Ordinary people's rice bowl

Chapter 62
Mu Zhen lost herself in Lu Shuang's angry voice, and felt helpless for Lu Shuang's misunderstanding. The blankness of her mind and the strangeness in front of her eyes forced him to make a wrong decision.

Mu Zhen's depression was extremely low. He felt that this misunderstanding was more painful than stabbing himself. He had to leave the classroom, ran out of the school gate like crazy, and ran aimlessly in the fields. He wanted to shout loudly, but couldn't. Come out, he didn't shed a single tear in the classroom, but at this moment, the tears were pouring out of his eyes like a spring, and his intuition told him that he had played a very disgraceful role in this matter, and he hadn't developed enough to talk about love. The level of love is just that the girl has admiration for her heart, what else can there be, so many things have happened, from the fight with Wang Qiang to the punching with Zhang Ran yesterday, it was all his fault ?There is nothing wrong with him, the only thing wrong is the contact and acquaintance with Wu Xiaojuan.Lu Shuang roared as if he had a grudge against him, is it fair to him?
Mu Zhen has no problems in her studies that she can't solve, but in this matter, Mu Zhen really can't solve this multivariate equation. This matter is not clear to Lu Shuang, and there is no need to make it clear to Liu Xuchang , let alone talk to his parents, who in this world can understand him? Who else can he confide in the distress in his heart, the phone call that Lu Shuang said, even if he jumped to the Yellow River, he can't wash it away, what will happen to the students in the future Look at him, he really doesn't understand, is it necessary for him to stay here?He wiped away his tears and looked up at the sky. He felt that only by leaving himself could he overcome all the difficulties in front of him.

In Mu Zhen's sight, a bird soaring in the sky flashed across the sky. It was an eagle, gliding quietly in the sky. Mu Zhen envied the freedom of this eagle. If she became an eagle, she would be free. How good it is to be free from this endless entanglement, to spread your wings freely, and to gain unlimited free space.

Mu Zhen slowly regained some calm, he decided to leave this environment and go outside to have a look.Along the main road, he ran westward all the way, away from the uneasiness brought about by the school, away from the world that humiliated him, he always wanted to jump out of the school to see the world.Mu Zhen, who was running, had already forgotten about her hunger, relatives and friends. All she saw in front of her was one word—go, this road must go on, the farther the better.

When it got dark, Mu Zhen still didn't stop, with no clear direction and no purpose. The darkness did not bring fear. When he was 12 years old and went to school in Gucheng No. [-] Middle School, he was no longer afraid of the dark. When he was in school, he had already adapted to loneliness, and the darkness had nothing to fear for him, but at this moment, facing the darkness in front of him, he began to panic.He began to think of how anxious his parents would be because of his departure, he began to think of how nervous his school teachers and students would be because of his departure, and he began to think about the consequences of his departure, but since he left until now, he has Don't know where you've been?Where are you?
Mu Zhen fixed her body and looked around. Both sides of the road were covered with bushes higher than human heads. The road ahead was very dark, as if hiding him. At this moment, the uneasiness and unspeakable fatigue swept over him. He hasn't eaten or drank a sip of water for at least seven hours. He feels thirsty, and the sound of frogs and insects beside his ears can't hide his bowel sound.And in this gloomy jungle, how can he find the food and water he needs?Followed by the instinct to survive, Mu Zhen first thought of villages and people.Find a place to fill your stomach as soon as possible.

It wasn't until this moment that Mu Zhen began to carefully remember the way she had come. He got off the main road, which was almost full of trails and even thorns. He didn't see any villages, let alone any houses. At this moment, he began to regret , thinking that it is not worthwhile to leave like this, it is irresponsible for one's own future to leave like this, thinking about it, the pace began to slow down.

While walking, Mu Zhen thought to herself: "A person who chooses to run away when something happens is definitely a person who is irresponsible to himself! Besides, the mistake this time is not his own, but caused by Teacher Lu's misunderstanding? No, you can't go again. If you go down, you must go back, you must go back and explain clearly, or slowly overcome difficulties, things will pass one day, why bother to create new troubles for yourself?"

Mu Zhen figured it out, and began to look for the way back. She came here carelessly, and couldn't remember which direction she chose when she came to a fork. Go in the direction you think is right.Although the goal in his heart is clear, the physical fatigue and physical hunger are hard to satisfy. He reminds himself from time to time: "In any case, I have to go back to school, and then continue with the rest of the work."

I don't know how long I walked, and I don't know when it is late at night. When Mu Zhen saw a crescent moon hanging in the sky, Mu Zhen deduced that it was already late at night, and the hunger was not so strong, but her legs felt like lead. Heaviness, and physical fatigue followed by mental exhaustion, he kept yawning, and then warned himself again and again, persist, persist, persist, and must find the way back.

