wild flowers in mountain village

Chapter 41 0047: Suicide
Xue'er looked into Xiaohua's eyes, remembered what he had said before, and connected with what he said just now, her heart really felt heavy.

Does he have a mental illness?This question popped up in Xue'er's mind, she thought of Wang Xiaohua's brother, his nephew, and Xiaohua's mother, she didn't know what to say for a moment.

Xiaohua's mother Song Zhumei often quarreled with Wang Qing when she was alive.She couldn't see Wang Qing talking to the women in the village.

At that time, there was no electricity in the village, and we could not watch TV.On a hot day, many people in the village took fans to the fork in the road to cool off, both men and women.

Everyone talked and laughed together.In talking and laughing, there are serious words and dirty words.

Some men and women make fun of each other, and you will pat me and I will pat you.Everyone is trying to have fun, and there is nothing wrong with it in public.

Of course Wang Qing also wanted to join in the fun.

However, every time he came back from playing, Song Zhumei would quarrel with him.

Sometimes, she would force Wang Qing to ask if he had talked to women, how many women he had talked to, and what he had said.Wang Qing said that he did not speak to the woman, but only to the man.Song Zhumei scolded him for lying, saying that when men and women are together, it is impossible to only talk to men.

If he told her that he had said a few words to the woman, she would ask who he had spoken to and what he had said.Then, she would criticize Sang Huai outside the door, making the women and men in the village look down on her.

He begged her to give him face, but she didn't listen at all.No way, Wang Qing had to stay at home.

Staying at home is not peaceful, Song Zhumei jokes with him when he is happy, only then can Wang Qing's heart relax for a moment.

However, most of the time, Song Zhumei would turn over old accounts, saying that when he went to the fork in Zhaizi to joke with a woman, he admitted it, and there must be something wrong between the two of them.Wang Qing got angry and became impatient, and either went out again, or the two quarreled again.

When Wang Xiaohua was a child, he was used to seeing his parents quarrel.

In Wang Xiaohua's memory, on the night of Xue'er's wedding, his mother was very happy and told many jokes to his father.Most of the words he said after eating Cher's wedding candy were the words his mother and father said that night.

Wang Xiaohua thought it was a good night.

However, there are too few times when both father and mother have smiling faces at the same time.

Finally one day, after Wang Qing quarreled with Song Zhumei, Wang Qing didn't comfort Song Zhumei who was already crying, and went out to walk around the mountains alone.

When he came back in the middle of the night, Song Zhumei committed suicide.When Wang Qing saw Song Zhumei hanging on the rope, he felt no sadness in his heart.He only shouted loudly: "Come here! Song Zhumei has hanged herself!"

When Xue'er connected these things, she felt cool in her heart.She didn't know what to do with herself.

"Teacher, I said what was in my heart, why don't you speak?" Xiaohua's eyes were still fixed on Xue'er.

Xueer didn't dare to look into Xiaohua's eyes anymore, and the smile on her face also disappeared: "Xiaohua, I don't know what to say. But, I'm sure, your idea is wrong. I'm much older than you , with scars on your face, you say you love me, it's too unrealistic. Your wife is younger than me, you should give her your love..."

"Don't talk about her! Teacher!" Wang Xiaohua's voice suddenly became louder.

Xue'er was taken aback: "What's wrong with you? Wang Xiaohua."

"I'm sorry, teacher, don't be angry. Teacher, don't be angry. It's my fault. I didn't control my emotions. I, I..."

"It's okay, Xiaohua, you are my student, I won't be angry with students..."

"I want to drink water! I want to drink water for the watermelon." Bingbing jumped in, "The watermelon is thirsty! I need water!"

"Bingbing is so good!" Xue'er pulled Bingbing over.

"Bingbing is the most obedient today!" Wang Qing followed happily: "I'll bring water for Bingbing."

Wang Qing brought cold water, and Xue Er took it: "Come on, Bing Bing, be good, Bing Bing has watered the watermelon!"

After Bingbing finished drinking the water, Xueer said, "It's been a long time, I should go back."

"Teacher, sit down again!" Wang Xiaohua said.

"No, I have something to do when I get home!" Xue'er said and walked out the door.

Xue'er let out a long breath after going out.

Xue'er was in a mess on the way home.She asked herself, "How did this happen? How did this happen?"

Xueer returned home and lay on a chair feeling exhausted physically and mentally.For Xiaohua, she didn't know how she felt in her heart.

Xue'er's thoughts were messed up and turned into hemp balls.

Xueer remembered her self-destructive appearance again.After the deputy mayor was transferred, the story of her self-destructive appearance was also spread, and I don't know who spread it.Some people said that the deputy mayor himself said it, with a tone of admiration for Xue'er.Some people said that it was guessed by a few people, and when the guess was made out, it spread.

Cher doesn't care about these.What happened in the past, Xue'er took it lightly, not to mention that the deputy mayor was also transferred away.It's been a long time, and Dad won't pursue it anymore.

After the news of Xueer's self-destructive appearance spread, many people said that Xueer was stupid, said that Xueer was too arrogant, and said that Xueer must have regretted it.However, Xue'er knew that she had no regrets, never regretted it.

What Xue'er was puzzled about was that she couldn't understand what it meant to be a confidant.I have lost my beauty, why are you still causing trouble?If he knew this earlier, he should have destroyed his face completely.

Xue'er thought about this, and asked herself, if it was now, would she still have the courage to destroy her face?No, it was the power of love at that time, Xueer gave herself the answer.

When Xue'er gave this answer, King Zhai came back.

"Xue'er, I'm having dinner at home tonight, and I want a green vegetable." Zhai Wang said.

"Yes. Got it." Xue'er replied, lying on the chair without moving.

The King of Zhai looked at Xueer and asked, "Are you feeling unwell? Look at your complexion. Do you have a fever?" The King of Zhai touched Xueer's forehead while speaking.

Xue'er blocked Zhai Wang's hand: "No. It's fine, I just thought of some unpleasant things, and I feel a little tired."

"How many times have I told you. Throw away all the bad things in the past. People, be happy. Since you are in a bad mood, let me cook! If you don't do well, you can eat whatever you want with me."

"I don't want you to cook. The vegetables you cook are equal to pig food. Let's have dinner at night. I will cook after I lie down for a while. You turn on the TV for me, sit next to me, and chat with me while watching TV." Let's chat." Xue'er forced a smile on her face.

Zhai Wang turned on the TV and sat next to Xueer.

"Zheng Shuang, do you still remember 'Boiling Jiuxiao'?" Xueer smiled.

"As long as I don't die, I will remember." Zhai Wang said with a smile.

"Hehe, the legend of 'Awakening to the Nine Heavens' should be discontinued here, and there will be no more in the future."

"It should have been stopped a long time ago. The story is too scary and tormenting." Zhai Wang said with a smile.

"Actually, 'surviving nine nights' can also train people. Men and women who can really survive nine nights will not be afraid of setbacks in the future, don't you think? Emotions should also be tested. I think so, I don't know what you will do think?"

"That's true. But, after all, it's a bit cruel. To be honest, I don't know which of the things you said in those nine nights are true and which are false. Do you know?" the king of the village asked.

"I don't know either. I asked Abba. He said he didn't know either. Abba said he heard from my grandma. Asked Grandma, she said she didn't know either, she heard from her dad. Hehe, maybe those horror stories are all fake. The people in the cottage have always been simple and would not do such horrible things. Those stories should be used as a warning!" Xueer finished speaking and looked at the village king.

"Warning people? Xue'er, what do you want to say to me?" Zhai Wang looked into Xue'er's big round eyes.

(End of this chapter)