my rude female boss

Chapter 2479 Painful decision

Lucy and Kitty came over and grabbed my arm, and immediately, my whole body felt a surge of turmoil.

I was very resolute just now, but my resoluteness was not completely real, most of it was my resoluteness pretended.I did this to give an explanation to Lucy and Kitty, and at the same time, to give an explanation to myself.

Lucy and Kitty grabbed my arms at once, and when I looked at them, I also had a hesitant look on my face.

However, I finally let go of their hands. Since I have already made a decision, why continue to take pictures?At times like this, for me, all I need to do is be firm.I only looked at Lucy and Kitty for a few moments, and then took them back again.

Now that it has been decided, I really don't want to think about other things.

Thinking of this, I forcefully turned my head away, and stopped looking at Lucy and Kitty.

It is rare to be firm once, let me be firm to the end!

Thinking this way in my heart, I turned around again and left.

Seeing my determination to leave at this time, Lucy and Kitty also stood in place at this time, looking at me in a daze.

Although I didn't turn around to look back, I didn't doubt at this moment that I was the only one in the eyes of the two of them, and they just looked at me like this, without shifting at all.

I didn't dare to turn around. I was afraid that if I turned around, I would lose my determination and lose control of my body and will, so I ran back and hugged Lucy and Kitty. .In this way, I am afraid that my determination tonight will not be possible again in the future.

Just like the relationship between me and Chen Yi before, our relationship ended silently.Although this ending is a little unacceptable to me at this time, and to me who saw her last time.However, what should be broken, is broken after all.Even if there are any souvenirs and any thoughts, it will only make me more confused.

Out the door and got into the car.

I didn't look back, but just as I was about to drive, I still saw in the rearview mirror two people who were almost all slumped at the door, looking at my heartbroken. The car leaves.

The car galloped away, but I didn't get any peace of mind. This kind of shock, which I didn't think of before, was just like this in my heart at this moment.

When I left the community directly, out of sight of Lucy and Kitty, after a while, I stopped the car directly.

Now, I feel very irritable, extremely irritable.

This kind of irritability and depression was something I hadn't thought of just now, but at this moment, this kind of irritability and depression was so overwhelming that I wanted to take off all my clothes and run wildly on the road. .Man is a very strange creature. Once a certain idea appears in his mind, once the idea spreads, he can't control his own idea. It seems that he only wants to make it happen!Just when I thought of this, the car rushed directly towards Nanyan Lake, which is the closest to where I am right now.

Nima!

I have only been to Nanyan Lake once or twice before, but I remember the location here very clearly.

As soon as I came here, the thought that came to my head earlier became more and more intense at this time, and I didn't think about anything. When I came to the lake here, there were still people walking around.

I don't care about the people around me at all right now, besides, this is not the time for me to take care of these things.

As soon as I gritted my teeth, I jumped straight down.

I am grass!
I am crazy too, but if I am crazy, let me go crazy this time!

The water in Nanyan Lake is not very clear, but I can't see it clearly at night, and it doesn't matter to me.

Where do I have the time to think about these now?

I swam a few times wantonly in the lake here, and some of the surrounding residents who were walking around after meals saw me at this time, and they also surrounded me.

Someone nearby was calling for me to go ashore, saying that swimming is not allowed here.

The lake water is not too cold, at least, compared to my restless mood at this moment, this lake water will not completely chill my heart.However, even so, my emotions slowly calmed down.

I came up from the lake, and some old people around me said a few words to me.

For the elderly, it is very uncivilized for me to go to the lake to swim and take a bath at this time, and this kind of behavior is not allowed here at all.

I just said that I accidentally fell into the lake just now.

Regardless of whether the people around me believed it or not, I just got in the car and left.

My body is wet, and so is the car, but these are not important to me at this moment.

I went back to the residence again, washed it, and walked out of the room.

When I agreed to meet Lucy and Kitty, I knew that today must be very difficult, and now, my mood is not much better.

Originally, I would rest at night before the early morning, but today, my head was in a mess until two days after the early morning, and I still didn't feel sleepy at all.

I couldn't fall asleep, so I walked out of the room.

Night, unusually quiet.

The night should be like this, but the night tonight makes me feel so hateful, very obtrusive.

I'm walking around the school side, which is very uncomfortable at night, but it's even more uncomfortable if I'm just in the room.

In this way, I have been walking here, and my mood seems to be more irritable.

Now, what should I do?
what can i do
How can I calm down my mind gradually, maybe, this kind of thing, who should I tell about this matter today?

After thinking about it, a person finally appeared in my mind.

As soon as I thought of this, I drove away directly.

At this time, I was only wearing the clothes I wore when I was sleeping, and my clothes were very thin, but at this time, I couldn't take care of all these.

