Half a step wrong in love, boss get away

Chapter 281, overestimating myself Cao Zeming hugged her tightly, and said in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry, Momo, I said I wouldn't force you, but I always force you!"

She knew that she had demanded too much from him and had given too little in return.

Perhaps, in this relationship with Gu Fengli, she always thought that what she asked for was Gu Fengli's sincere love.However, things like being sincere are really difficult sometimes. For a man who gave all his love to his deceased wife, he is not wrong.As for the relationship between him and Zhang Ting, Qiao Yimo suddenly felt that the child Zhang Ting was carrying must not be Gu Fengli's!The person Gu Fengli misses is Che Xiyan, and it has always been Che Xiyan.How could she have a baby with Zhang Ting?

She chose to get married early, but after that period of immaturity and too many obscure pasts, she made up her mind to start over.Everything started anew.

She looked to Cao Zeming, needing his support.

Cao Zeming also seemed to feel her mood, and turned his head to look at her. His eyes were clearly shining with tangled and embarrassing, and even suppressed pain.

She knew that in many respects, Cao Zeming was just like herself. When things really had to be faced, she would not avoid them, would not treat them as non-existent, and had no way to escape and deceive herself.

What he needs is her explanation, knowing what kind of role he has played in him, his sense of uncertainty about himself is too strong.Therefore, she had to tell him that secret, because she would never give it to him again, the deceit and concealment she hated the most.She did it, as for others, that's all she can't decide!

He said he wouldn't force her, but he couldn't help being jealous.In the situation just now, even a man would be jealous and concerned, but even though he was trembling with depression, he still restrained himself and didn't get angry.

There is actually a limit to his understanding and tolerance of her. She can't keep trampling on the bottom line of his self-esteem, especially the bottom line of his self-esteem as a man.

Nor could she shake his unwavering and tolerant belief in herself.

She can't just rely on him to love her and do whatever she wants, just give and take all the time.

She knew that her confession brought him a lot of humiliation, she was no longer innocent, and it was normal for him to be angry, not to mention that he had always been an arrogant person, how could she not see ?

She is not wood and has no feelings.She is a person, and she knows all about the warmth and coldness of people.

In the dark, after staring at each other for a long time, Qiao Yimo's heart turned a thousand times, and finally said softly: "If you don't force me, that will really make me feel unreal. Your reason has reached its limit for me. Right? I am a person with very sensitive feelings. I can empathize with your feelings. If you always tolerate me, you will indulge me too much. In fact, I know that you condone me, but it does not mean that I can pamper myself. Be a human being , self-discipline, I understand this truth. Your tolerance all the time makes me very warm, and it is also the reason why I can't let you go after all. "

Gu Fengli didn't love her deeply enough, and maybe she didn't love Gu Fengli deeply enough either, but there are too many things hidden behind human nature, and some things, when investigated, have long been meaningless.

Cao Zeming smiled softly, very comforting, and held her shoulders with both hands. Her body has become thinner recently, so thin that people feel sorry for her. He lowered his head and whispered softly in her ear: "Momo, thank you for telling me My such important secret!"

Qiao Yimo was startled, and looked up at him. In the darkness, his eyes were deeper, and there were too many emotions on his handsome face.There are entanglements, emotions, and relief.

"Ze Ming, I..." Before she could speak, his fingers had already touched her lips lightly. He tilted his head and leaned over, smiling very softly, looking closely at her lips. Eyes, softly said: "Momo, you already know to consider from my standpoint, I am very happy to share weal and woe with my husband and wife. Although I think it is your responsibility and obligation. Although I said that there is no need between us Thank you, I'm sorry for the polite words, but I really appreciate you. I know you still need time, and I can see your efforts. You need a debugging process. If I can't understand this process, you can give me It's too fast, it also shows that you don't have enough feelings for me. So, if you look at the problem from another angle, you will get a different answer. "

Qiao Yimo was startled again. He really understood her and knew that she needed a process. Although she didn't know how long this process would take, she thought it wouldn't be long, because the balance in her heart was really tilted because of his tolerance. up.People can deceive others, but they cannot deceive themselves.

"Momo, I saw him jealous and angry today, but now, I'm relieved." He smiled, with a faint smile on his lips: "Maybe you ask me why, Cao Zeming shouldn't be such a person."

Qiao Yimo shook his head, "I have no doubts, I feel that everything is normal now, just like me before, I never wanted to marry you, but in the end I did. People, until that moment, will never know that moment The feeling, the decision at that moment, so there is nothing incomprehensible. What I have been insisting on, in the end, may be the easiest to compromise."

He lowered his head, approached her, and asked, "Now, do you regret following me?"

Qiao Yimo shook his head. "No regrets!"

