Ordinary people's rice bowl

Chapter 755
After the villa incident, Mu Zhen seemed to be a different person. Except for work every day, she always felt that a pair of eyes were staring at her, making her whole body uncomfortable.

Mu Zhen is afraid of the coming of the night, because for Mu Zhen, the night hides a different kind of worry and suffering.

Even though Xiali provided Mu Zhen with top-quality food every night; even though after the food, living in a magnificent villa showed some glory; even though Mu Zhen was accompanied by a beautiful woman, Mu Zhen had a kind of Guilt, there is a kind of uneasiness, I always feel sorry for Xiaojuan who is far away in the county town, thinking day and night and looking forward to her return home.

Mu Zhen usually goes back to the county every half a month, but now it has been four months since the last time she went back to the county. During the four months, she received countless calls from Xiaojuan during the day, and at night, Mu Zhen turned her phone Turn it off, even though Mu Zhen knows in her heart that turning off the phone will miss her own business, but he really doesn't want to talk to Xiaojuan in front of Xia Li!Because of the shutdown at night, Xiaojuan questioned Mu Zhen sadly, and Mu Zhen prevaricated Xiaojuan on the grounds that she was too busy with work and was writing a novel at night.But every time I finished speaking, I always felt that I was hypocritical.

This kind of life annoyed Mu Zhen very much, but she couldn't get rid of Xia Li's control over her.

The hard work paid off, and Mu Zhen finally waited for an opportunity.

"Today, I'm going to the south to meet a foreign businessman. I want you to accompany me?" Mu Zhen felt timid when she received Xia Li's call.

"I can't do without the things here, I really can't get away!" Mu Zhen responded casually.

Xia Li was silent for a moment: "It's okay if you don't go, but we have to talk on the phone every day!"

"There's no problem with that, no matter how busy I am, I won't miss your call!"

"Well, you still come to live at home every day, I don't feel at ease if you live outside!" Xia Li confessed like a child.

Mu Zhen felt a little dissatisfied in her heart, but she didn't want to show it in the slightest. She agreed, "Of course there is no problem. If I don't go home, where else can I go?"

On the night when Xia Li flew away, Mu Zhen didn't go back to the villa as she promised, but lived in her own dormitory again by herself. It seemed that only in this way could she feel more at ease.

The nights with Xia Li for several months, although Mu Zhen enjoyed a different physical satisfaction, living alone at this time, Mu Zhen's mood is not at all peaceful.

Mu Zhen turned off the light in the room, sat alone in front of the window, leaned back on the back of the chair, and looked up at the moon in the sky. , making Mu Zhen feel a little uncomfortable.

The moon is still the moon, but is life still the same?Mu Zhen asked herself.

Those years when I just graduated, I can't bear to look back. At that time, even a young girl who was working in Jishi didn't want to take a second look at me.

Before Mu Zhen's eyes, there was a vague figure of a short and fat woman. It was just a girl who came from the countryside to join her aunt and went to the city. With a little power in her hands, her aunt arranged her to be a temporary teacher in the kindergarten. .

The single dormitory where Mu Zhen lives is just one door away from her. Every day when commuting to and from work, Mu Zhen always passes by the door of this not-so-beautiful girl. When they meet each other, they inevitably say hello politely. As time goes by, Mu Zhen is out of tune with this girl. Because of the existence of the girl, I felt closer to this city.But finally one day, the girl said to Mu Zhen, "I listen to my aunt, and I won't be nice to you."

Mu Zhen didn't expect that just because she was being polite, she greeted her every day, but the girls would misunderstand and reject her. While Mu Zhen felt amused, she also felt her insignificance.

At that time, I was worthless, and even a girl who came out of the countryside didn't recognize me. In that strange city, where could I find someone who recognized me?

During those few years in the township, Mu Zhen knew the pain in her heart. Although she never told anyone about the pain, she couldn't hide it!

How many sleepless nights, Mu Zhen is just like today, looking at the moon in the sky in a daze, the moon can't speak, but Mu Zhen silently makes a wish to the sky in her heart.None of those wishes came true, and those unrealistic wishes were ruthlessly buried by the years!
In the days when she first arrived in the county, on the same moonlit night, Mu Zhen began to think about life and plan her life. At that time, her thoughts were so mentally retarded. At that time, she was just a frog in a well, without any sense of direction or lofty ideas. It's just that I want to be a small director of the food department in the future, and I will spend my whole life.Until one day, one day regain Xiaojuan's love.

Xiaojuan was a night star who appeared when Mu Zhen was at the bottom of her life. Mu Zhen always believed that it was Xiaojuan who gave her unlimited hope, it was Xiaojuan who added color to her life, and it was Xiaojuan who rekindled her life. The raging fire, as the revolutionaries said, if you don't die in the fire, you will live forever in the fire.

Now he is no longer the Mu Zhen who is underestimated by others. Everywhere he goes, everyone respectfully calls him Mu reporter or Mu station master. Mu Zhen feels a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction.

But are you really happy now?Mu Zhen asked herself, with a beautiful woman by her side, and wealth right in front of her, within reach, as long as she made a decision, she would immediately have a car, a ticket, and a seat. It really appeared right now, right in front of me, how could I still be in the same state of mind that I was rejected by that rural girl back then, even more complicated and worse than that?
The moon is still the same moon, and Mu Zhen is still the same Mu Zhen. What has changed is the environment and the platform.Doesn't this correspond to the theory of water?
The environment has changed, and the status of people has improved with the changes in the environment. Mu Zhen is no longer a frog at the bottom of a well, nor is she so short-sighted that she only wants to be the director of a small food company.

The world is as big as your heart is. This is what Mu Zhen once heard from a boss. Now that her heart has grown bigger, she can pretend to be a city, a mountain, a river. However, Mu Zhen What Jane got was still a lot of chicken feathers, and still ruthless troubles.

At this moment, two women appeared in front of Mu Zhen, one was Xiao Juan with a baby in her arms, and the other was Xia Li, who was fascinated by her. The two women alternately appeared in front of her eyes. You must make your own choice between them, otherwise you will feel sorry for yourself, let alone one of the women.

During these days, it was Mu Zhen's contradictory mood that made her feel the long-lost loneliness.The worries in Mu Zhen's heart can only be swallowed into her stomach, so who can she tell?

Thinking of this, Mu Zhen shuddered, why did she come to the provincial capital?For money, Xiali has met her own needs; for the pursuit of a bigger life stage, the platform of the workstation is much larger than Jishi; for social status, Mu Zhen feels that she has never thought about it, but today's status is compared to that For rural enterprises, it is unimaginably high.

Even so, Mu Zhen still failed to find the value of her life?Mu Zhen is really confused...

In addition to work, Mu Zhen has to think about how to deal with Xia Li's various requests every day. What kind of life is this?

(End of this chapter)