my rude female boss

Chapter 839
sorry?
When I heard Hu Feifei's apology, my heart was shocked.

This sentence of apology came too abruptly. I was obviously asking her a question just now, but this little girl actually said this sentence to me at this time.

Looking at Hu Feifei in front of her, she raised her head and looked at me.

Before, no matter when I picked her up at the train station or when we had lunch together just now, Hu Feifei kept her head down, not daring to look at me.

But now, Hu Feifei raised her head and looked at me. In her eyes, there was struggle and remorse, and at the same time, she seemed to have a sense of relief to finally speak her mind.

Perhaps, this apology has always been hidden deep in her heart, buried deep all the time.And after seeing me, this apology has been circling in her mind.Now, I'm sitting in front of her, just the two of us in the room, and she's finally saying the apology.

Probably, this was the first sentence she said to me when she wanted to face me alone.

Looking at Hu Feifei in front of me, and hearing her apology, I was stunned for a moment, not knowing what to do next.I really didn't expect this to happen.

"Didn't we make an agreement on New Year's Eve? Let's go with the past!" After pondering for a moment, I said so.

Hu Feifei looked at me, and her expression was still crying.

Although she didn't speak, her gaze seemed to speak a thousand words.

"I'm sorry..." Hu Feifei said again, covering her face and crying.

Seeing Hu Feifei like this, I moved my foot slightly and was about to stand up, but just as I moved my foot, I retracted my foot again.

Hu Feifei is very sad and blames herself very much. I really want to comfort her and give her a shoulder to lean on when she cries.But, now I really can't do that.

"Feifei, don't cry, okay? It's all over..."

I persuaded Hu Feifei again, but Hu Feifei was still crying.

After a while, Hu Feifei cried, and I was even more shocked when I heard her words.

Hu Feifei choked up and said everything she knew. She found out that I was hospitalized twice because of her and almost died. She didn't like Dong Fei, she just wanted to leave me and let me get along with Li Yuner She confessed because of this opportunity, she confessed; I said those things that made her sad at the door of the hotel, and broke her heart, she confessed; she said.

The more she talked, the more Hu Feifei cried.

It was Wang Xiaolei and Sun Xiaoxue who told her about my hospitalization later, and the reason why I was on the verge of death and seriously ill and spurting blood; When the old man was discharged from the hospital, they bought beer to celebrate.When Li Yuner confessed to me, Hu Feifei was about to go to the bathroom, but she overheard Li Yuner's words outside the door.However, she didn't dare to accept the man's words, but she didn't explain the reason, and I also know the reason.

"I know you are good to me, and you are sincerely good to me, and I am also trying to accept you. However, I didn't want to make Yuner sad, so I deliberately wanted to leave you. But I didn't expect that I would meet you It caused so much damage, and it made you almost..." At this point, Hu Feifei bit her lip tightly, unable to speak again.

"Feifei, these things are in the past, don't bring them up again, okay?" I said to Hu Feifei again.

The more Hu Feifei spoke, the more excited she became.Seeing her getting more and more excited and sad, how can I bear it?

Obviously, Hu Feifei didn't listen to me at all, but continued: "I really didn't want to hurt you, I really didn't want to hurt you."

"I know, I know what you said." When I said this, my voice was unconsciously choked up.

Hu Feifei covered her face and wept, the way she cried was extremely pitiful.

At this moment, I really want to hold Hu Feifei in my arms and comfort her.

It's just that I know I can't do it.

"I know we can't go back to the past, and I don't deserve you to treat me any more, and I don't deserve to like you. Until now, all I have done is hurt you..."

"It's not like that!" I said in a very firm tone.

Hu Feifei was still immersed in her own grief at this time, and my firm words also shocked her from her own grief.

I looked at Hu Feifei in front of me, and said to her very sincerely and seriously: "Feifei, during the time I was with you, I was really happy! Also, it's not that you are not worthy of my liking, you She's a good girl, she's a very good girl! I'm not qualified to like you! Remember what I said earlier in this room?"

My gaze was on Hu Feifei, and Hu Feifei looked at me with a somewhat bewildered expression.Obviously, Hu Feifei didn't know what I meant by my words.

Looking at Hu Feifei in front of me, I gritted my teeth slightly. These words have been pressed in my heart for a long time, and they really torture my heart almost all the time.

And now, since Hu Feifei confessed her heart to me, why should I hide myself?

"I said, I once loved you despicably, do you remember?" I said to Hu Feifei, before she could speak, I took a long breath and said to her, "When I liked you, I also liked other girls!" When I completely uttered this sentence, it was as if all the strength in my whole body had been pulled out of my body.

I saw that Hu Feifei's eyes were completely stunned and helpless, and this look made me feel even more distressed.When I said all these words, the boulder that had been weighing on my heart seemed to have completely fallen to the ground.

I know that at this time, Hu Feifei's heart may be hard to bear.

Maybe she hates me.

But these are not what I should be thinking at this time.

As soon as I finished speaking, my eyes were on Hu Feifei, and Hu Feifei looked at her with complete astonishment, as if she was doubting her ears and didn't believe what I said.

"I'm the one who should be sorry for you, but what I just want to say to you is that my feelings for you are absolutely true! Although I liked you both, I definitely didn't play tricks on you! My feelings for you Every feeling is true!" I said again, although I also knew how vulgar and shameless I was when I said this.

If it were in a feudal society, a system of polygamy, I would definitely not be exaggerating in thinking this way.However, this is now in our country. In today's modern society, except for some countries and ethnic minorities in our country who still practice polygamy, they are all monogamous.

I have the idea of ​​falling in love with multiple women at the same time. In the eyes of most people in society, it is not tolerated by society.Even myself, I know, it's shameful.

However, love is love.

Who can control their emotions?
"What you said is true?" After pondering for a long time, Hu Feifei asked me.

My head seemed to weigh a thousand catties, but I still nodded.Hu Feifei's eyes flickered, and there was a look of complete disbelief in her expression.

"The one who is wrong is not you, but me! I shouldn't have stepped into your life in the first place, and I shouldn't have moved you." I said to Hu Feifei again.

Hu Feifei's eyes had turned to the side at this moment, and her hands were still wiping away the tears that kept flowing from the corners of her eyes.

"Why didn't you tell me before? Why did you tell me now?" Hu Feifei turned her head slightly and asked me. While she was asking, I seemed to hear the voice of heartbreak.

Is this heartbreaking sound mine or hers?
"Today, you have spoken out your heart, and I don't want to hide myself anymore." I said to Hu Feifei, "As Wang Guoqing said just now, today is the time for me to confess. If it wasn't for what happened earlier In the end, it is really possible that I will keep hiding from you, and you will be the one who chooses to spend the rest of my life with you. But, you and I both know that we can't go back to the past..."

(End of this chapter)