Director of the Centre

Chapter 249 My Brother
The title of Han Xiaomei's composition is "My Brother".

"My Brother"

My elder brother's name is Song Xiuyan. It is a difficult name to write. I only knew the word Xiu after looking it up in a dictionary.

He is a handsome guy with big eyes, high nose bridge, small mouth, white skin like a girl, and he sings as beautifully as the thrush in the park.

On Sunday, we went to "Hefeng Mountain Villa" to play together, and my brother went to perform. He is a Sichuan opera actor and he sings very well.After singing, we wandered around inside and got covered in mud.My brother went to wash his hands.When washing his hands, he always likes to scoop up some water and wipe his face and hair, making his clothes wet.

I asked: "Brother, brother, why do you wet your face and hair?" My brother said: "I don't know why, every time I wash things, I like to wipe my face and hair. Last time I also got dish soap and oil all over my head when I was doing the dishes. I know it’s bad, but I just can’t help myself.”

The kitchen of the villa is cooking, and the chef is killing chickens, and the blood is all over the ground. Let's go and see.

My brother looked at the rooster whose neck was wiped, and asked: "Sister, sister, what do you think this person is like when he is dead." I thought about it and replied: "It's probably the same as falling asleep, and then it will be gone forever." Can't you wake up?" My brother said, "That's not bad, it saves a lot of trouble."

I said, "What's bothering you? You don't go to school. You sing and dance every day. I don't know how happy you are. Unlike me, you have to study and do your homework every day. If your grades are not good, you can't be a study committee member. It's very embarrassing." of."

My brother said: "I'm not happy. Every day when I open my eyes, I want to get angry when I look at everything. For example, when I wash the dishes, I want to smash the dishes. When I see the furniture at home, I want to burn it to ashes." My son. I feel so bad, I can't sleep all night and all night, I only doze off for two or three hours every morning. Sometimes I think, if I don't wake up, it will be all right."

My brother is really funny, what's the point if I can't wake up, school is so fun, reading is so fun, and grandpa promised to buy me toy handcuffs!I'm going to handcuff my deskmate Zhao Xuanyi, he's so annoying, always picks his nose.If you can't wake up, you can't play.

Why doesn't mom agree to buy toy handcuffs? Mom is so annoying.

My brother Song Xiuyan is really a weirdo!

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After Tao Tao finished reading the composition, Han Lu sighed, "My sister, a primary school student, can write a composition of about [-] words, which is amazing. The most remarkable thing is that her article has all the meanings that should be said. My daughter really inherited it." All my virtues!"

His expression became serious again: "Sister, you have suffered from postpartum depression for so many years. There is such a patient in my family, and no one understands depression better than me. Look at Song Xiuyan in the article, the first to wash his hands Sometimes I like to put water on my face and hair, which is a typical obsessive-compulsive disorder, just like you."

Tao Tao doesn't speak, indeed, she also has very serious obsessive-compulsive disorder.The most typical behavior is to open all the windows in the house at [-]:[-] every morning, no matter it is winter with howling cold wind or midsummer with bright sun, no matter whether it is sunny or rainy outside.

Many times, when it was pouring rain outside, she still opened the window, and only when the rainwater floated into the house and water accumulated on the table and the floor did she wake up like a dream.

If one day she forgets to open the window and goes out, she will feel uncomfortable all over, and she has to go home and open all the windows for half an hour to ventilate before she can do other things.

Han Lu went on to say: "Song Xiuyan has the urge to smash and destroy things when he sees them. This is a typical mania. Also, long-term insomnia."

Tao Tao still didn't speak, and she also suffered from insomnia when she didn't take the medicine. There was a time when she only slept for two hours a day.Fortunately, with Han Lu's company and medical treatment, it returned to normal.

Han Lu: "The most frightening thing is that the child has already talked about death with his sister, and has a tendency to self-destruct. Tao Tao, the problem is serious."

Tao Tao: "Yes, it's scary."

Han Lu: "Sister, I personally think that this matter should be discussed with Song Tian and his wife. Xiao Song should stop learning opera, we cannot take responsibility for any problems."

In fact, as a family member of a patient with depression, Han Lu had already discovered that something was wrong with Xiao Song.On the day Lao Yang retired, he also reminded Song Tian, ​​but Song Tian went into a rage and the two broke up.

Tao Tao: "Stop studying?"

"Yes." Han Lu nodded: "The children are like this, and you still teach? There is a saying in your opera circles that if you are not crazy, you can't get a job. When singing an opera, you have to understand the characters and let yourself live like the characters in the play. With all due respect, an excellent artist is always talking about his gods. Otherwise, he can’t be the best. Immersed in it, today Du Shiniang, tomorrow Zhang Yide, adults can’t bear it, let alone a child. I think Well, singing is certainly important, but the healthy growth of children is even more important."

Tao Tao looked sad: "But, I finally accepted such a student!"

Han Lu: "Sister, what I mean is to stop the class for a while and treat the disease first. It's not that we don't teach, do we start by teaching children the ability to take care of themselves in life, such as how to buy things, how to cook, how to wash clothes, etc. One point, you were doing it intentionally or unintentionally a while ago. When the child is better, let's talk about teaching opera."

"When Xiuyan is playing, stop now..." Tao Tao was a little helpless: "For the sake of the child, I can only do this."

Han Lu: "I'll talk to Song Tian again and ask him to take the child to see a doctor. However, Old Song hates children's singing, especially female roles, so he really can't speak."

After thinking for a while, he slapped his head: "Song Tian and I fell out, or else, I'll talk to his wife."

Unexpectedly, a call came in at this time, asking him to gather at the Culture and Tourism Bureau tomorrow morning. He would have to stay outside for a few days.

The next morning, Tao Tao left a message to Song Xiuyan saying that she was not feeling well, so she would not run with her.In the last few days, don't exercise in the morning, just rest for a while.She remembered that when she first suffered from depression, the doctor told her not to exercise temporarily, as if it was not good for the condition.Tao Tao naturally didn't know the specific reason, anyway, just follow the doctor's advice.

When Song Xiuyan came over in the afternoon, Tao Tao said: "Xiuyan, go, go out."

Song Xiuyan: "Master, what are you doing going out, are you performing?"

Tao Tao: "Buy vegetables, go to the free market."

"it is good."

Tao Tao handed him a plastic bag: "Go and bargain with someone later."

"I..." Song Xiuyan showed fear on his face.

Tao Tao: "That's it, today you come to buy vegetables, and you come to cook."

"I……"

That's right, Tao Tao is exercising Song Xiuyan's ability to take care of himself in life, and by the way observes whether he is really depressed. From the bottom of her heart, she still doesn't want to admit this, and still has illusions.

(End of this chapter)