Ordinary people's rice bowl

Chapter 59
Although the summer night is short, it has become long for Mr. Lu. He looked at the moon hook hanging on the treetop in the west, slowly falling, and was gradually blocked by the leaves. As the sky darkened, he looked up at the stars in the sky , those stars twinkled faintly, he felt helpless at this moment, he could not mention this matter to other teachers, he would not mention it to others, how much he wished nothing had happened, but there were enough The evidence proves that Mu Zhen did something unexpected, and this matter cannot be just let go. If it is left alone, it is difficult to say clearly what will happen in the future.At this time, Lu Shuang showed great patience to think about this matter. He usually looks like such a cold person, but now his heart is quite complicated. He doesn't want to hurt Mu Zhen's heart, but if he doesn't hurt now, Will he repeat the mistakes of his classmates back then? He is afraid, and he is extremely panicked. He doesn't want to see those helpless and fearful eyes again.

Suddenly, the starlight in his line of sight disappeared, and he looked in other directions. The entire sky was completely devoid of starlight. The darkness, the darkness of the sky suddenly struck, and a thought that he could not see his fingers suddenly popped up in his mind. He tried to stretch out He stretched out his palm and turned it toward his face. He stared at it with wide eyes. Indeed, he couldn’t see anything. His palm was stretched closer to his face. He still couldn’t see his fingers, he knew it was a dark cloud, he could imagine that the dark clouds covered the starry sky, and the heavy rain was about to come. For the first time in more than [-] years, he experienced the first rain in the middle of the night Standing in the darkness, he was full of emotions. He was originally a cheerful and lively young man. In his youth, he also had a lot of yearning and pursuit for the future. When he saw the helpless eyes of his classmates that time , he changed, he changed completely, he became silent, he lost a close friend, he lost a bosom friend, because of that, he didn't talk to others for a few days, he felt that life's changes were like slippery The mountain car, just at the top, slipped into the trough in a blink of an eye, losing everything he had. Back then, he never thought that his classmates would suffer such bad luck. A good classmate had such a big change because of a relationship between men and women. He knew a thing or two about the relationship, but he didn't try to dissuade him at that time. He felt that he was very selfish at that time. He felt that he had not fulfilled the duty that a good friend should do, and missed the opportunity to persuade him to turn back.What he is facing now is his own students, how can he stand by and watch this time, how can he not make him rein in the precipice?He missed an opportunity when he was young, which led to a lifetime of self-blame, and if he missed it again now, wouldn't it be a lifetime of anxiety?
Lu Shuang's heart was extremely complicated. He cared about Mu Zhen, but he couldn't forgive Mu Zhen's mistakes this time. Suddenly, a cool breeze swept across his cheeks, and then the flow of air accelerated instantly, and the rolled up dust particles, sand and stones hit His face hurt like a needle prick, he couldn't help squinting his eyes, and was about to retreat into the house, when a flash of lightning flashed across the sky, and an irregular crack made him startled , the ensuing rumbling thunder was deafening, he noticed that some of the teacher's dormitories in a row were lit up, the thunder had awakened people from their dreams, he froze, and stood still , he wants to feel the first rain in his life, he can't miss this opportunity, he has tasted the first rain in summer countless times during the day, it is a kind of hearty pleasure, the high temperature of hot summer suddenly hits There was a heavy rain, and there was no way to avoid it. The big raindrops fell on the face, as if drinking a cup of heart-warming herbal tea.He opened his arms, stretched out his hands, palms up, and looked up to the sky. He knew that after the wind blows and the lightning flashes, the last thing that will appear is a heavy rain. He wants to enjoy the first rain in this summer rainy night. It's a perfect opportunity, he muttered silently, let the storm come more violently!To wash away the selfishness of the past, he must have the courage to cut through the mess quickly, and stop Mu Zhen from developing to the point of no return.

The raindrops fell, hit the palm of his hand, splashed, and scattered. He could imagine the way the raindrops splashed. He could feel the weight of the raindrops. He retracted his hand, leaned against his mouth, and licked it with the tip of his tongue. The raindrops in the palm of his hand were slightly salty and astringent. The taste was very peculiar. He closed his eyes tightly and felt himself floating up. , as silky smooth, he forgot everything, forgot existence, and merged into the water and sky, he couldn't extricate himself, a fairy girl appeared in front of him, chanting words, he couldn't understand what they were saying, but he could feel them piety.

Standing in the rain, Lu Shuang has already forgotten his own existence. He merged with the water and the sky, he became a part of the water and the sky. The rain at the beginning of the summer night was so intense that it cleansed people's hearts. He did not miss this time. The opportunity should not be missed by him.

The rain in summer comes quickly and quickly, with obvious seasonal characteristics. After the strong wind gathered the rain, Lu Shuang covered his face with his hands, wiped it vigorously, and looked up at the sky, as if the sky had lifted his head , and those twinkling stars appeared again, he retreated into the house, turned on the light, took off his wet clothes, he felt more awake, after this rainstorm was sunny, it was the true face of the sky, any rainstorm was only temporary , so he wants to bring a heavy rain to Mu Zhen, to wash him up, to make him sober, to let him understand that this world is colorful, and love should exist, but it is not now, but a certain day in the future, when success and fame will be achieved in the future. When it is time, or when it is time to start a family and start a business, at the moment, you should not stick to love and talk, let alone let people make irresponsible remarks here, which will affect your success.

Back in the room, Lu Shuang looked at the watch on the table. The hour hand had already pointed to two o'clock, and it was another sleepless night. He remembered the night when his classmate was taken away by the defendant when he was young. He also couldn't sleep. Under the covers, he didn't dare to breathe, everyone knew that the two of them were very good friends, now that they lost their best classmate, who would dare to make friends with him?In the depression, he couldn't find the answer. He even thought of committing suicide, but he didn't have the courage. So in the silence, he really didn't want to talk anymore. People and things have lived indifferently for so many years, but it is not the case, so what about his concern? Isn't it the same in the end?It's different now, he dares to take care of it, because Mu Zhen is his student, he should take care of it, and he should also ask, as for what method to use, he should plan it.

Thinking of this, Lu Shuang calmed down, perhaps because her brain and heart had cooled down after the storm just washed away, her mood became much calmer, and she no longer had the initial impulse to think of planning this word.He took out his diary. For decades, he has maintained the habit of keeping a diary. After thinking for a moment, he wrote down a few words—before the soldiers.Then he breathed a long sigh of relief, and immediately felt a little drowsy. He seized this opportunity, lay down on the bed, pulled down the light cord, and fell into a deep sleep.

(End of this chapter)