Half a step wrong in love, boss get away

Chapter 373, I owe you an explanation Gu Fengli couldn't help yelling at her: "Qiao Yimo, are you crazy?"

Qiao Yimo burst into tears: "Don't worry about it!"

After swallowing dozens of pills of medicine, Gu Fengli grabbed her body almost at the same time, put his hand directly into her mouth, and directly reached her throat, helping her gently but urgently. Picking his throat, Qiao Yimo couldn't stand the foreign object in his throat, so he couldn't help but spit it out in one breath.

There are a few pills coming out!

He was still worried and continued to help her dig.

She vomited a lot, he pressed her on the toilet, blocked the door, opened the water pipe, threw the soap in, and melted the soapy water, regardless of her discomfort, he just scooped a cup out of a cup, and held Qiao Yimo His chin poured down.

Qiao Yimo didn't drink, so he took a sip, and then poured it down with his mouth.

After pouring three large cups, her stomach was full of soapy water and she vomited it out.

Two more pills came out.

He drank a few more cups again and again until she could no longer spit out any residue from her stomach. He was slightly relieved and rinsed her mouth with water.

She has been tossed without any strength, like a broken rag doll, she no longer has any strength, just letting him move.

He put her in the tub, mixed the water, and let her wash.

He squatted on the ground looking for the pills by himself, and dug out all the pills in the spitting filth. He was sure that there were more than 90 pills, and he was relieved. Fortunately, he didn't leave, otherwise something serious would happen.

He helped her take a bath with a cold face, then wrapped her in a towel, sent her to the bed, came back to help her clean the bathroom, and came back again.

Qiao Yimo lay on the bed with her eyes closed.

Gu Fengli stared at her for a long time, after a while, he stabilized his emotions, and then he spoke, and the clear and clear voice came out: "Momo, I know you were confused for a while, this is just your momentary confusion !"

Tears suddenly overflowed that face, Gu Fengli gently stretched out his hand, covered her eyelids, and gently wiped away the tears for her.

"Why is it like this all of a sudden? Don't you see everything?"

"You go!" She finally spoke: "I won't die! I was confused just now! Never again, please don't bother me again."

"Momo, I'll let my elder sister take care of you! If you don't like me here, let my elder sister come here, okay?" How could he leave in peace, what if she couldn't think about it when he left?

She shook her head: "No, I'm really fine!"

"Then I'll call Cao Zeming to come over!" he said again.

She opened her eyes and looked at him. There was no despair, no anger in her eyes, only confusion and emptiness, as if walking dead, and asked gently: "Do you want me to die before you are willing?"

Gu Fengli's eyes suddenly became moist, "Momo...you don't want to be called Cao Zeming if you don't want to, please don't?"

"It would be great if this world didn't have me!" It made them all suffer, and she suffered too. It would be better to end herself and let them forget about herself from now on.

Tears finally welled up in Gu Fengli's moist eyes...

"Momo, please don't be like this, please..." Hearing her desperate voice, this 1.8-meter-three man burst into tears at this moment, completely uncontrollable.

He remembered that she had said before that she would never take that dead end. At that time, despite her low self-esteem and cautiousness in many things, she had a positive attitude towards life, but now, she was so desperate that he was so distressed that he died.He really wanted to kill himself, what did he do?

After lying down for a while, she became frightened and felt an empty stomach.

"Let me cook porridge for you!" He couldn't leave, he was worried.

Qiao Yimo stumbled out, went to the living room, squatted down to pick up the clothes on the floor, and the red book on the floor was a divorce certificate.

She only took one look and closed her eyes in pain.

Gu Fengli also came out, saw the notebook as well, and went to pick it up.

Then I opened it and saw Qiao Yimo's photo, the date is today.

She sat on the sofa, put her legs up, her body gradually curled up into a small ball, without saying a word.

Gu Fengli walked over, tremblingly put his hand on her shoulder lightly, she raised her head, looked at him with strange eyes, saw the moisture in his eyes, she was very quiet: "Actually, you don't have to feel guilty, It was me who was wrong, not you!"

"Momo, don't say that, okay?" He took her hand and put her hand on his heart: "I'm in pain here, it hurts so much that I'm dying, don't blame yourself anymore, okay? "

"If it was me who died and not Xiyan, how wonderful it would be!" She envied Xiyan very much, death is really a happy thing, and life is the most painful.In that case, she would not have to be Cao Zeming's pain, Gu Fengli's pain, she has never known before, how good would it be?

His hand that was holding her shoulder suddenly tightened, as if he was under sudden pressure or pain.

She looked at him blankly, with pity in her eyes.

