Director of the Centre

Chapter 255 You Will Have a Normal Life

Dr. Tan: "Man is a kind of amazing creature. If there is a short board, there will be a strong point. For example, the blind A Bing, although he can't see, is a great musician. Especially you who are engaged in literary and artistic work, Sensitive and fragile, the more different from ordinary people, the more you can touch the true meaning of art, such as Van Gogh, Kawabata Yasunari, and Haizi, are they normal people, if they are normal people, they cannot have such high achievements.”

Dr. Tan: "The so-called art is to open the heart and talk to the bloody self. Many people can't bear it."

Tao Tao's lips trembled: "If you are not crazy, you will not survive. If you are not crazy, you will not survive."

Dr. Tan: "Let's put it this way, according to the results of the examination and evaluation, your child is depressed just like you."

Han Lu asked, "How serious is it?"

Dr. Tan: "Moderate."

Tao Tao suddenly breathed a sigh of relief: "It's moderate like me, just take medicine."

Dr. Tan: "However, this is only a preliminary judgment."

"What?" Tao Tao called out again.

Dr. Tan: "Well, I'll talk to the child."

She asked softly: "Song Xiuyan, don't be afraid or worry, you are just sick, a patient. You were brought by your mother to see a doctor, right? Mom also chose the doctor for you, right?"

Song Xiuyan: "My mother brought me here to find you."

Dr. Tan: "When you get along with people, can you not tell whether others are telling you malicious or good-natured jokes, as long as you encounter things, you will become very irritable. Do you trust your mother? If you believe her, you will Doctors should be trusted."

Song Xiuyan: "I trust my mother, and I also trust the doctor."

Dr. Tan smiled and said: "Then let's chat, say what you think, don't hide it from me."

Song Xiuyan: "Okay."

Dr. Tan: "Did you sometimes feel uncomfortable, feel that you have no interest in anything, and even dislike yourself very much, and feel that life is meaningless."

Han Lu was shocked: "Xiuyan, quickly tell the doctor that you have no travel history."

Song Xiuyan: "I tried."

Han Lu: "What did you say?"

Song Xiuyan repeated: "I tried."

Han Lu was stunned.

Song Xiuyan said a passage with a dull expression: "I have been a child who loves to get angry since I was a child. A sentence that is very common to others, when I hear it in my ears, I don't know why, and I will suddenly get angry. Once I get angry , Thinking about that sentence over and over in my heart, I can think about it all day. I also know that maybe I have misunderstood, but I am angry, very angry. I also try to think about other things and adjust myself. But... but , I can’t turn that corner no matter what.”

"As soon as I get angry, I want to break something and smash something. I even hate myself to the extreme. I keep saying in my heart, Song Xiuyan, Song Xiuyan, how did you come to this world, and what do you mean to this world?"

"I'm a little afraid of going to high places, because... standing on a high place, I have the urge to jump down." Song Xiuyan's lips trembled.

"Ah!" Hearing this, Tao Tao couldn't help exclaiming in a low voice, her face turned pale.Han Lu hurriedly grabbed her hand, and held Song Xiuyan with the other hand.

Feeling the power in Han Lu's hand, Song Xiuyan calmed down a bit, and then said: "It's strange, I feel dizzy and sweaty when I stand on a high place. It seems that there is an irresistible temptation underneath to attract me to step forward. Go, the temptation is so irresistible. Several times, I stepped out with a foot. But..."

"But you didn't?" Dr. Tan: "So, boy, tell me why you didn't do it."

"Because it's boring."

"What's not interesting."

"It's meaningless not to jump down, and it's also meaningless to jump down." Song Xiuyan: "Everything is meaningless, including ending everything. I often sit on the top of the building for hours at a time. I don't know what I want to do."

Dr. Tan: "But what else do you like in life, tell me what you like and what are your goals?"

"I want to sing and become better. Master said, I will become the best Sichuan opera actor in the whole world." Song Xiuyan's eyes suddenly lit up, but soon dimmed: "Even if I am the best, I will be the best Sichuan opera actor." What do you mean, life is just as painful."

Dr. Tan: "So, you need to take medicine, and you will feel better after taking the medicine. Don't worry, you will have a normal life and everything will be fine."

Just buried in the medicine.

"Mother Xiuyan's baby!" Suddenly, two people rushed out from the crowd, hugged Song Xiuyan and burst into tears.

Huo Ran, those two were Song Tian and Zhou Hongmei.

After they rushed to the hospital, they searched for a long time before finding it. They listened to the conversation between their son and Dr. Tan from beginning to end.

They feel like their hearts are bleeding, they feel like the whole world is falling apart.

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"Old Song, do you want to smoke another one?"

In the parking lot outside the hospital, Han Lu and Song Tian sat on the flower bed next to them, with cigarette butts falling on the ground.

