slack farmer in the wasteland

Chapter 216 Confidence
After buying some small clothes, Canghai took Mengmeng back to the village, and changed the Buick business into a clown donkey when he arrived in the town. As soon as he left the town, Canghai heard Mengmeng talking.

"Brother, why don't we drive that car back?"

Cang Hai laughed when he heard that, and stretched out his hand to caress his little head, his short head was still a little prickly: "The car is too big to drive in, and it's so comfortable for us to ride an ugly donkey, besides, you said that about an ugly donkey Be angry."

The ugly donkey is also spiritual. At this time, he suddenly yelled and said "Woohoo!"

"I don't dislike you anymore, ugly, it's my fault, the big girl likes you" Mengmeng immediately stretched out her little hand to stroke the ugly donkey's mane and said to the ugly donkey in a friendly voice.

Mengmeng is a kind-hearted little girl. She originally liked to ride in the beautiful big car driven by her brother. She hadn't built a car a few times before, and children were always greedy for novelty, but when she said it, she found it hurt again. The ugly donkey, so he comforted the ugly donkey with a guilty heart.

"It's not a big girl, you are Mengmeng now." Cang Hai hugged Mengmeng, and stroked her small head again with his light hand.

"I am Mengmeng".

"Correct!"

Now Cang Hai is very peaceful in his heart. He took in Mengmeng because he was pitiful at the beginning, and at the same time he had a heart of repaying his kindness. Now he really regards Mengmeng as his own sister.

Cang Hai has lived alone for a long time. Although the villagers have treated him well, and godmothers, teachers, and friends have brought Cang Hai a lot of warmth, blood relationship is not so easy to replace.

Sometimes, such as Chinese New Year and holidays, when other people’s families are reunited, Cang Hai always feels a powerless sense of loneliness. This kind of loneliness cannot be erased by going to someone’s house for a holiday and laughing haha ​​for a night or a few days. No matter how good Canghai is for one person, it is someone else's home. Whether it is the teacher's home or the godmother's home, they will say that they regard this place as their own home, but they will never become it.

Now this little girl, Mengmeng, seems to make up for Cang Hai's inner regret.In addition, Cang Hai is an open-minded person, as long as he accepts Mengmeng, he must treat Mengmeng as his own sister.

As for Mengmeng's growing love, it can be said that it is also complicated. There is such a big difference between the two. There is not only a brother's love for his sister, but also a bit of a father's love for his daughter.

Now Mengmeng is starting to like her brother Canghai more and more. She thinks that she is a good life by her brother's side. She doesn't have to wake up to work before dawn, and she doesn't have to be beaten. She has delicious and beautiful clothes. In short, her brother's family is full of good people , No one hits himself, and no one murders himself.

It's just that there is still a little shadow of the previous life in Mengmeng's heart, and he hasn't fully shown the nature of a child, and he looks very quiet. Cang Hai doesn't know how to treat a child now, so the brother and sister ride an ugly donkey, and from time to time It's a bit cold.

But both Cang Hai and Meng Meng like the current feeling, Cang Hai enjoys the family affection and feels that he has a blood relative in his future life, while Meng Meng enjoys the love she has never had before, the love from her brother that she has never enjoyed before .

What Cang Hai doesn't know is that in Sijiaping Village, there are also two awkward people chatting together.

Shi Wei and Lu Shu are sitting in the kiln peeling peanuts. Fresh peanuts do not need to be added. After peeling the shells, they naturally have a kind of earthy sweetness in their mouths, and they taste very delicious.But now the two women seem to be in no mood to enjoy the taste of fresh groundnuts, and the two of them chatted one after another.

It's also embarrassing to talk about.

"Do you like Canghai?" Lu Shu asked Shi Wei.

Shi Wei nodded without any hesitation and said, "Yes, I have liked him since high school, and I thought about surpassing him in all aspects for a few years, but then I realized that I was just being angry, and he never followed me. Moved away from the bottom of my heart, even for a second!"

"You're really straightforward! There's no sophistry at all." Lu Shu didn't expect Shi Wei to admit this matter without any hesitation.It didn't look like the mistress's attitude at seeing Zhenggong, and she didn't mean to be embarrassed at all.

"I would naturally say that if I thought so in my heart, and there is nothing between us at the moment. Now his attention is on you, and he has no extra heart to pay attention to me. Even if you are not around, we have always maintained Classmate relationship, whether you believe it or not," Shi Wei said.

What Shi Wei said was not an excuse, let alone an explanation. To her, it was just a description of a matter. As for Lu Shu's belief in Shi Wei, she didn't care.

If it was an ordinary woman, she would have been angry when she heard that a woman was thinking about her boyfriend, but Lu Shu was not such a woman. She had been engaged in economic investigation work and she did not lack calmness.

"Do you think you can snatch him away from me?" Lu Shu thought for a while, looked up at Shi Wei and asked softly.

