my rude female boss

Chapter 1902

Walking out of Bai Lulu's office, my face was still a little hot, but my heart was extremely quiet right now.

My heart feels a little dead.

My current mood is indeed not suitable for staying in the office, let alone going to work.

Moreover, I have already handed over the work to Wang Zeyang just now, and Bai Lulu gave me half a day's rest.I am really not suitable to stay in the company, I only turned around and left after I glanced at all the busy colleagues.

Walking out of the office, I suddenly felt an indescribable feeling in my heart.

I got out of the elevator again and out of the company.

This time, before I could say hello to the security guard downstairs, they took the initiative to say hello to me.

Although I'm in a bad mood right now, I naturally smiled back at their greetings.

When I leave the company, I drive the car.

At this time, I didn't know where I should go.

My head is in a mess now, although I frantically ran to Chen Yi's side last night to vent, but the physical satisfaction and venting can only relieve me at that time.

My heart is still heavy.

It was like a boulder was pressing on my heart, and I couldn't let go of it at all.

Thinking of this, my heart also moved, and I drove directly to the foot of Dashu Mountain.

I have done it several times before. When I was in a bad mood, I would drive the car here, drive like crazy, and let the wind blow into my clothes and into my body.

Thinking of this, I immediately drove over.

No big deal, everything is no big deal!
The car drove to the foot of Dashu Mountain, and I galloped all the way, the wind whizzed past, and it was about to lift me up.

At this moment, I am driving alone.

The car moved forward crazily, and after the car ran back and forth for several laps, the engine made a very low and hideous sound in the heat.

I waited until the third lap and stopped again, and I stopped the car again.

At this moment, all the strength in my body seemed to disappear suddenly, and I was lying on the steering wheel of the car. Unconsciously, two lines of tears flowed out again at this time.

Now, I am the only one here, and I can release my emotions without concern, no one sees, no one laughs at, and no one cares.

I was crying on the steering wheel of the car, and I didn't know why I was crying.

After the emotions accumulate to a certain level, you will be completely unable to control your emotions, so you will cry out like this!
I can't control my mood, I can't control my emotions. Finally, at this moment, my emotions are completely released again.

Last night, and now, my heart is completely twisted into a ball, completely hideous.

All the emotions finally exploded completely at this moment, and all turned into silent tears.

Perhaps, even if I want to vent on other women and dissolve the deepest grief in my heart, I have experienced so many things before, but thinking that all my actions are for Shen Yan, I can also Eating bitterness as sweetness.And now?

All these things that turned bitterness into sweetness are gone, perhaps, I will never be able to find them again.

The weight in my heart cannot be expressed.

I was not a good man, I was a mean man.

I was originally, maybe, I was a man who shouldn't appear beside Shen Yan...

Until now, everything I have obtained is just like a dream. This is half the level that others can't achieve in their lifetime.

Perhaps, I should really enjoy what I have at this time, and enjoy what I have now. If this is the case, I am afraid that this is the life that all men dream of.I thought this way, but this kind of feeling only appeared in my mind for a moment, and then this kind of thought disappeared without a trace.

If I just wanted to do this, I could have done it a long time ago, so why wait until today?
After staying in the car for a long time, I still couldn't completely calm down.But after a while, maybe because my emotions were released after crying for a while, I drove the car forward again.

There is a newly built community on the side of Dashu Mountain, and it is not far away. When I passed by now, I saw many people working there.

Suddenly, I also remembered the scene when I saw Shu Bowen on the construction site.

I'm in a very bad mood right now, but at this moment, when I saw these laborers in front of me who were making a living and busy with three meals a day, I suddenly had an impulse in my heart.

I drove away directly and went to a parking lot in a nearby community.

The community here has obviously just been built for a year or two, and the geographical location here is a little bit remote, in the southwest of Yunhai City.Even among those who bought a house nearby, many of them work in the urban area, so there are very few cars parked here.I managed to sneak into the community here, and at the same time, I also bought a set of very ordinary and simple clothes in a small shop nearby.

After I bought the clothes, I went back to my car in the community and changed into the clothes in the car.

Instead, I went straight to the construction site.

I found the foreman, and after some good talking, I finally got the chance to work on the construction site.

It costs 70 yuan a day to carry cement and carts.

When I passed by, the foreman handed me his extra plastic helmet.

I put on the helmet, turned off the phone, and just started working on the construction site.

It was late when I went there in the morning. I had been working on the construction site for less than two hours, and my clothes were covered with cement and mud.

It's my first day here and no one recognizes me at all.

However, not long after I passed by, a few people who were not much different from my age came to chat with me.

After all, everyone is about the same age, and when working, it is very boring and tiring. Chatting with each other is also a way for everyone to relieve and release.Originally, I was born in sales, and seeing that everyone treats each other with sincerity, I naturally let go of my guard.However, when everyone asked me, I didn't tell all about myself.

Moreover, if I say something, I am afraid that no one will believe it.

By noon, I had already had a good chat with one of your co-workers, and they even took me to lunch.

However, when eating, I encountered a very embarrassing thing.

When I was eating, I realized one thing. When I was changing clothes in the car, I put all my clothes and wallet in the car.Although we came to buy lunch, I was going to go back to get the money. A worker was very generous and said to invite me to dinner.

In this way, a six-yuan boxed meal, two vegetarian dishes and one rice, is a very simple lunch.

I am also extremely tired today, although this is the simplest meal, but I also eat very fast, and I don't care about the dust on my body.

After eating, they rested for about an hour, because the rooms they rented were far away from the construction site, so no one would go back at noon.This back and forth, plus the time spent on the road, is not enough to run!

Therefore, some or a few of the crowd gather to play cards, or just find a place, find a bag and curl up on the ground to rest.

It's just that it's cold enough to be outside and rest like this on such a cold day.I saw people like this in the summer before, but I didn't expect that there are so many people like this in winter.

Seeing the appearance at this time, my heart was flooded with an indescribable worry.

In the afternoon, at 01:30, I continued to work on the construction site.

As soon as I went there, the foreman said that I did a good job, and asked me if I would like to do it later, and an extra 30 yuan would be added.

I didn't hesitate at all, just said yes!

I don't care about anything now, and I often sit in the office, and now I really do physical work, but it really makes me tired!
However, when I'm tired, I don't have to think about the things that upset me, so I don't have the slightest complaint and continue to sweat on the construction site!
(End of this chapter)