.

original……

Her mother is long gone.

No wonder Jiang still cried so sadly in the theater just now.

At first Liang Fei thought it was because the movie was too touching, but now he realized that it was Jiang still thinking of his mother.

This is the easiest way to bring back memories of the past.

Liang Fei was silent, but Jiang still asked, "Do you want to hear it?"

After hesitating for a moment, Liang Fei nodded.

Liang Fei is not a person who likes to gossip about other people's privacy, but right now Jiang is still taking the initiative to ask, and he feels that Jiang still needs a listener at this time.

Some things have been held back in my heart, which may not be a good thing.

It's not a bad thing to have someone to confide in once in a while.

More importantly, Liang Fei wants to know about her past.

Looking into the distance, Jiang Yiran showed a look of reminiscence on his face, and said, "My mother is a supporting teacher in a mountain village. In her..."

Jiang still spoke very slowly, but Liang Fei listened carefully.

Like the movie just now, the beginning of the story is beautiful, the process is very gentle, but the ending always makes people feel sad.

Jiang Yiran's parents are rural support teachers.

The difference is that one of the two is from a small mountain village and the other is from a big city.

After graduating from school, a female college student full of ideals came to a remote mountain village to work as a supporting teacher. Before she came, there was only one male teacher with a high school education level in this school.

The male teacher's surname is Jiang, and he comes from this small mountain village.

There is no doubt that the arrival of female college students has brought huge changes here.

In life, the simple and honest teacher Jiang gave a lot of care and help. In terms of study and teaching, like other children, he was greatly inspired and guided by female college students.

Both are helping each other in what they are good at.

Not surprisingly, the two who shared the same ideal fell in love, got married smoothly, and gave birth to a lovely daughter.

However, the good times didn't last long. Because of overwork, the male teacher who became the husband soon fell ill and died, leaving behind the old mother who sent the white-haired man to the black-haired man, the wife who had just given birth, and the daughter who was waiting to be fed.

That daughter is Jiang Yiran.

As long as he can remember, Jiang Yiran's world has only two relatives, his mother and grandma.

She didn't have a father since she was a child, but Jiang still firmly believes that the world is kind to her, because her grandma is very kind and her mother is very gentle.

Until she went to middle school in the county, one day, her mother also left...

She only has grandma.

After the grief, Jiang who returned to school is still full of hope for life and the future.

Because my mother said: She will become a star in the sky and stay with her forever!
She believed it!
……

After listening to Jiang Yiran's narration, Liang Fei only felt his nose sore and his heart was very uncomfortable.

I thought that my childhood experience was already miserable enough, but I didn't expect Jiang to be even more rough.

It's just that it's hard for Liang Fei to imagine how Jiang still remains optimistic and full of hope for life after experiencing so much.

Mostly, it has something to do with her mother.

Only a mother who is extremely gentle can raise such a kind, lovely, strong and optimistic daughter.

Too bad she's no longer here.

Liang Fei felt a little sad.

"Ha, I'm sorry to tell you so much." Jiang still said a little embarrassed when he found that Liang Fei's face was heavy and his eyes were still a little wet.

In fact, she didn't know why she suddenly wanted to tell Liang Fei these things.

Maybe it's because of the movie just now!
Jiang Yiran didn't even mention these things to Yan Jing and the others.

Liang Fei shook his head, but couldn't think of words to comfort Jiang Yiran.

Because he found that Jiang still didn't need comfort at all.

Perhaps in the eyes of outsiders, her previous experiences were too bitter and difficult, but in her heart, maybe she was happy?
Not everyone, after encountering difficulties and misery, will only remember pain and sinking.

Just like the Jiang Yiran in front of me, when she was talking about those things just now, she always had a smile on her face, and showed a gleam of happiness from time to time.

Her mother, in the past years, left her with endless tenderness.

"Do you think that after leaving this world, the people closest to you will become stars in the sky and stay by your side all the time. Such words are lying to children?" Suddenly, Jiang Yiran looked at Liang Fei with a smile.

Liang Fei hesitated, but still nodded.

To say no would be too fake.

"I think so too." Jiang was still very happy to get Liang Fei's answer.

Because I think the same as him.

But Jiang still quickly said: "But I still believe it."

"why?"

Liang Fei was curious.

Jiang still looked up at the stars looming in the night sky. The corners of his mouth could not help revealing a trace of warmth and happiness, and said softly: "Because I believe, I am happier..."

　PS: It's a bit of a calvin, there is only one update today.

　　I just paid back the last update, and owed it back again, which is really embarrassing.

　　Currently owes 15 more!
　　Today is Lantern Festival, everyone remember to eat Lantern Festival!

　　Finally, I wish everyone a good night!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)