my rude female boss

Chapter 1251 Shen Yan's Explosion

Today, I am really on a watershed. I am thinking about many situations in my mind at this time, because I cannot control and fully control the situation I am in, so my heart is really bad. .And the reason why I am facing this kind of choice and danger, all the roots are in the woman I am holding in my arms at this moment.

I would love an answer!
An answer that can give me encouragement or motivation!

Holding the woman in my arms, my heart is always looking forward to it.

"Sister Yan..." Another sound came out of my mouth.

Shen Yan struggled in my arms for a while, although I hugged her with almost all my strength, but at this moment, I was also hesitant and not resolute.

The indecision and hesitation in my heart caused my body to become a little stiff at this time.

"May I ask you something?" Shen Yan said suddenly.

"Go ahead!"

"Did I promise you that as long as you help me get rid of the control of the Yang family, I will marry you and be your woman?" Shen Yan asked in a very solemn tone.

When I heard what Shen Yan said, I was also taken aback. She really didn't say such a thing.And just because she didn't say such a thing, Shen Yan suddenly mentioned it, and my heart thumped, are you provoking me on purpose?Originally, I was in a moment of confusion and hesitation in my heart, but what Shen Yan said was good, but it made me even more uncertain.

Shen Yan, are you talking angry now?

With the hesitation in my heart, Shen Yan bit my shoulder fiercely again, my arm couldn't use any strength at this moment, and Shen Yan also broke free from my arms.

"Sister Yan..."

Looking at Shen Yan in front of me, I was at a loss. I wanted to get an answer from her, but before I thought, she actually asked me a question.

Shen Yan broke free from my arms and didn't leave, but stood in front of me like this.

"Wang Yi, do you know where your problem is?" Shen Yan also looked domineering at this time.

It seemed that Shen Yan's anger had probably been held back for a long time, and at this moment, it burst out all of a sudden.When she said this, I was almost completely stunned!
Where is my problem?

I really don't know the answer to this question!If I knew where my problem was, I wouldn't have to be so emotional at this time, let alone the road ahead of me would be a little unclear.

Looking at Shen Yan in front of me, being reprimanded by her just now, I was suddenly stunned.

I don't know, I really don't know.

Looking at Shen Yan, I waited for her answer to me.

Perhaps, Shen Yan's words can immediately guide me to a bright path!

Just as I was thinking of this, Shen Yan finally spoke.

"From your attitude towards women, I can see your own attitude towards life! You said, when you were with me, how many times were you not deliberately playing hooligans, thinking of taking advantage? Are you really a hooligan? Or Are you really like those perverted bastard men who only look at women's breasts when they see women, and want to press them directly to the bed when they see a beautiful woman? You keep saying that you like me and want to be with me? But, are you right? How much do I really know? What do you really like about me? Even if you really like me, what do you like about me? Do you have the least respect for me? You think you can say something about your hooligan behavior In the past? You have always been like this to a woman, and you still want this woman to like you? Do you think a woman would like a man who plays hooligans all day long!" Shen Yan shouted at me again and again angrily.

Originally, my heart was full of mist, and it was an indescribable feeling in my heart, as if, there was something pressing in my heart that made me unable to struggle and get rid of it.

However, Shen Yan's words were indeed not wrong at all.

How many times have I not had nasty thoughts when I was with her?In this case, what is the difference between me and other men?
Since there is no difference with other men, what does it matter whether Shen Yan chooses me or other men like Yang Xin?
All kinds of thoughts flashed through my mind, which made me even more uncomfortable.

I don't know, I really don't know.

Moreover, I know even more deeply that Shen Yan is right!It was because she was right that my heart suddenly hurt, and I couldn't control my heart and couldn't stop thinking about it.

Shen Yan's words were far from finished, and she heard her say again: "When you asked me those words just now, did you think about the answer yourself? You are not sure about things, but you ask me instead ? If you were responsible, if you could really be my reliance, you wouldn't have come to ask me this question at all!"

As soon as Shen Yan finished speaking, I could clearly see that her body was in violent turmoil at this moment. Perhaps, Shen Yan was very disappointed in me at this time.

"Sister Yan, I'm sorry, I..."

"Don't tell me you're sorry, I'm tired, let's go!" Shen Yan's voice was both cold and helpless that the mud couldn't support the wall.

Her words, as well as the tone of her speech, really stimulated my heart and made me extremely painful.

