wife's choice

Chapter 1843 Painful decision!
The freezer was closed, and the freezing air made me very uncomfortable.

With a ding, one was lit.

I dare not go to see Xu Wanqiu, and I don't know how to face her, or rather, I don't know how to face Su Qing and others.

I never thought that Bing Po can only be used by one person, let alone that when I was unconscious, they would decide to use Bing Po for Xu Wanqiu.Their decision saved me a lot of entanglement and pain.

If I was sober at the time, I would definitely be in a tangle, who is it to save?

Of course the hope in my heart is to save Xu Wanqiu, there is no doubt about it.

But what about Zhou Yi and Xu Feng?
Before Zhou Yi died, she helped me. Otherwise, I would have to talk about the situation at that time. I might not be able to support the appearance of the madman and the black angel, and I would die at the hands of the clown.

Xu Feng desperately rescued Su Qing, who was in dire straits, and he should be rescued due to emotion and reason.

But I have done so much, desperately, for what?Isn't it just a little bit of selfishness in the heart, for Xu Wanqiu's resurrection?

Although, in the end, I will still give the Bing Po to Xu Wanqiu, but I definitely cannot forgive myself in my heart. The matter of who I choose to give it to will always cause me pain.Now, someone has taken the pain for me.

Those who are chosen are never in pain.

Those who suffer are those who make choices, and no matter what choice they make, they must suffer from inner torment.

Obviously, the person who made this decision was Su Qing!
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I sat blankly, didn't smoke, and just let it burn after lighting it up.

I feel more guilty towards Su Qing in my heart. From the day I met her, I have been indebted to her, and I still owe her to this day.

There was a slight pain in the gauze-wrapped fingertips, and the fingers instinctively let go of the cigarette butt, and lit another one.

Looking back at Xu Wanqiu who was quietly lying in the ice coffin, I bent down to look at her, my fingertips gently sliding on her pretty face.This is the first time since the two of us have known each other for so long, and even gave birth to my child, I watched her pretty face so carefully and so closely.

The scars left on my face because of me are still so obvious.

I don't know if it's because of Bing Po, or because of something else, Xu Wanqiu doesn't seem to be dead now, it's more like falling asleep, lifelike.

You can even feel the elasticity of her skin.

I feel like I have a lot to say to her, but I don't know how to say it, let alone where to start.

By the time I got out of the freezer, it was already dark.

I still didn't say anything, I just stayed quietly with her for a day, and I felt very comfortable and safe when she was there.

Before I knew it, I fell asleep in the freezer. I had never slept so peacefully and comfortably, as if all the fatigue on my body was swept away.There is no dream, and it will be dark when you wake up. The feeling of peace of mind is so real.
Outside, Su Qing paced back and forth anxiously, impulsively going in to find me several times.

Seeing me coming out, she nervously asked me how I was doing, she was afraid that I would be overwhelmed when I was inside.

Meng Jiahui was sitting on the side, with a coffee table with all kinds of food on it. She was feasting on it to increase nutrition for her child, and she wasn't worried about my situation at all.

I was also a little curious, she was so assured that nothing would happen to me.
(End of this chapter)