Driving directly, I drove directly to Lu Wei's residence.

At this time, night, very late.

However, under the circumstances tonight, apart from looking for Lu Wei, I really can't find anyone else who can let me pour out my thoughts, who can come to explain me again.Or, just listen to what happened to me today.

I went directly to Lu Wei's residence, and then called Lu Wei directly.

In a daze, Lu Wei answered the phone.

But from the other end of the phone, I clearly heard Lu Wei's extremely confused voice. It seemed that I never expected that I would call her at such a night.

"Sister Wei, are you at home alone?" I asked again.

When I asked this question, Lu Wei answered in a low and confused voice.

As soon as the voice fell, I immediately said wait for me, and I will go over right away.

Before Lu Wei could speak again, I hung up the phone directly.

He got out of the car. At night, the neighborhood is guarded by security guards.

When I first came, the other party actually wouldn't let me in.

I just said that I forgot to bring my key card, and the other party asked me about my identity, so I naturally knew about Lu Wei and her husband Xia Yu.

In fact, the security guard just asked casually at this time, wanting to judge from my mouth whether I am a resident here.

There are so many people living here, and she doesn't have the information of each resident. After asking briefly, I just said that I came back to get things.

After saying a few words, he let me in right after.

I found Lu Wei's residence directly and knocked on the door.

I didn't dare to use more strength, for fear of waking up Lu Wei's neighbors.

Lu Wei answered my call just now, she must have not fallen asleep, she must be waiting for me.

As soon as I knocked on the door, I heard a burst of very low footsteps from the room. Then, just as the door opened, Lu Wei just opened her mouth to speak when she saw me.

How can I still let her talk at this moment?

He immediately hugged Lu Wei, and then closed the door.

Before Lu Wei could speak, I directly sealed her ruddy mouth with my mouth.

In the room, I enjoyed and vented to the fullest, and I didn't calm down until I was completely exhausted.

Lying on the bed, I didn't say a word.

When I was silent, Lu Wei turned her eyes to me and asked me, "Wang Yi, what's wrong with you?"

When Lu Wei asked me, she still had a cautious look on her face.

When the two of us were talking at this moment, we definitely didn't look like a couple, let alone a man and a woman who had just experienced an extremely intimate thing.

It's a strange feeling, I know it all too well.

If I want to describe our sub-relationship at this time in detail, I can't say it.

"what happened to you?"

Seeing that I didn't answer right away, Lu Wei asked again.

Although Lu Wei gave me her body, psychologically, Lu Wei still treats me like a big sister.

Lu Wei hugged me in her arms, and I just lay on her plump pair like this, enjoying her tenderness.

"Is it because of Chen Yi?" Lu Wei asked again.

"Not quite."

When I first talked about it here, I actually decided to confess to her.After all, I'm not here just to have sex with Lu Wei.

"Tell me?" Lu Wei asked again in a gentle voice.

As soon as Lu Wei's voice fell, I continued to tell what happened to me. Of course, this included Chen Yi, Lucy and Kitty.

I really have a lot of emotional debt. With these women around me, any one of them, as long as I treat them with my heart, will definitely be a beautiful marriage.

However, because they are all too beautiful, the beautiful things are a little unrealistic.

Moreover, under the system of our country, even if I want to go beyond our current social system, it will never be recognized.

What if, as An Lina said, go abroad?
Of course, if we go abroad, we can naturally find places and countries that accommodate us.But anyway, this is my country, my heart is here, my roots are here.

want me to leave?

How can I be willing to leave?

I explained everything between myself and Chen Yi, and at the same time between myself and Lucy and Kitty very clearly. I can't think through these things.Naturally, these things have been haunting me all the time, making me extremely painful.

When I finished speaking, Lu Wei hugged me tightly in her arms again.

"Sister Wei, I know, I'm a bastard, a complete bastard, a complete bastard!" My voice was very low, which made me feel very sick.

When I was blaming myself for a while, Lu Wei just stretched out her hand on my body to comfort me slightly.

"You have done enough, and these things cannot be completely blamed on you." Lu Wei said to me in a gentle voice at this time, "Just like me now, we are all voluntary, but , You may or may not be doing these things right. My suggestion, it would be better for you to tell them clearly and ask them clearly. Besides, even if what you see is true, so what? Their hearts are Your body allows you to come directly to my room and my bed tonight, don't you allow them to have a little errand occasionally? After all, you have been left out for such a long time, women need to be cared for. "

What Lu Wei said at this time made my heart tremble. I never thought of what she said.What's more, what Lu Wei said at this time was not only talking about what happened to me, but also seemed to be talking about herself, fighting for her own behavior to a certain extent.

(End of this chapter)