life is sweet

Chapter 300 [300] Yellowed letter

Cai Junmei looked at the two of them and expressed sympathy for He Meizhen's life experience, so she also echoed: "Yes, she is really a poor person. If her father is not like that, how could she be a nanny for others."

"Brother, you know, she left suddenly behind, I always thought she was preparing for the college entrance examination," Cai Junmei said her thoughts, "I didn't expect that she went home to get married and have children."

Cai Junmei shook her head after finishing speaking, "It's such a pity that she has such a good foundation?"

"How do you know that he didn't take the college entrance examination?"

"I went to the college entrance examination, can I have a child so early?"

"Maybe you didn't pass the exam?"

"Impossible. I still believe that others can't pass it. She, it's impossible. She can only say that she can't see the ideal school, and it's impossible not to pass the exam."

"Then I didn't get into the ideal university, so I didn't go there."

"How can she choose her conditions at that time, if she can go, she will definitely go."

"That's hard to say. According to what you said, her family's situation is so bad that she must be admitted to a school that doesn't cost much. If she passed the test, how can she get into a school that costs a lot?"

Cai Junmei and Tan Dawei analyzed He Meizhen's future life direction with each other.

"Dawei is right. It's not impossible. Maybe it's because he didn't pass the exam, or if he passed the exam, he didn't have the money to go, so the only option is to get married."

"That's right."

"But I don't think it's possible. When she was so determined, she must be ready to apply for a school that is tuition-free for teachers."

"Hey, it's nothing to worry about."

Seeing that Cai Junmei was struggling, Cai Junqing said.

"Brother, you didn't see her. If you saw her, you wouldn't say that. Now she is a rural woman, not at all what she used to be. I almost didn't recognize her at the time, so it's special. Feel sorry for her."

"What's the pity? According to what you said, didn't she raise a son of a medical student?"

Tan Dawei said.

"Yeah, it's pretty good. A rural woman raised such a son, which has something to do with her herself. Few ordinary people have this ability."

"That's true." Cai Junmei said, "By the way, brother, she is taking care of Xiaosu's child in Shanghai now, and I want to make an appointment when we will come out for dinner, old friends catch up? You can see ?"

Cai Junqing hesitated for a while, and said: "There is no need to reminisce about the old days. We haven't seen each other for so many years. Everyone's living environment is different, and there is nothing to talk about. Meeting will only be embarrassing."

"That's true. If you don't think it's necessary, forget it."

After speaking, the three continued to eat.

Usually, Cai Junmei and his wife would go home after they came to Cai Junqing's house for a rest after dinner. After they got home, Cai Junqing suddenly thought of He Meizhen when he was about to lie down for an afternoon rest.

In fact, when Cai Junmei proposed to have dinner with He Meizhen just now, he hesitated.

He actually wanted to meet He Meizhen in his heart, but he felt that after so many years, many things had changed, and meeting again made many good things shattered, so he just wanted to bury the good memories of the past in his heart.

But thinking that He Meizhen is in Shanghai now, reminded him unconsciously of the love affair with He Meizhen.

Thinking of this, he suddenly sat up, opened the drawer, and found a letter from a book, a letter whose cover was yellowed, but there was no trace of crease.

On the envelope it was written in block letters: Received by Cai Junqing

Cai Junqing just stared blankly at the cover, but didn't open the letter inside to check. Just like that, he stared at the envelope in a daze, and scenes of the past reappeared in front of his eyes.

At that time, the relationship between Cai Junqing and his wife was very bad, and they kept getting divorced. The appearance of He Meizhen really made Cai Junqing feel the true meaning of gentleness and virtuousness. That mother who ignores her children every day and only sees power in her eyes is really more suitable to be a mother of two children than the girl in front of her, because she is really not as good as a nanny, and even the children don't want to be hugged by their mothers. With He Meizhen.

That night after Cai Junqing quarreled with his wife, it was true that he drank too much, but drinking too much didn't actually make him promiscuous, maybe it was really a friendship, and he could feel He Meizhen's love for him, but that night he He regretted it, because he actually knew that He Meizhen was married to someone else in his hometown, and he himself was married, so what are they like?
He felt that he didn't respect He Meizhen, and later he also planned to divorce immediately. He wanted to wait for the divorce and tell He Meizhen to let her get a divorce too, as an explanation to her.

But before Cai Junqing could say anything, one day she hired a nanny herself, left a long letter and left.

This long letter is the one that Cai Junqing kept in a drawer and protected it very well.

He didn't open it to read because he had already memorized the words there, and he regretted that he didn't deal with this matter in time, which caused He Meizhen to leave without saying goodbye.

Later, for a long time, he missed He Meizhen very much. After his divorce, he also wanted to go to find her, but how could he find He Meizhen in such a situation?Regardless of children, regardless of work to find?Can you find it?Even if he found it, what should he do?At that time, he knew He Meizhen's situation very well. If He Meizhen lived a good life in the country as said in the letter, and had that child, would it be worthwhile to just go find her?
After all the weighing, he still didn't go to He Meizhen. His younger sister Cai Junmei has been persuading him to divorce and find a wife for so many years, but Cai Junqing has never looked for a wife. One is that he feels that he will never find a stepmother who treats children like He Meizhen, He is afraid that the child will be wronged, and secondly, he also feels that he will never find someone who is as compatible with him as He Meizhen, and he is afraid that he will compare himself and live in other people's memories, which is also unfair to that person.

It's better to take good care of the children than to do it like this.

Of course, my sister Cai Junmei didn't know all this.

And now that Cai Junqing heard Cai Junmei talk about He Meizhen's child, he is also glad that he made the decision at the beginning. If he went to look for it, he would probably only see the happy and harmonious scene of her family of three.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help smiling, and then slowly and carefully put the envelope back into the original book.

The book that collects He Meizhen's letters is exactly the tin opera version of "Three Invitations to Fan Lihua".

The moment he closed the book, he remembered that Cai Junmei had shown him the article of the doctor who she said might be He Meizhen's son, and vaguely remembered that his name was Su Qingchun.

"Qingchun." Cai Junqing read his name, "Celebrate the New Year!"

After he finished speaking, he felt something was wrong, and muttered in a low voice, "It's 80 years old, celebrate the Chinese New Year."

So he hurriedly looked in the drawer for the materials that Cai Junmei had given him before. After searching for a long time, he couldn't find any relevant materials.

(End of this chapter)