Desert Island Survival Diary

Chapter 51 No.40 Five days, revisit the cabin and add a new nickname at 01:30
"Huhu" I dragged back a lot of things out of breath.

Unexpectedly, I was negligent and never even went to the stern behind the deck.

I ended up finding a lot of cables, fishing nets and such in the back.

By the way, there is also a winch with a thick steel wire rope on it, um, and an iron frame.

But these things I can only sigh, I have no way to remove all these things, these things are not very useful to me now.

It's already afternoon, and I can't remember how many times I've been back and forth.

This fire ax helped me a lot, not only prying off the hatch inside, but also prying up a lot of floorboards, and splitting that cabinet as much as possible.

Holding these chunks of material, I'm excited.

This is the last time. I brought down the fishing net materials, cables, etc., and pried a lot of wooden decks.

These things are enough for my current use.

I'm not an insatiable person, and I don't want to wear myself out. After this transportation, my left hand, which has not yet healed, also aggravated the injury and started to ache again.

In fact, my inner thoughts are very simple. I just want to survive and make my life as comfortable and better as possible.

But the reality made me have to fight time and time again. I have not been here for a long time, but I have experienced too many trials of life and death. If I put it in the past, I would not have dared to think about it.

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People are prone to drowsiness after fatigue, and I am.Lying in the tree house, thinking, I gradually fell asleep...

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When I woke up again, the moon had already hung on the branch, I rubbed my eyes and climbed up, Xiao Hei had already fallen asleep, and there were still a few bitten fruit pits beside its small nest.

I am very fortunate to have such a smart little black company. After I fell asleep, it didn't come to disturb me. Instead, it ate a few fruits that it didn't usually like to eat, and then fell asleep.

Hearing my footsteps, the vigilant little black raised his head and opened his eyes, but when he saw it was me, he flicked his tail a few times, then lowered his head on the quilt again, ready to fall asleep again.

Today's moon is very big, round and bright. When I came outside, the moonlight illuminated the outside like daytime. The breeze was blowing, the leaves were swaying, and the insects were chirping. In this environment, my emotions suddenly lost control.

The homesickness that I had suppressed until now completely broke out at this moment.

I never thought of home?Never thought about leaving here?Never thought about family?

Do not!no!
I think!

But rationality made me suppress my longing and suppress these unrealistic thoughts!
If I stay in this state for a long time, it is easy to have problems and dangerous situations, because it will make me lose my mind and even lose my ability to think!
I miss home, I miss my family, I miss my parents!

I want to go back to them now if I can!
but can i go back

Yes, you can't!
Can I go to them?
Yes, you can't!
What else can I do?
Yes!alive!

Before I knew it, I burst into tears!
I hate myself for not being able to get out of here!

I hate that no one came looking for me and took me out of here!

I hate……

"Ah... ah..." I yelled at him!

To vent my dissatisfaction with the fate arranged by God in my heart, roaring can let me vent!
what can i do nowI don't know, I really don't know, the only thing I can do now is to live.

I thought of many ways to get out of here, but each time I was overruled by myself.

I thought about making a boat by myself, and learning how to make canoes like the African natives I had seen on TV.

But even if I do it well, so what?

Dare I go out to sea in a canoe?

How much food and fresh water can be carried in a canoe?
Can it last until I am saved?

Can the speed of rowing break through the waves?

Maybe rushing to the sea is all a problem!
These questions have been bothering me, I have said many times, I am afraid of death!

My idea is very simple!
There is still hope in life, but in the eyes of others, I am a member of the shipwreck death list!
But for me, this kind of meaningless adventure is absolutely irrational, so I haven't tried it until now.

The moonlight makes my thoughts keep rushing to my heart, and countless memory fragments flash in my mind!

"Ah Jun, are you tired of doing sales? Be careful when you are out alone and rest. If you have any difficulties, call Mom! When will you bring a girlfriend home to show Mom?"

This is what my mother told me the night before I left home during the Chinese New Year.

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"Ah Jun, this is a special product that mom prepared for you. It was given to you by your aunt. It was given to you by your aunt. You can't buy it over there. Take care of your health and call more when you have time. Don't worry. us!"

These were the last words she said when she left home.

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"No, this is the money we saved for you to buy a house. The down payment should be enough. If you have a loan, we will help you pay it back together. Take care of your health and don't be too tired."

This is what my mother said after I took the time to go home and talk about the idea of ​​buying a house.

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My father doesn't talk much, but every time he leaves home, he will send me to the place where he has to stop, watching me leave and disappearing from his sight. I can't help but look back many times, and I can see until he waved at me.

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"I think we have no future together. Don't think I'm realistic. You are too incapable. I told you back then. I just want to have my own house in the urban area. You said you would work hard. , but now?"

"Now you tell me that you will buy a down payment in the suburbs with your money? Then I still have to live in that remote place and squeeze the car to go to work every day? I still have to save money and repay the loan with you? I told You, this is impossible!"

This is what my ex-girlfriend said when she left. After that time, she completely disappeared from my life. At that time, I was powerless to refute, and these words stabbed into my heart like a sharp knife, stirring desperately!

While these memories flashed through my mind, they kept me completely immersed.

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"Brother, go play with peace of mind. Don't think too much about work. You usually work too hard and don't know how to enjoy it. It's rare for the company to have this kind of benefits. Go quickly, and let me if you don't go?"

These are the words of the brother who helped me maintain the client the day before I left.

If I could go back to that day, I would definitely choose to give up.

However, there is no going back now.

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"Help me", "Help me".

This was the last call for help from two female colleagues.

Their hasty and miserable voices and their desperate eyes made me feel chills all over my body. At that time, I was not capable of saving others, because I thought I would die too. In the end, it was that piece of wood that changed my fate.

All kinds of flashing memories made me extremely painful.

They should all be things that I really care about...

(End of this chapter)