Happy life of fishing youth

Chapter 108

After coming out of the Pioneer service area, they never stopped along the way.When they arrived in Shanghai, Chen Changyu directed Lin Jiaojiao to get off the expressway at the expressway in Jiading District, and directed Lin Jiaojiao all the way to the destination.Lin Jiaojiao was shuttling on the road according to Chen Changyu's instructions. She was a little surprised by Chen Changyu's sense of direction, but it wasn't that Chen Changyu had such a strong sense of direction.It's just that he comes here every year, and he has long been familiar with this driving route.More than half an hour later, they arrived at their destination, Qingzhuyuan Cemetery.

This is where Xiao Yian sleeps peacefully.

When Chen Changyu got out of the car and walked into the parking lot, he became excited and sad.That familiar dull pain resurfaced from the bottom of his heart again, pressing him involuntarily to flee back to the car, but pulling him forward to visit the person he most wanted to see.Numerous contradictions and bursts of dull pain pushed him forward, toward the cemetery.

After getting off the car, Lin Jiaojiao stood beside the car and waited for Chen Changyu, silently watching Chen Changyu without speaking.Look at the struggling look on his face, look at the way he steps forward and back, look at his lonely and excited expression.Lin Jiaojiao's heart was extremely complicated, but she didn't do anything, she just watched like this, looking at the person she was thinking silently in her heart.

There are always some things that you can only rely on yourself and cannot rely on others.

Chen Changyu walked in front, and Lin Jiaojiao followed behind, leaving about a body behind.The noon sun shone in the cemetery, and everything was shining brightly.Between the mottled pines and cypresses, there are one side after another of tombstones, and each side of the tombstones is extraordinarily bright under the sunlight.Each of these tombstones represents a name, represents everyone who has been to this world, and represents everyone who has loved and loved others.People flickered in the cemetery, and other people came to commemorate their loved ones. From time to time, there would be low or loud crying in every corner.Here is another world, the world of commemorators.

Things are always so impermanent and orderly.

Chen Changyu walked familiarly deep into the cemetery, his heart was beating violently, and his hands trembled involuntarily.He silently recited the string of numbers, confirming the location as he walked.After passing through the second gate of the cemetery, he stopped at the management office. A staff member came out and silently handed him a bouquet of chrysanthemums. Chen Changyu nodded his thanks.Holding the chrysanthemums in his hand, he continued to walk forward. Lin Jiaojiao from behind also took a bunch of chrysanthemums, and silently followed behind him.There was no sound in the cemetery, only the chirping of birds came from an inexplicable corner.

Chen Changyu stopped in front of the No.17 row of tombstones, turned to the left and continued to walk forward. Every time he passed a tombstone, he bowed his head and apologized for disturbing every sleeper.Finally he stopped in front of the ninth tombstone.

There are two bunches of bright chrysanthemums in front of the tombstone, and the tombstone also has traces of cleaning, which looks bright and tidy.The person in the photo on the tombstone is smiling slightly, with slightly curly long hair, bright eyes, and small dimples clearly visible at the corners of the mouth.What a beautiful girl this is.

"Xiaoyi, I'm here."

Chen Changyu leaned over to hug the tombstone, and whispered softly into the air.

Lin Jiaojiao looked at Chen Changyu leaning over to embrace the tombstone, as if he was not holding a tombstone in his arms, but hugging his most beloved person.Slow and natural, full of warmth.She saw Chen Changyu's resolute face fade away, his lips were tightly pursed, his pale face reflected the black and bright tombstone, and the reflection of his face was reflected on the tombstone.In a daze, Lin Jiaojiao saw that Chen Changyu's lips in the reflection seemed to kiss the lips of the girl in the photo for an instant.

Lin Jiaojiao was shocked, she thought she was hallucinating.Rubbing her eyes quickly, Chen Changyu had already got up when she looked again, which made Lin Jiaojiao full of regrets, recalling the scene just now, she herself felt incredible.This world is really amazing and incredible.

Here Chen Changyu put the chrysanthemum in front of the tombstone, put it together with the other two bouquets of chrysanthemums, and bowed three times to the tombstone.After he got up, Chen Changyu called Lin Jiaojiao over and asked her to worship Xiao Yi.Lin Jiaojiao put down the flowers in her hand in front of the tombstone and bowed three times to the tombstone.When she got up, she seemed to see the girl in the photo smiling at her. Lin Jiaojiao was startled into a cold sweat all over her back, and couldn't calm down for a long time.But when she looked at the photo carefully, there seemed to be nothing weird about it.

