slack farmer in the wasteland

Chapter 170 Feelings
Sitting under the umbrella, Cang Hai stirred the juice in the glass with one hand, and held a mobile phone in the other hand. The mobile phone did not belong to Cang Hai, but belonged to the aunt who was sitting opposite him. On the screen of the mobile phone was a picture of a middle-aged woman. In the photo, she is standing at the gate of Canghai University with a happy smile on her face.

Holding the photo in his hand, Cang Hai listened to the narration of the aunt on the other side.

"Your mother has never forgotten you. When we were working together, she would mention you to some of our co-workers from time to time, saying that her son was admitted to a prestigious university, and then mentioning that you stayed in Shanghai to work. She is about to become a Shanghainese, and has a beautiful girlfriend. Anyway, I just want to mention you. Her face is always full of pride... This photo of her was taken at the gate of your Xueli , always show it to us, otherwise how would I recognize you?"

Cang Hai has come to his senses now, it’s a bit hypocritical to say that he was heartbroken when he suddenly heard of his mother’s death. Even if there is no contact between mother and child for nearly 20 years, the relationship cannot be said to be deep .

If it is not sad at all, that is not necessarily the case, there is still a little sadness in my heart, or melancholy.

Cang Hai will not have too deep feelings. Now Cang Hai is no longer a child who is holding the door frame and staring at the village entrance, looking forward to his mother's return. He has grown up, and with the passage of time The memory of his mother has long faded away, and sometimes he can't even remember his mother's appearance. The only impression he has is the back of the young man with long braids when his mother left, getting smaller and smaller in his sight until Disappear.

When the back figure of the young man deep in his memory overlapped with the woman in the photo, Cang Hai felt his eyes blurred for a moment, feeling a special sense of strangeness, feeling that all this was not so real.

Handing the phone back to the aunt in front of him, Cang Hai said: "I see, thank you for letting me know the news".

"Do you want to go and see, your mother..." said the aunt.

Cang Hai waved his hand and interrupted the auntie: "No need, I don't want to disturb her life, nor do I think that she will disturb my life."

"Son, your mother is actually suffering..."

Cang Hai forced a little smile on his face when he heard the bitterness: "Some things are over when they are over, and there is no need to worry about who is right and who is wrong. Thank you for letting me know about this."

After speaking, Cang Hai stood up, smiled at the aunt on the opposite side, turned around and strode away.

The aunt sitting under the parasol looked at Cang Hai's back and sighed, then stood up and went back to her shop.

There is no business now. The middle-aged man was sitting and playing with his mobile phone. When he saw the wife came back, he wiped his hands with his apron and put the mobile phone aside.

When he saw his wife's sullen look, he opened his mouth and asked, "What's wrong?"

"The child didn't want to go to see Meixin, saying that the matter was over."

The middle-aged man said: "This can't be blamed on the baby. Has she, Zhao Meixin, cared about other people's children all these years? The baby has lived by herself until now. Think about how much trouble a child has suffered without knowing anyone." , can the child not be angry?"

"After all, mother and child are connected! And this person has gone, what else can't let go? The dead are the greatest."

The middle-aged man said: "Don't disturb me, if you disturb the matter between mother and child, even if the baby goes to the grave, look at the stele engraved with Zhao Meixin and Yu Chuanyou, then think of my own old man with a handful of lonely graves, It's not disturbing enough."

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Not to mention the argument between the two, Cang Hai stood at the exit, looked at the watch on his wrist, and found that the high-speed train that the teacher took would arrive in 10 minutes, so he found a pillar near the trash can, and leaned against the pillar He took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it and smoked slowly.

At this time, Cang Hai didn't think about anything, it was blank, and he always felt that something was wrong in his heart, and he was very depressed. It wasn't until the cigarette was finished and he heard the voice of the little junior sister that he came back to his senses.

"Cang Hai, Cang Hai! What are you doing? Leaning against a pillar and pretending to be deep, is it possible that you are still planning to shoot "Shanghai Stand"?" Guan Lin dragged her luggage, and saw Cang Hai as soon as she went out, and opened her mouth to Cang Hai shouted.

Cang Hai smiled and threw the cigarette butts in his hand into the trash can next to him, walked quickly to the teacher's side, was about to say something, when he turned around and saw a familiar old face, he didn't meet, the friend the teacher said It turned out to be that antique expert Qu Guowei.

"Teacher, are you talking about him?" Cang Hai froze for a moment.

"Why, you're not welcome?" Qu Guowei laughed when he heard it.

Cang Hai immediately said: "No, no, I just didn't expect that it would be you who came with the teacher."

After taking the luggage from the teacher and his wife, Cang Hai turned around and prepared to lead everyone to the parking lot.

Seeing that Cang Hai ignored her at all, Guan Lin said, "Hey, Cang Hai, didn't you see how much luggage I have?"

"What are you shouting, it's rude!" Guan Qidong looked at his daughter and scolded him seriously.

Angrily, Guan Lin was dragging the suitcase with one hand, a bag with the other hand, and a small Kun bag on her body. She followed the crowd obediently, muttering to herself as she walked, "I'm with you!" I didn't want to come, but you insisted on dragging me to this poor country..."

The crowd ignored the little girl at all, and came to the side of the business car, put their luggage on the car, everyone got on the car, Cang Hai drove the car and drove the four guests towards the county town.

