my rude female boss

Chapter 1955 My world is chaotic

Hugging Li Yuner in my arms, I also have a completely indescribable feeling in my heart.

I don't know how I feel at this time, but at this time, my indescribable affection for Li Yuner is definitely not love.

It's just that I really don't want her to suffer so much.

Li Yun'er, a woman who dares to love and hate, many things that are impossible to happen to ordinary people are absolutely possible to happen to her.So, if we just let her leave like this, I'm very afraid that Li Yun'er will do some stupid things.

It is also because of this consideration that I cannot let Li Yuner leave in this mood.

Otherwise, if something really happened, how would I explain to her?How should I explain to her parents?How can I explain to Hu Feifei and Bai Xiaoran!

At this moment, no matter what kind of considerations I have for this, one thing is necessary, I must not just let Li Yun'er leave like this, I have to explain many things to her clearly.

I hugged Li Yun'er in my arms tightly like this, but Li Yun'er hugged me even tighter.

I don't know how long this emotion has taken root in Li Yuner's heart at this time, but this emotion must have been in Li Yuner's heart for a long time.Otherwise, if the emotions had not accumulated to a certain level, they would never have erupted to such an extent at this time.

When I first thought of this situation, I couldn't even describe the feeling in my heart.

Holding Yun'er in my arms, I don't know how to tell her, I don't know how to tell her, so as not to hurt her, or, to hurt her within the first range.

In this way, we have been hugging her for a long time, and we have not spoken.

Time passed by little by little, I don't know exactly how long it has been, the cold wind is bleak at this time, and Li Yuner is still sick, how can I see her continue to blow in this cold wind?

If this continues, if the condition worsens, it will be troublesome.

Time, venue and other aspects did not allow me and Li Yuner to spend more time entangled in this matter, so I slowly let go of Li Yuner.

Li Yun'er, who had been hugging me tightly just now, finally calmed down a little at this moment.

"Yun'er, I told you something about us earlier, I..."

"I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear it!"

As soon as I used the tone I spoke at this time, Li Yun'er probably guessed what I wanted to express at this time.

As soon as I said it, Li Yun'er was about to stop me.

Looking at Li Yun'er's appearance at this time, I was also startled and ached at the same time.

It's just that I clearly know that although I feel sorry for Li Yun'er at this moment.However, I definitely don't like her this way.

It's really not liking, neither liking, let alone love.

Now that this situation has arisen, how should I treat Li Yun'er, how should I make her feel at ease?How can I not be in such pain?
Sometimes, when emotions are suppressed to a certain extent, they suddenly burst out at a certain point, and this burst of impulse can make people very painful.Moreover, this is like a flood erupting, and it is out of control.I have felt this way before, so I can clearly understand Li Yuner's mood at this time.When dealing with the mood at this time, it would be the best if you can enlighten them. If it is not possible, there is a compromise method, which is to let the other party have a good night's sleep.After waking up, the mood will calm down a lot after all.At least, it will never be as emotional as it is at this time.

I don't know why Li Yun'er suddenly had an emotional outburst today. Perhaps, it was because of her illness that she lost her spiritual defense and self-protection.That's why, in this situation, I let my emotions completely explode.In addition, the two of us stayed together this afternoon, and I was holding her all the time, which made her feel so safe.

In short, I didn't expect this feeling to come so quickly. Until now, how can I reduce this emotional depression and outburst.

I don't know, but I'm trying my best.

"I told you about me before. Now I really don't deserve to love anyone, and I don't want to hurt anyone!" I said to Li Yuner again, "All this is my fault, I My emotional world is too messy, and my private life is not in order. I can't give everyone happiness, but I have touched so many people's feelings. I don't know what I can do to get your forgiveness. If God can give me a Chance, if God can really let us know you before Bai Qi left me, or before I knew Bai Qi, I believe, I will fall in love with you!"

At this time, I said it in a serious tone, but when I said this to Li Yuner again, Li Yuner's eyes suddenly turned to me.

Seeing Li Yuner's gaze suddenly turned to me at this time, I was a little surprised.

Gritting my teeth, I continued, "I'm leaving the Camry Group now because I want to gradually calm down my emotional world. There are too many entanglements in my world, and I can't sort them out. I want to leave Shen Yan because I cannot give her all my love. I am not worthy of her, let alone you! I am not worthy of her, so I want to quit! I am not worthy of you, so, I don't want you to come into my world again, my chaotic world."

I continued talking, while Li Yun'er was sobbing in a low voice just now, but at this moment, she slowly calmed down.

However, when I saw Li Yuner who was calm at this time, I was even more worried.

what happened?

I don't understand the current situation at all, let alone what Li Yuner is thinking right now?
Just when I was hesitating for a while, when I was waiting for Li Yuner's answer, before I thought about it, Li Yuner suddenly said to me: "You have never tried to love before, how do you know it's not possible?"

Where is this from?
My forehead is also bursting with blue veins at this time, and I am completely unclear about the logic behind Li Yuner's words at this time. Is what you are talking about now the same topic as what I just told you?

"It's not that I haven't tried to love you, it's that I can't try to love you again!" I said to Li Yun'er in a serious tone at this time, a topic that I didn't want to talk about at first, but at this moment, I just wanted to talk about it. I can say this again, "I liked Hu Feifei before, you should be very clear about this."

When I said this, Li Yuner's expression also gradually calmed down.

This point, Li Yun'er is naturally very clear.

"Why did I leave her? Dong Fei was indeed part of the reason, and I told her the specific reason clearly. I once loved her despicably. When I loved her, there were other things in my heart." Woman, I can't give her my heart completely, and likewise, I'm not worthy of her."

Speaking of this, I didn't wait for Li Yuner to answer, and immediately continued: "It is because of this that I left Jiajingyuan. I don't want to hurt you any more, let alone hurt myself. I don't know how you treat me. When did the relationship start, but my heart really can't accommodate other people now. You are a good girl, if we met earlier, if I hadn't become what I am now, I would fall in love Yours, but now..."

I hesitated, and I will not say the next words, and I can't go on.

"You've never tried to love me!" Li Yun'er was startled at this moment and felt a little hoarse.

Listening to Li Yun'er's words, my heart is even more tugged at this moment, feeling completely heartbroken.

"As a man, if you can't give all your love to the woman you love..." I paused again, and suddenly I remembered the appearances of Sun Xiaoxue, An Lina, Lucy, Kitty and others in my mind, and then Said, "Not every woman is willing to accept this fact. You are a woman, are you willing to fall in love with and accept a man who can't completely give your heart to you? You...can you?"

Speaking of this time, my voice is also unspeakably heavy, our topic is even more heavy at this time, my heart is also very dull, I don't know what to say.

For a while, neither of us spoke anymore.

The wind blew, the branches were blown, and there were several rings.

(End of this chapter)