Tao Tao and Zhou Hongmei took their children to take the medicine and went out to eat. Song Xiuyan hadn't eaten breakfast yet, and was hungry. He wanted beef rice noodles and millet spicy, and Tao Tao made an exception and agreed.

"Pa" Suddenly, Song Tian raised his hand and slapped himself continuously: "I am a beast, a beast, a beast."

"Old Song, what are you doing, calm down, calm down."

"I'm not a qualified father. My children are like this. I was so confused that I thought he was just naughty, just a rebellious period, and just deliberately made me unhappy." Song Tian wailed loudly: "Who knew that Xiuyan was actually depressed? I also thought about committing suicide. If he is gone, how will I survive, how will Zhou Hongmei survive? Song Tian, ​​Song Tian, ​​the child is about to die, and you still beat him, do you still have the heart?"

Han Lu held his hand tightly, fearing that the broken father would act violently: "Old Song, it's okay, it's okay."

Song Tian: "Han Lu, I originally thought that the child was just ADHD. Since the word "children" is in the name, it will be fine when he grows up. But who would have thought that he would be depressed, and he is still a fool. I am old That's it, anyway, that's it, his life has just begun!"

"What fool, what nonsense, Xiuyan will have a normal life and everything will be fine, you have to believe what the doctor said." Han Lu: "Old Song, you are an expert, and you know better than me how children sing operas. Excellent, and will be even better in the future. Tao Tao was wrong to take him as an apprentice without telling your husband and wife, but as long as the child is happy to sing, let him sing."

"En." Song Tian nodded: "What else can I say, the baby can do whatever he wants, even if he wants the moon in the sky, I'll pick it for him."

Han Lu: "Just now the doctor said that Xiuyan's IQ is only 70. In the future, he will only be able to do simple and repetitive labor, and he will be able to earn a living. But I am not reconciled. Yes, he is a genius. He will become a Sichuan Opera performer in the future. He should continue to work in this industry. Yes, the performance market is not moving now, traditional opera is no longer good, and the unit does not recruit people. But I think so, whether it is Sichuan opera or Peking opera, there are always The value of his existence is just that we didn't think of a way to make it flourish. The key is..."

Han Lu lit a cigarette: "Old Song, I am the director of the center, Tao Tao is the child's master, and you are also an employee of the unit. The child will sing in the cultural and art center in the future, and stay under everyone's noses all day long, so don't worry. Didn’t the doctor say that he can only do simple labor? In the center, we are responsible for everything from food, clothing, housing, transportation to training and performances, and there will be no mistakes. With you, me, and Tao Tao, even if Xiuyan lives for the rest of his life It doesn't matter if you live in an ivory tower. As for the future..."

"As for us getting old and dying in the future, we don't care anymore," Song Tian added.

Han Lu smiled and nodded: "Yes, as for decades later, children and grandchildren will have their own blessings."

Song Tian stood up and bowed respectfully to Han Lu.

Han Lu: "Old Song, what are you doing?"

Song Tian burst into tears again: "Director Han, if it wasn't for your husband and wife teaching Xiuyan to sing, taking care of his daily life, and taking him to the hospital for treatment, maybe I would have lost this son that day. Xiuyan would have called Tao Tao's mother You are his reborn parents, real parents, Zhou Hongmei and I will remember the kindness between you and Tao Tao for the rest of our lives."

"It's not, it's not." Han Lu probably felt that the atmosphere was a bit dignified, and said jokingly: "I will call Xiuyan son, you must not get angry."

Song Tian: "Compared to you and Tao Tao, Zhou Hongmei and I are not qualified parents."

At this moment, Tao Tao, Zhou Hongmei and Song Xiuyan came over talking and laughing.

Tao Tao frowned: "Xiao Han, why do you smoke so much and throw cigarette butts all over the place, do you still have a sense of public morality? Clean it up."

"Hey." Han Luli quickly agreed, then pointed to Song Tian and said to Song Xiuyan: "Xiuyan, just now I reached a consensus with your father, he promised me to call you son, you can't disobey the orders of your parents."

Song Xiuyan looked at Han Lu seriously: "Father."

"Good son." Han Lu avenged his revenge, feeling very happy.

Song Tian looked at his handsome and tall son, saw his pale and bloodless face, and stretched out his hand.

Song Xiuyan was used to being beaten by his father before, so he turned his head reflexively.

Song Tian stroked the child's hair and said solemnly, "Xiuyan, Dad promises in front of your mother today, in front of your father Han and mother Tao, that he will never hit you again."

"En." Song Xiuyan replied, resting her head on her father's shoulder.

Zhou Hongmei couldn't help crying again, these were tears of joy.

"You smell of his perfume, it's my nose's fault..." Han Lu's phone rang, and the very old song seemed abrupt in this warmth.

Han Lu: "Jiang Jiaming, what's the matter?"

"Director, something happened, something big happened." Jiang Jiaming wailed on the other end of the phone: "There are so many people, I can't stop them."

(End of this chapter)