Gu Fengli didn't speak, he just stared at her closely.His vision became darker and darker, and gradually became deep and cold, as if there were deep and invisible ice caves in his dark eyes. "You want to die that much? Where did you get a bottle of diazepam? Which doctor prescribed it for you?"

"School doctor!" she said.

He looked at her, suddenly froze, his eyes froze, and he shouted in disbelief: "You wanted to die a year ago?"

"I..." Qiao Yimo's throat tightened, and he couldn't speak because of the pain.

"Tell me! Did you want to die before?" He felt so shocked, how could it be possible?

"Yes! I wanted to die before, and I wanted to die when the child was lost! I couldn't sleep all day long, and I asked the school doctor to prescribe Valium, and she only prescribed two to four tablets a day. It took two full months to collect these, and I wanted to sleep and die, but I was not reconciled. I am such a tangled person...." She was in pain when she said these words.

Gu Fengli pursed his lips tightly, and gradually dug his hands into her flesh with force, and finally, he suddenly exerted force and hugged her tightly in his arms.Now she wants to commit suicide because of Cao Zeming. She feels sorry for Cao Zeming. He was at the door just now and didn't leave because he was worried. In fact, he did it on purpose today. He knew he was coming, so Cao Zeming must come!However, he didn't expect to be messed up by him again.And Momo actually wanted to seek death, how could he let her think about death like this?

He lowered his eyes slightly, and a sad light flashed in his eyes, "I am the sinner!"

If he hadn't had a one-night affair with her last year, how could she have gotten pregnant? How could she have such thoughts!Last time, when he knew she was pregnant, his first thought was to blame her and ask her where did the child go?It was only later that I found out that it was a spontaneous abortion. She is a student and needs a physical examination when she graduates. How does she face it?

He seemed to understand how desperate she was. If she wasn't desperate to a certain extent, how could she think of death?

She pushed him, but he didn't let go.

She finally couldn't help it, and desperately pushed him away, then quickly took her clothes and bag, and walked towards the door.

"Where are you going?" he called after him.

"Go to Cao Zeming!" She said: "I should face me, I will face it!"

He froze for a moment, nodded for a long time. "Also!"

She went downstairs and just rushed out.

He took a taxi directly to her and Cao Zeming's house. Gu Fengli took a taxi and followed him, but he didn't catch up. He just asked the driver to park the car at the gate of the community, and then he sat in the car.

When Qiao Yimo opened the combination lock, the room was in a mess and everything was smashed. In the huge messy space, there was the smell of tobacco. Qiao Yimo stood at the door and closed the door.

Today, he cried!

When he went to deliver the divorce certificate, there were so many tears, such a sad expression, and only a few words to himself, and there seemed to be endless sadness and helplessness in his light tone.

The lights in the room were on, so she didn't see Cao Zeming.

She searched all over the house, but couldn't find it.

She went to open the next room again. After opening the door, the lonely figure stood by the balcony. The window was open. When the door was opened, the air was convected. The cold wind blew his clothes, and his figure was solemn. It is like a stone statue standing upright for thousands of years, standing on the balcony like that, with a cigarette in his hand, the room is full of smoke smell.

I don't know why the steps under her feet suddenly became heavy. The short distance seemed to block the boundary between life and death at this moment. Step by step, Qiao Yimo slowly approached, but as the distance drew closer, she suddenly felt This kind of impulse to escape is because his back is too lonely and lonely, which makes her cold heart slowly emerge with unrelenting sorrow, heavy sorrow for him, heavy helplessness and guilt for herself.

Finally, she came over, but invisibly, she felt the indifferent aura emanating from Cao Zeming's body, so cold and without warmth.

"Ze Ming." Qiao Yimo called out, her voice trembling softly, and her tone was more cautious and concerned than in the past.

Hearing a familiar voice behind him, Cao Zeming closed his eyes in pain, letting the deep sadness stain his eyes and face.

After a while, he finally turned around slowly and stared at the familiar figure in front of him with deep eyes. At this moment, Cao Zeming knew that the distance between them was getting farther and farther.

The undisguised pain in his eyes deeply hurt Qiao Yimo's hard heart, why did he look at her with such sad eyes?

After that, he said coldly, "What are you doing here?"

With trembling voice, Qiao Yimo murmured hoarsely, "You owe me an explanation!"

He doesn't speak.

Tears swirled in her eyes as deep as a green pool, Qiao Yimo raised her head choked with sobs, and forced back the heavy tears, "Why did you want to divorce me?"

"Because your heart is not with me!" He finally spoke.

"But why do you want to have sex with me again with the divorce certificate?"

"You owe me this!" His tone was so sharp and humiliating.

Update next night.