The moon has set, the sky is only accompanied by stars, the frogs in the field have long disappeared, only the unknown insects in the grass are still humming, Mu Zhen is attracted by this tranquility, and suddenly feels that this world is to live in groups Among them, when an individual leaves the group, he can only be described as inseparable and alone. The fear of an individual leaving the group is the most terrifying. Going forward without direction is the scariest thing for a person. Returning to this group is the most terrifying thing. It is also much better to be misunderstood than to be isolated from the group.

Mu Zhen, who was walking on the trail, suddenly felt his feet go soft, as if he had stepped on something, and immediately lifted his feet in fright, but it was still a bit late, the soft thing curled up much faster than his sensitivity to lift his feet, and the thing got entangled On his feet, Mu Zhen immediately understood that this must be a water snake looking for food. If in the past, Mu Zhen would never have dared to touch this long insect, but now she didn't care so much, and raised her foot and stomped on it fiercely. On the ground, maybe this foot was stepping on the seven inches of the long worm, and the long worm's curled body was loosened. While Mu Zhen was grateful, she took big strides swiftly and ran fast, and the weeds on the road got caught from time to time. He didn't care so much about his own feet. He stumbled and stumbled many times on the path of hundreds of meters, and even almost tripped over the weeds a few times.

Mu Zhen, who was on the main road, began to think that when he set off all the way to the west, the direction to go back must be all the way to the east. He judged the direction according to the North Head Star, and made sure that the road under his feet was in the east-west direction. There are no vehicles on the road, and there are birch forests on both sides of the road where the breeze blows and the leaves are rustling. In this deep night, he can only stand in the middle of the road and see some starlight. With this starlight, he runs quickly. , no longer have to worry about the fetters of grass and long snakes.

For the first time, Mu Zhen felt the harbinger of darkness before dawn. The stars receded a lot, the surroundings were quiet, and the insects in the fields seemed to have fallen asleep. When he got up, due to the excessive wattage of the stage lights, the lights turned from dark to bright, and finally everything became clear. This is the good fortune of nature. It was much brighter, and he finally saw the village in the distance clearly, and vaguely Hear the cries of Chen Ming's big cock.

It was the first time Mu Zhen felt exhausted. He had to go into the village to inquire about the way home. While he was thinking about it, there was a figure walking towards him in the distance. He was overjoyed and went up to meet him.As he approached, it was an old farmer picking up dung, with a dung basket on his back and a pick in his hand, looking east and west, lest he miss any pile of dung on the roadside.

Mu Zhen hurriedly stepped forward and answered, "Master, may I ask the way?"

The old farmer was obviously a little surprised by his cry: "You, you are a child, where do you want to go so early?"

"I want to go to Binhu Middle School in Zhangji, how should I go?" Mu Zhen said quickly.

"Zhangji, there are still more than nine miles away from here. There is an intersection ahead and turn south. If you keep walking, you will see Zhangji Village." The old farmer raised his head and pointed to the east.

"Okay, where is there a seller of steamed buns?" Mu Zhen immediately asked one more question.

"Turn around the intersection ahead, and you will see that today is the market, and there is everything to eat." The old farmer put down his head and said.

Mu Zhen thanked her and ran forward without looking back. He was so hungry that he didn't close his eyes all night and didn't eat for almost the whole day. Those two steamed buns at noon yesterday had already disappeared.

As the old farmer said, there were a few passers-by in the market, and the rest were all business people, who had already set up stalls and were waiting for the people who went to the market to choose.Before Mu Zhen saw the steamed stuffed bun pot, she could already smell the tangy aroma of fried steamed stuffed buns, and the saliva in her mouth filled her mouth like a flood.He didn't see the steamed bun room, but found the steamed stuffed bun pot by following the scent of fried buns. The scent had already entered his heart, lungs, and stomach.

When ten fried buns were served in front of him, he ate them all at once without knowing their taste, and ordered another bowl of plain porridge. The sweetness in the mouth made him wonder why he hadn't tasted such good porridge before?
Mu Zhen knew that if the buns were enough for him to eat, even thirty would be no problem, but the money in his pocket would not allow him to eat so much, no matter how much, he might not be able to leave due to debts.Although she didn't have enough water and food, but with this supplement, Mu Zhen felt that she had gained a lot of strength, and she had added strength to run on the road ahead to school.

After paying, Mu Zhen wiped her mouth, and ran towards Zhang Ji. He wanted to get to the school before class started, so as not to make more people worry about it.

(End of this chapter)