I stood up from the sofa with great effort, looking at Shen Yan in front of me, I was really at a loss.My lips moved, and I wanted to say something to Shen Yan, but the words just came to my lips, but I didn't know what to say.Just when I was about to leave Shen Yan's room, the moment I closed the door, I clearly saw that Shen Yan also squatted fiercely, just squatting on the ground like this, looking from behind, she looked very depressed and a An indescribable feeling.

My heart hurts, I know I'm sorry for Shen Yan.

However, after saying those words just now, why did Shen Yan feel better?
When I came downstairs, I kept thinking about what Shen Yan said to me just now. Her words were correct. For such a long time, I have been telling Shen Yan that I love her, as if my life is for him Ah exists.Everything I do is for her, but what about my attitude towards her?

I really haven't done enough, it's just like what she said, it's very unbearable!
Besides wanting to possess her, what other thoughts could I have?

I don't want to think about it, or even dare to think about it.Because I know very well that if I think about it according to what Shen Yan said, I am indeed no different from other men!As for the things I did for Shen Yan, none of these things were initiated by Shen Yan asking me to help her.And what I have done, at best, is my own drama, which is completely self-deceiving.

Back in the car, looking at the dim light upstairs at this moment, and then looking at the room where Shen Yan is at this time, my heart is really shrouded in a layer of emotions that I can't even explain clearly.

wrong or right?

The answer or the result, such as all kinds, who can say clearly?

However, I have already clearly understood what Shen Yan said to me just now, what she said is correct, she did not agree with me earlier.There is no agreement, all of these are all voluntary, even if I really have nothing in the future, or if I become a billionaire and help Shen Yan get rid of the control of the Yang family, Shen Yan has no responsibility or obligation to marry me , be my woman!
In this case, should I continue?

The answer is yes!

These are my promises and vows as a man, even if I really lose everything, I will do my best to help Shen Yan!

As soon as I got into the car, the car stopped at a nearby location.

I believe Song Tao is right, but this project has been somewhat out of my control, and, according to the conditions that Song Tao told me, it is really difficult for me to complete and achieve it alone.If I can't finish it, I need to find someone to help, and the best candidate is Feng Yuanyuan!
The car stopped, but I didn't see the lights on in the upstairs where Feng Yuanyuan lived.

After hesitating for a moment, just as I was thinking about calling Feng Yuanyuan, my cell phone rang suddenly, and the person who called was Feng Yuanyuan herself!

I quickly answered the phone, and Feng Yuanyuan said to me in a crisp voice on the other end of the phone: "Would you like to come up and sit down?"

"You are?"

I was startled, then looked up to the upstairs where Feng Yuanyuan was.

"Come on!" Feng Yuanyuan said.

I didn't hesitate anymore, and went upstairs directly.

As soon as she knocked on the door, Feng Yuanyuan opened the door.

As soon as I went in, I saw Feng Yuanyuan who was smiling.

"I didn't expect to see you at such a late hour!" Feng Yuanyuan said with a smile.

"I'm also sending someone away."

"Sit down!"

I sat in front of Feng Yuanyuan, Feng Yuanyuan looked very calm and casual.

"How do you know I'm downstairs?" I asked Feng Yuanyuan.

"Do you even need to ask? I saw it at the time!"

"You know I want to find you?" I asked again.

"If you didn't want to come here, why would you drive in the place downstairs?" Feng Yuanyuan said with a smile, "Tell me, what's the matter?"

"I've made up my mind, I want to cooperate with you on this project!" I said as if I had finally made up my mind.

"What? You finally figured it out!" Feng Yuanyuan said.

"However, I have one condition."

"What conditions?" Feng Yuanyuan asked.

"You can't let Song Tao know about our cooperation."

"What's your condition? You haven't discussed it with Song Tao yet? You're the boss, and you're still afraid of a subordinate's opinion?" Feng Yuanyuan smiled disdainfully after she finished speaking.

"Song Tao is not only my subordinate, he is also my partner! Without his help, my company would not be able to develop to the scale it is today! At least, it will not develop to the scale it is today! Moreover, I am in Jiamei Group, and I will almost have to rely on him to do many things for me in the future." I said.

"You explained it so clearly to me because you want me to agree to your request and prove the importance of Song Tao by your side! But, if we really cooperate this time, it is impossible for Song Tao not to know! Have you considered this point?" Feng Yuanyuan asked again, "If the two of us work together and Tao finds out later, won't it be more difficult for you to explain to him?"

"I just want this project to be successful!" I said firmly.

(End of this chapter)