wife's choice

Chapter 1481 The most important thing in life!
I walked through the two doors of the ward that I smashed when I lost my mind, and I didn't leave when I came to the door. I lit a cigarette, protected the fire, and handed it to the old doctor.

After he lit it, I carefully put away the lighter, which was given to me by Xu Wanqiu.

I don't want to stay away from Xu Wanqiu, and I don't want someone to quietly take her away after I leave, otherwise I will go crazy.

I sucked hard, but didn't exhale the smoke. I carefully looked back at Xu Wanqiu, seeing that she was fine, so I turned my head and exhaled the smoke.

The old doctor may have smoked for the first time, and he coughed violently, I just glanced indifferently.

"I haven't smoked for decades, and I'm not used to it." The old doctor explained with a sad smile.

"Since I quit, why do I still smoke?" I was a little puzzled.

"Since she left, I quit. I just saw you like this today, and I felt a little touched." The old doctor smiled, his eyes were a little deep, a little painful, and he looked forward with a little relief.

He told me that his wife also passed away during childbirth, and even failed to keep the child.

As a doctor who treats diseases and saves lives, this is a hurdle that he will never be able to overcome in his life. Over the years, his men have saved not one thousand but eight hundred patients.

Only failed to save his wife and children.

This is also the knot of his life!
And what he can do for his deceased wife and children is to give up smoking that his wife has been nagging about. Since then, he has never married again.

If he hadn't seen me being so persistent for Xu Wanqiu today, he probably wouldn't touch cigarettes again until he died. It was my various actions that made him feel deeply for a while, and broke the ten-year-old precept.

When he said this, his hand kept stroking the golden ring on his ring finger, and I didn't feel much.Every time I took a sip, I looked back at Xu Wanqiu, afraid that she would not see me the first time she woke up and would be scared, and even more worried that those suspicious people inside would harass Xu Wanqiu.

There was still half of the cigarette left. The old doctor coughed and extinguished the cigarette. I didn't have the heart to smoke any more. I got up and was about to enter the ward.

He patted me on the shoulder and said earnestly: "Young man, I can understand your feelings very well, and I also know that this kind of pain is really hard to accept."

"But...you are much luckier than me."

"At least, she still left you the most important thing in her life!"

I frowned and looked back at the old doctor. I didn't understand what he meant. He smiled and said with tears in his eyes, "You two children."

In a word, it hit my heart like a heavy hammer.

If it wasn't for the child, Xu Wanqiu would not have died, and I have enough time to save her, instead of being alone and helpless like now.

I get angry when I mention children!
The old doctor patted me on the shoulder and said: "I believe that her greatest wish is to hope that you can live a good life and take good care of your children. Instead of being so decadent as you are now, if you are seen by her like this, she will go away like this." I'm not at ease either!"

These words were like a basin of cold water, pouring me from head to toe, extinguishing my anger in an instant.

I looked back at Xu Wanqiu in the ward in astonishment, her face seemed to be even paler.

Walking step by step to the front of the ward, my steps have never been so heavy. Looking at Xu Wanqiu who is lying on the bed with her beautiful eyes tightly closed, my hands tremble, and I caress her face, feeling cold.
(End of this chapter)