The story of a cook

Chapter 93 Communicating with Yanhua

Because I sang to send Yanhua back that day, I was more or less discussed for two days, saying that I started to pursue Yanhua.In order to avoid misunderstandings, we started to eat less hanging oven cakes. It is not unreasonable for the saying that people's words are awesome to be passed down from ancient times to the present.Although those who speak clearly are turbid, and those who do not do bad things are not afraid of ghosts knocking at the door, but it is better to be careful in the face of fearful words, because people are more keen on gossip.

The relationship with Lin Yan is known to everyone in the hotel, if you don't want gossip to come to you, then just take care of yourself and don't cause trouble.

Manager Liu in front wanted to eat hanging furnace cakes, so he came to me and said to me, "Brother Tan, let's eat hanging furnace cakes."

I said, "No, I've had enough."

She said: "You have eaten enough, didn't I not eat?"

I said, "If you want to eat, you can eat it by yourself. I won't go, or you can find someone else to accompany you."

She said, "Aren't you familiar with hanging stove cakes?"

I said, "It's all a family business. If you eat it or not, she will sell it to you, and it's not that she won't sell it to you."

Manager Liu said, "That's right. Wouldn't it be more convenient for me to go with you?"

I said, "It's all the same. If you don't want to go, I'll find someone to accompany you."

Seeing that I really didn't want to go, she said, "Okay, if you don't go, I will go by myself."

Manager Liu went to eat hanging furnace cakes. I don’t know what to say. The next day when my sister-in-law came to get some oil, she said to me, “Tanzi, why don’t you go over these two days? Who messed with you.”

I said, "No one messes with me, whoever messes with me should do nothing."

The sister-in-law said: "No one provokes you, so you can't go there."

I said, "I've been lazy for the past two days, I don't like to move, wait for me to go there tomorrow or the day after tomorrow."

The sister-in-law said: "That manager Liu went to eat hanging stove cakes, and said that you would not go because he called you, saying that we offended you."

I said in my heart that this manager Liu would say anything no matter if there was a shadow or not.

Say to sister-in-law: "Sister-in-law, don't listen to her nonsense, there is nothing wrong with it, when did you offend me?"

The sister-in-law said: "Yeah, I'm also wondering, we didn't offend you, so why don't you go there."

I said, "Don't talk about it, just take the oil and go, I'll be there tomorrow."

The sister-in-law took the oil and left, saying, "Come over tomorrow."

When I got off work in the evening, I went back to my dormitory. When I got to the gate of the dormitory area, I found Yanhua standing at the gate of the dormitory, as if waiting for someone. I looked around, but I didn't see Zhan Ze, so I thought she was waiting for Zhan Ze.

She saw me and asked, "Why did you come back? Didn't you get off work at 09:30?"

I said, "Well, I have a lot to do, so I'll be back later." I asked her, "What are you doing here, waiting for someone."

She said: "Waiting for someone, waiting for you, I came out at nine o'clock, and I have been waiting for you for more than an hour."

I was a little strange, and asked: "Wait for me? Do you have anything to do with me?"

She said, "Yes, I have something to do with you."

I said: "Hey, then you are stupid, why don't you go to the hotel to find me, standing here and waiting for an hour, you don't feel tired."

She laughed: "I'm a bit stupid."

I asked her: "What's the matter? Tell me."

She looked around, and then said: "What are you talking about here, let's go to the place that night, we will talk about it there."

She was talking about the small park, and it felt a bit inappropriate to go there with her.

I said, "What's the matter, it's quite mysterious."

"It's not a mystery." She looked around and said, "It's just that this is not a place to talk, let's go there."

I said, "That's a place to talk about love, don't be afraid."

She smiled and said, "Whatever you are afraid of, we are not going to talk about love."

I said, "If you have anything to say, let's talk about it here, it's not good to go there."

She said, "Look at you, you're afraid I'll eat something from you, let's go."

Thinking about it, it's actually nothing. If you are upright, you are not afraid of the shadow slanting. If you don't have ghosts in your heart, you have nothing to be afraid of.Went to the small park with her.

"I'm not going to do it anymore." This was the first sentence she said after arriving at the small park.

I asked: "Why don't you do a good job? Zhanze is looking for you again, or is it the food passer who is looking for you?"

She said, "They didn't come to me, because I didn't want to do it myself."

I was a little puzzled, and said, "I don't want to do it anymore? I don't think so, or because of something, tell me, and see if I can solve it."

She looked at me and said, "Why, what do you say is the reason? Let me ask you, why didn't you hang the oven cakes after you sent me back that day?"

I laughed, knowing why.

I said, "I was afraid that others would think too much, so I didn't go."

She asked: "Who is afraid to think too much? Is it Lin Yan?"

I said, "Not all of them. The main reason is that everyone thinks too much. I'm fine. It's mainly you. It doesn't affect you well."

She said in disbelief: "Really, I don't think it's the case. You think that a woman like me can have as little contact as possible. It will affect you badly, and if it doesn't work out, it will destroy you and Lin Yan." feelings, don't you?"

I didn't say a word and watched her for a long time.