Lu Shu was stunned by Shi Wei's answer.

Shi Wei raised her head and looked back at Lu Shu: "I didn't snatch him away from you, but I waited for him to understand that you were not the woman he wanted, or you found that he was hindering your career!"

"How did you know I would let go?" Lu Shu was surprised now.

Shi Wei smiled after hearing this: "You actually know why in your heart. You and him can only be lovers. You can't marry him, because you love him more than your pursuit and your work. You are not the kind of whole A woman who revolves around three-foot pots and men, you are ambitious and have always wanted to start a career. If Cang Hai is the kind of little man who is willing to support a family silently behind you, then maybe you can have results , and has been living happily, but it is a pity that Cang Hai is not such a little man. Although he has a gentle personality, he is still a man here. You don't need a strong woman who devotes herself to her career all day long."

"So you're waiting? Do you know how long you'll be waiting?"

After hearing this, Lu Shu couldn't help but think about it. After thinking about it, she couldn't help but find that the woman in front of her analyzed it well.He really won't give up his job to take care of his children at home. If Cang Hai is willing to give up, he won't come back here, but stay in the magic city and stay with him all the time.

"I don't think it will be too long. It will take three to five years and at most six or seven years!" Shi Wei is quite confident.

Lu Shu looked at Shi Wei and asked: "You didn't think about speeding up and letting him know that you like him and are more willing to pay for him than me?"

Shi Wei shook her head: "I know what you want to say, other women may do that foolishly, tie him up with the bed and the child, but I won't, because once I do it, it will be considered as you and the child. If he separates, he will still have you in his heart, and he will always feel that he owes you something. Even if he is with me, married and had children, he will still feel guilty about you in his heart, and this guilt may be in your heart I will give you another chance to come back in the future, and I don't want a man who has other women in his heart, it's not fair to me."

"How do you think I would like to have such an opportunity?"

Lu Shu felt very uncomfortable after listening to Shi Wei's words. For Lu Shu, no matter her family background or appearance, she was able to make a move. Since she was a teenager, she received love letters from boys and received soft hands. She felt that she only wanted her a little , Countless men who coveted her surrounded her as if they had won a lottery.

"How do you know you can't?" Shi Wei asked back.

"Are you afraid that in the future he will understand that I can provide him with far more help than you, and then snatch him back from your side?" Lu Shu asked.

"Hahaha!"

Hearing Lu Shu's words, Shi Wei suddenly laughed, and Lu Shu who was laughing was suddenly at a loss.

"It's only now that I realize that you know far less about him than I thought!" Shi Wei said this with complacency and a little mockery.

"How to say?"

Shi Wei said: "I believe that many men surround you and give you such confidence, because you feel that both status and appearance are equal. Countless men want to marry you and save 20 years of struggle. But you Putting his identity on Cang Hai is useless, not only useless, but a burden, think about it, if someone always whispers in Cang Hai's ear that he has found a woman who will save him from struggling for 20 years, he will What do you think in your heart? He has no intention of official career, and the money seems to be enough. How can you help him by telling me your identity? Besides beauty, women can use beauty to attract men, but if they want to keep a man just by virtue of beauty, this The idea is ridiculous! Isn’t there a saying on the Internet that behind every goddess there is a man who sleeps with her until she feels sick. It is an advantage for a woman to keep a man’s beauty, but like-minded people will keep a man like Cang Hai fundamental".

Lu Shu sighed after hearing this: "You are smarter than I thought."

"So I'm waiting, and I can't do the preemptive things that some stupid women think. I just need to wait until he understands that you won't give up a lot for him and it's not suitable for him. Then His ability is mine, complete and complete, regardless of body and mind," Shi Wei said.

"What if I don't let go?" Lu Shu said again.

"If you are willing to give up your current job and move here to live with him like this, tomorrow I will leave here and go back to the county. It is a pity that you know that you are not reconciled in your heart, and you don't want to give up your ideals for anyone , you don’t even want to regret today’s decision when you get old. A woman like you doesn’t want to rely on a man to live. You are what the society calls a new woman, independent and self-reliant, am I right?” Shi Wei said.

Lu Shu felt speechless for a while, and after a while she sighed: "No wonder people say that the one who really understands you is your enemy. It seems that this saying can also be applied to love rivals."

Shi Wei smiled.

Lu Shu thought for a while, clapped her hands and stood up: "If Cang Hai didn't exist, we might become friends."

"Yes, maybe you are similar to me in many ways, but I made a different choice." Shi Wei thought for a while and sighed: "It's a pity that we will never be friends in this life."

"Then in the next life, but I won't be fooled by you and let go. I like Canghai very much," Lu Shu said with a smile.

Shi Wei smiled and shrugged her shoulders: "Enjoy this kind of time, I always feel that you will regret it when you are older."

"You're confident".

"It's normal for people to always want what they have lost," Shi Wei replied.

(End of this chapter)