Cao Zeming was emotional for a moment, lowered his head, and kissed her lips.

He didn't refuse again. Although his body was slightly stiff, Qiao Yimo didn't refuse.She knew that without determination and action, happiness would be too far away from her.

Closing her eyes, she reached out and wrapped her arms around his neck.

Cao Zeming was encouraged by her initiative, and her stiffness made him very sad, but he couldn't bear to blame her.Everything is my own choice, and if I choose, I have to let go of those bad feelings one by one.All his self-righteous decisions in the past had to be paid for, so almost losing Momo was his price.

Compared with his whole life, he would rather choose to ignore those things and be a saint for the sake of the woman he likes, but in fact, he also knows that he is not a saint, he will care, he will be jealous, and he will torture himself in the dead of night, but, After that, I want her even more.

Lips and tongues touched, she took the initiative to climb her neck and kiss him passionately.He was more emotional than her. Behind the car, a car drove up, and the bright headlights shone inside the car, but the two people in the car who were hugging and kissing passionately had their eyes closed at this moment, and no one saw it. .

The car slid past the side of the q7, and in the x6, there was a handsome face, frowning, and the hand holding the steering wheel, with blue veins exposed, finally, the car slid out like a sharp arrow, and left quickly.

After driving for a long time, x6 stopped and leaned against the side of the road. Gu Fengli leaned his head on the back of the chair, his face pale.

On the road, it is very quiet.

The lonely heart is even more lonely at this time.

Seeing that scene just now, his heart was so uncomfortable.

It's as painful as tearing, almost suffocating.

I thought I could let go generously, but why is it still so uncomfortable?

Isn't this the ending I most want to see?Momo has started a new life and is in love with Cao Zeming, but, seeing it himself, why is it so uncomfortable?

At that moment just now, his head went blank for an instant, his hands and feet were cold, and he didn't know how to react. He only felt that his whole chest was stuffy again and again, so stuffy that he couldn't breathe.

Although he was mentally prepared, when the moment arrived, he found that he still couldn't bear it.

Gu Fengli once again realized soberly that he really overestimated his endurance.Maybe, I have always overestimated myself,

Love may not have self-esteem at all, only those who have broken their hearts will dig out self-esteem.

Every hurt he ever did to her made her sad.The bouquet of roses he sent Xiyan today was also her sadness, right?He suddenly remembered that he had never sent Qiao Yimo a bouquet of flowers, how ironic, he wanted to marry her, but it was just an effort in words, and too much was lacking in actions.It turned out that it really hurt too much, hurting her self-esteem.

Today, the two of them looked at each other, and the indifferent emotion in her eyes was clearly relieved.She had absolutely no hope for him.

With trembling hands, he took out a cigarette, the lighter clicked, lit the cigarette, and he took a deep drag.

He was taken aback when the phone rang suddenly.

When people are tired, they feel tired even talking, but when the phone comes, they can only answer it.

The elder sister Gu Lan's voice came from over there: "Xiaosi, are you still here? I'll be waiting for you!"

"I want to be alone for a while!" He didn't know what his parents wanted them to do. It seemed that the whole family didn't know about his elder brother's condition, but his sister-in-law seemed to know, but she kept her expression on.

He didn't know why the couple came to this point. Did the elder brother's derailment make the elder sister-in-law become sharp, sharp, and hidden, or was the elder sister-in-law just like that, so she let the elder brother cheat?

Everything, in the face of what he always thought, became so strange, strange things happened to Liuli all the time, and he himself distorted his own heart!

"Come back, it's very important, there are only six of us, and one must be missing!" Gu Lan said seriously.

"You better tell me what's going on!" Gu Fengli didn't want to go back, he didn't want to go back in this state, he felt that he couldn't hold on any longer.

"Mom is going to divorce Dad, that's it!" Gu Lan told him directly.

Gu Fengli was completely stunned, as if being hit there by a sap, completely unresponsive.

"come back!"

After a long time, Gu Fengli finally recovered his voice: "Why?"

"It's hard to say!" Gu Lan didn't know how to say: "Anyway, come back, you'll know when you come back!"

"Okay, I'll go back right away!" He suddenly felt that life is really too tiring and exhausting, why are there so many sudden incidents?

He restarted the car and drove home.

Gu's living room.

When Gu Fengli came in, his parents, brothers and sisters were all sitting in the living room.

Gu's mother's expression was serene, she didn't feel dull about getting a divorce at all.

And Gu's father's face was ashen, his face was full of gloom, embarrassment, and embarrassment.

Seeing Gu Fengli coming in, Gu's mother only said two words, flatly: "Sit down!"

I'm sorry, I'm only updating today's Chapter 2.