The cities in the west are not as developed as the coastal areas, and they start to become desolate when they leave the city. As for the small county towns, they are even more unattractive. The bustling places are just two main roads, and the tallest buildings are only about ten floors, which is far from being able to compete with demons. In comparison, and when you leave the city, you will see loess slopes everywhere, and even the green farmland next to the city is rare.

As for the small town, let alone, the tallest building is only four or five floors, because young people have gone out to work, and the most people you see on the street are either old men or half-grown children. There are not many people in sight.

"arrive?"

Seeing Cang Hai drive the car into a yard, Guan Lin asked anxiously.

Cang Hai smiled and said, "It's still early!"

After stopping the car, he turned to the teacher and asked, "Teacher, shall we rest for a few hours and wait for the sun to go down, or should we go immediately?"

Guan Qidong said: "Hurry up, this is not your territory anyway, don't bother others, let's talk about it at your home."

"Okay, you guys rest in the car, I'll drive the car over," Cang Hai said.

Naturally, Cang Hai knew the teacher's character, so he got out of the car and re-hooked the ugly donkey onto the cart without saying a word, and then led the cart to the side of the commercial vehicle.

When Guan Lin saw that Cang Hai was actually leading a donkey cart, she immediately regained her spirits, jumped out of the cart, and began to look around at the ugly donkey.

"I didn't expect, Cang Hai, that your family still has a pony!"

The workers who were busy outside stopped what they were doing when they heard Guan Lin's words, and looked at Guan Lin, almost bursting out laughing. It never occurred to them that someone could not tell the difference between a donkey and a horse.

Guan Qidong said: "This is a donkey, you can't tell the difference between a donkey and a horse!"

"Donkeys, aren't donkeys all a little bit big? This donkey is quite tall." Guan Lin looked at the ugly donkey with a puzzled look.

At this time, the ugly donkey was also looking at Guan Lin, not only looking at Guan Lin with his eyes, but also sticking out his nose to sniff Guan Lin, his mouth still wriggling.

Seeing the appearance of the ugly donkey, Guan Lin was so childish that she reached out to touch the ugly donkey.

Seeing Guan Lin reaching out her hand, Qin Lingling worriedly said, "Be careful, don't bite you."

"Your donkey can bite people?" Guan Lin withdrew her hand like lightning, and asked Cang Hai.

While putting the luggage on the cart, Cang Hai said, "Don't worry, the ugly donkey doesn't bite, it seems that it likes you quite a bit."

As soon as Guan Lin heard this, she immediately reached out and stroked the long ears of the ugly donkey. Rubbing the ears was not enough, and she reached out to touch the bridge of the donkey's nose, and while touching it, she shouted to Qin Lingling: "Mom, the hair on this donkey is so smooth. ah".

The ugly donkey's fur is shiny and shiny. Not only is Ping An taking good care of it, but the old people in the village also feed some good things from time to time, because everyone points to the ugly donkey for breeding. Some people brush their fur every two days and some take it for a bath. It's good, but it would be strange if the ugly donkey's coat color is not good.

"Okay, stop playing, I don't know how to help Brother Canghai get your luggage, I will play all day long." Qin Lingling had no choice but to take her daughter.

Cang Hai smiled and said, "No, no, there are not many pieces of luggage in total."

Counting on this young lady, Cang Hai has never thought about it, not even the slightest thought.

Besides, there is really not much luggage. After a while, Cang Hai put all the luggage on the cart without tying it up, just put it on the cart, and then helped the teacher and his wife to sit on it. As for Qu Guowei who was a little older, Cang Hai arranged for him to sit on the side of the cart.

"Where should I sit?" Guan Lin asked eagerly when she saw everyone got into the car.

Seeing Cang Hai pointing at the rear of the car, Guan Lin was unhappy: "I don't want to turn my back on everyone, I'm sitting here."

As he spoke, he squeezed Cang Hai away, and sat cross-legged in front of the scooter, so that he could face the direction of travel.

Cang Hai smiled, sat on the shaft of the cart with his buttocks tilted, and said lightly: "Ugly donkey, let's go!"

Hearing the master's voice, the ugly donkey opened its calf and pulled the cart cheerfully. The four little hooves stepped on the concrete road and made a light and crisp clacking sound, and the hoofs and the cement floor made a brisk rhythm feel.

After leaving the town and walking for about ten minutes, Guan Lin looked at the boundless yellow land all around, and said to Cang Hai: "Cang Hai, where do you live, it feels deserted!"

"Little girl, you don't know how to appreciate this kind of scenery, you are very eye-catching!" Qu Guowei is very happy now, looking around, he only feels that he can see far, far away, as if he can see As far as the sky, my heart widens.

Guan Qidong also smiled and said: "No wonder people say that the men in the Northwest are bold and bold. After growing up in such an environment for a long time, they are indeed more open-minded than those from the Jiangnan Water Village."

Guan Lin couldn't understand the state of mind of Qu Guowei and Guan Qidong at all. For her, she couldn't even see a tree here for a long time. Looking around, the yellow mud was removed, and it was desolate to grandma's house. , not to mention any discomfort, it's almost as bad as it is.

"It's very eye-catching Chu Tianshu, I think it's similar to the Great Desert," Guan Lin muttered.

(End of this chapter)