She saw that I didn't speak, just looked at her, and said: "So I don't plan to do it anymore, so as to save people from gossiping, which is not good for you."

I asked, "That's why you came to me?"

She said, "Yes, that's why."

I said: "That's because you think too much, not only think too much, but also think wrongly, I don't think so. Also tell you, don't always say that you are that kind of woman, what's wrong with you, you are a very good woman Yes, whoever marries you as a daughter-in-law will burn the incense.” Then he patted her and said, “Besides, don’t think too much, I’ve seen others look down on me, but I’ve never seen myself look down on myself. You’re pretty good now. Well, it’s no different from other women, you just can’t get along with yourself, do you always want to know? People drug themselves and die.”

I looked at her after I finished speaking, but she didn't speak.

I went on to say: "You better not quit, let me tell you, you are a woman who works outside, it is hard to find a good job, and it is hard to touch a good boss. It is very good for you to hang biscuits in the oven, but I dare not say anything else. , Huang Ping and Boss Zou are pretty good people, besides, if you work there, the sister-in-law and the eldest sister are very nice, the salary may not be much, but the salary of the waiters is about the same, so it's okay."

I saw that she was listening, and then said: "If you want to learn how to make pancakes, this is still a good opportunity. If you have learned how to make pancakes, let's open a pancake, even if you quit and go out to find a job. You don’t need to find a job as a waiter. You can find someone who makes hanging oven cakes to order face-to-face, isn’t it good? Don’t think about it all day, it’s useless. I didn’t go there because I didn’t want them to talk nonsense. Didn’t I just send you back? God, after half a month, everyone will forget about it, and I will go to your place as usual, and then no one will say anything, and it will still be the same as before, isn't it?"

Yanhua looked at me and asked, "You really think so?"

I said: "If you don't think so, why don't you think so much? I don't have as many thoughts as you. I only think about the bad and not the good. You know, people always think about the good. Didn't you say that your life is miserable that day? Well, let me tell you, the more you say that your life is miserable, the more miserable your life will be. My mother always said that she can do whatever she wants, good or bad. You have to think about the good in life, not the bad. , you came here after thinking about it, so—”

I looked at her, and then said: "Just like you, you are a good person, but you just think about it and think about bad things every day. If you don't make trouble every day, who will make trouble? Let me tell you, you Think about it, if you are not good, not beautiful, and annoying, can the waitress fight with Zhan Ze because of you? If it were any other woman, she would be very happy. Some people prove that they are attractive because of their fights When you don't think like this, you feel ashamed, you feel that you have no face, you feel bad. Then you get upset, and you are upset because you are upset, and others will live their own lives, regardless of you, and will not because of You make troubles and follow you to make troubles, right?"

I talked a lot with Yanhua that day, and I don't know if she listened to it. In the end, she said that she would continue to hang the biscuits in the oven and not leave.

She asked me how things were going with Lin Yan, and I told her it was okay, everything was normal.

She said: "Sister-in-law wanted to introduce you to me at the beginning, do you think we can get married at that time?"

I said, "That was what happened at that time, and it has nothing to do with the present. It would be nice to talk about what is happening now."

She said, "Actually, you are quite a nice person, but I got to know you too late."

I said, "If we had known each other 20 years ago, we would have started as baby kisses."

How should I put it, Yanhua is a pretty good girl, good-looking, gentle and virtuous, but her temperament is too weak, so she is easy to be bullied outside.She wasn't my type, so we couldn't get along.

Yanhua did not have a mother when she was young. Her father brought her up. The family conditions were not very good. After her brother got married, she and her father were left in the family. The family spent a lot of money on his brother's marriage, most of which were borrowed.After the elder brother got married, he lived alone with his father. The famine caused by the marriage was all borne by the father. In order to pay off the debt, the father worked desperately to earn money, and he suffered from all kinds of problems.

Yanhua stopped studying at the age of 17, and helped her father with work at home. At that time, someone came to her door to propose a marriage to her, but she refused to agree. Despite her weak temper, she longed for a romantic love in her heart. A man like Prince Charming came to love her and take care of her, that was her beautiful dream as a girl.

At the age of 21, she left home to find her Prince Charming.

Prince Charming was not found, but met the man who lied to her in her life, and conceived a child for him.

When she resolutely killed the child, she knew that her dream was shattered, and everything had to start all over again. At this time, the strong side of her weak bones began to appear, telling herself that she was still young, and her family still had her. Her father, he can't just give up like this, he has to live well.

She began to no longer trust men.

But she forgot that she has a beautiful face, she can stop trusting and talking to men, but she can't stop men from appreciating and harassing her.

She is still too weak, she always feels that everything is her fault, and she starts to want to escape when encountering troubles.Some things cannot be avoided, only faced.

She felt that it might be because she was a woman who had been deceived. I looked down on her and didn't like being with a woman like her, so she chose to leave.

Most of the time, she has no confidence in herself, and she presses what happened in the past in her heart. The strong side in her heart has just emerged and then she is pressed back by herself, and she can't get out of the shadow in her heart.

People cannot always live in the past, there is no future.

(End of this chapter)