my rude female boss

Chapter 1915
Back in the company again, I kept thinking about where to go tonight in my mind.

If it was the past, my first thought would be to go to Shen Yan's house, but what about now?

Obviously, I'm not going to think about it anymore.

For the rest, among these people, I just went to Lucy and Kitty's place last night, and I just went to Chen Yi's place before.At Jiajingyuan, I was afraid of running into Li Yuner and the others, even though I explained it to Li Yuner at noon today.However, if I see her again, there will still be embarrassment.

Thinking of all kinds, my head was a little confused, and I shook my head, I still don't want to think about it.But one thing, after get off work in the afternoon, I want to visit the nursing home.

Since it was Christmas Eve, it was natural to buy some gifts for the old man and the old ladies.

Thinking of this, I turned around and walked into the company.

This afternoon, I summoned all the team members under me. The project that Bai Lulu gave me earlier, I didn't think of any particularly good ideas yesterday by myself.Moreover, I have a lot of projects to deal with now, and it is not my job to mainly solve project ideas.

I called everyone over, and they seemed a little surprised when they saw that I had taken over the project and brought it over.

I found out later that this project had already arrived in our creative department a few days earlier, and the team leaders of other groups wanted to take over this big project, but Bai Lulu didn't even give it.And now, this project has directly fallen into my hands, how can you let them not be surprised?
However, I don't have much interest in this project.

It's like a dying person, even if you put hundreds of millions in front of him, how attractive is it?

I handed over the project to the hands of everyone, and instead, I can continue with the few treasure island projects I have on hand.

During this afternoon, not to mention other people's groups, even the people in our group seemed to be convinced of one thing, something really happened to me.

Such a big project, logically speaking, if I get it, I will naturally have to go through all kinds of hardships to chew it off.Moreover, it is natural to motivate the team members first, and so on.

But now, since the project is in my hands, I still don't pay much attention to it. With such an attitude, my team members are naturally suspicious when they see it.Coupled with what Wang Zeyang said at lunch last time, everyone believed that there must be something wrong with me.

I don't care what everyone thinks. Now, I don't bother to care about it. Whatever you think about, just think about it.

In this way, another afternoon, around four o'clock, Bai Lulu called me over again, asking about the progress of my big project.When Bai Lulu faced me this time, her face was tense all the time, she looked like the second generation of Shen Yan!
It doesn't matter, even if Bai Lulu showed me a face, I would still respond with a smile.

In the last days, I was very relieved.Now my state is like a monk ringing a bell. I live a day-to-day life with an extremely peaceful state of mind.One afternoon passed, and after get off work, I immediately rushed to the nearest Suguo.When I rushed to the nursing home, there was also a festive atmosphere at night, probably because I wanted to take the word "safety" and seek auspiciousness.

As soon as I passed by, Mr. Wang was also very happy to see me.

After I just greeted Mr. Wang, I didn't expect that Mr. Wang immediately asked me, why didn't you come with Shen Yan?

"At noon, she came, but you didn't come. Now, you came alone again." Mr. Wang Dehai said.

what?
She is here at noon!
Thinking of the scene when I saw Shen Yan at the door of the company this morning when I was about to get off work, I seemed to read something from Shen Yan's eyes in a daze.But now, it is such a trace of things, but I can't grasp it.

Since she also took the initiative to break off relations with me, why did she still visit Mr. Wang?
why?
My head was in a trance at this moment, it is winter, the days are short and the nights are long.

Outside, it was completely dark.

Looking outside the door, I felt in a trance, as if, at some point, Shen Yan would walk in from outside the room.

Just when I was in a daze, Mr. Wang Dehai called me again.

I just came back to my senses now, and told Mr. Wang that the company is busy recently, and our time cannot be adjusted together, so we can only come here in different time slots.

When I said this, Mr. Wang also realized something was wrong.

I heard Mr. Wang say again at this time: "Xiaoyi, you are not a person who can lie casually. When I saw Xiaoyan at noon today, her face was also a little bad. I don't know what's wrong with you two. Yes Didn’t you get awkward? If you get awkward, find a time, go out and meet, and have a good talk. Is there anything you can’t talk about? Talk about it, and it will be fine. "

Listening to Mr. Wang's words, I also greeted him with a smile on my face.It was nearly nine o'clock in the nursing home, and the original excitement had gradually dissipated.The old people's bodies can't bear it, and it's still winter, so they all got into bed very early.

After I sent Mr. Wang into the room, I left right after.

night, I do not know where to go.

I have many places to go, but now I don't know where I should go.

Perhaps, in my heart, I really want to go to Shen Yan's side to have a look, just take a look.

Maybe we really need to talk?
Maybe, maybe maybe...

Several thoughts turned in my mind, and just after these thoughts surfaced, the words Shen Yan said to me earlier, the scene at that time seemed to have slowly blurred.

Should it?
Should I really go?
I was struggling in my heart at this moment, while my car was driving, unconsciously, I still drove the car to the gate of the community where Shen Yan lived.

Perhaps, in my inner subconscious, I still can't let go completely.

To go, or not to go?

Now that we have already reached the gate of her community, maybe I should really go over and have a look.

I just thought of this in my mind at this moment, and then I stopped the car.

I walked in alone, and it was already past ten o'clock at night, many people had gone home, and the gates of the community were deserted.

I walked in, and went downstairs to Shen Yan's room with ease.

I raised my head and looked at the balcony above.

The lights were on in the room, and Shen Yan was naturally not on the balcony in such a cold weather.

I just entered the stairs, and every time I stepped on a step, I could clearly feel my heartbeat, and I could feel my inner struggle.I was thinking about whether I should go up or not, but at the same time, my body couldn't control it and just went straight up.

While I was struggling and struggling, I finally arrived at the door of Shen Yan's room.

Standing here gives me a completely indescribable feeling. This feeling is like a struggle between my body and my soul between whether I should come or not.

I slowly stretched out my hand, and just when I was about to ring the doorbell, my hand was trembling, and my heartbeat was unprecedentedly violent.

At this moment, suddenly, the phone in my pocket rang.

I was shocked, at this moment, it was killing me!

While I was still worried just now, the phone rang, and when I quickly took it out, I saw that the person who called me at this time was actually Yingzi!

Since I received Sakurako's call, I hurried down the stairs.

I can't answer Yingzi's call in this kind of place, if Shen Yan sees me again at this time, it will only make us more embarrassed.

I don't know why I still care about her feelings at this time, but now, I really can't just be here.

As soon as I answered the phone, Yingzi's kind laughter came from the other end of the phone.

(End of this chapter)