After waiting for Lin Jiaojiao to pay homage, Chen Changyu took out two packages from his bag and put them in front of Xiao Yi's tomb.Chen Changyu opened the package. One was a thick bundle of letters, and the other was actually a jewelry box. The jewelry box was simple in workmanship, but its texture was very good.Chen Changyu opened the jewelry box, took out a hairpin from it and placed it in front of the tomb.The hairpin is exquisitely crafted, the whole body is silver, and at the top is a beautiful blue butterfly standing tremblingly on the hairpin.This is his selected gift for Xiao Yi.Lin Jiaojiao looked at Chen Changyu and decided not to disturb him. At this time, Chen Changyu should be given his own space.She turned around and walked back, along the aisle and back to the main road. Along the way, she followed Chen Changyu's example and nodded and apologized to every passing tombstone.

Caressing the cold tombstone and looking at the photos with yellowed edges, Chen Changyu felt extremely sad.Looking at Xiao Yi's smile in the photo, which was still so pure and bright, he felt even more uncomfortable.Recalling the dream in the morning, Chen Changyu couldn't help sobbing again.A low whimper wafted in the air, and suddenly thin drizzles of rain began to float slowly in the cemetery, and at some point the sky above had turned from sunny to rainy.

This is the first autumn rain this year.The rain fell from the sky and landed on Chen Changyu's body, slowly soaking his clothes.After a long time, Chen Changyu stopped sobbing, put the bundle of letters one by one in front of the tomb, opened one after another, and read softly to the people in the tomb.Each of these letters is actually his diary, recording every detail of his and Xiao Yi's previous togetherness.In the drizzle, only Chen Changyu's sometimes calm and sometimes low moaning voice could be heard.All the tombstones are like listeners, standing silently in the drizzle, silently listening to this emotional voice.

By the time Chen Changyu finished reading all the letters, he had already been soaked by the drizzle.All the letters have also been soaked by the rain, and some have been glued together.Chen Changyu gathered them up, tied them up again with string, and wrapped them up again.

Under the drizzle, the four bouquets of chrysanthemums were covered with raindrops, and the bright yellow petals became more fresh.The rain also wet the tombstone, cleaning the tombstone brighter, and the people in the photo seemed to become clearer.Chen Changyu stretched out his hand to caress the photo, his eyes looked at his favorite girl in the photo, and his heart throbbed slowly.It throbbed as if the person in the photo was speaking to him, speaking words only he could hear.Chen Changyu lowered his head and kissed the photo, the cold touch made him shudder.Chen Changyu looked intently at the girl in the photo, still smiling like that, as if encouraging, as if promising, as if laughing.Chen Changyu once again bent down to hug the tombstone, and once again lowered his head to kiss the smiling face in the photo, silent tears mixed with rainwater slid down his face.

Lin Jiaojiao stood in the distance and watched Chen Changyu, watched him read the letter, watched him cry, watched him bend down to hug and kiss the person in the tomb again.Her heart was greatly shaken, and an inexplicable feeling was rippling in her heart.She was extremely envious of the girl who had passed away, and got a man's perfect and complete heart.

At the same time, I also deeply feel sorry for Chen Changyu, and feel sorry for the people in the tomb. Unhappy things in life are indeed nine out of ten.Her heart was hot and hot, and she even shouted in her heart that she was willing to take care of the man in front of her.But she also knew that if Chen Changyu couldn't clear away the sadness and depression in his heart, it was impossible for him to accept anyone else.This is a knot that only Chen Changyu can untie.

In the drizzle, both of them were silently thinking about the things in their hearts.Chen Changyu finally stood up, put the hairpin back into the jewelry box, closed it, and placed it in front of the tomb.Holding the letter in his hand, he turned and walked outside, nodding and apologizing all the way.

"Sorry to bother you. Please take care of our Xiao Yi."

"Sorry to bother you. Please take care of our Xiao Yi."

"Sorry to bother you. Please take care of our Xiao Yi."

"Sorry for disturbing you....."

He walked all the way to Lin Jiaojiao's side, Lin Jiaojiao wiped the rainwater off his face with a smile, and looked at him steadily.Looking at the smiling girl in front of him, Chen Changyu couldn't help feeling distressed.Because of him, she had been in the rain for so long.Because of him, she came here to bear the sadness and grief that originally belonged to him alone.Thinking of this, he couldn't help but apologize to Lin Jiaojiao.

"I'm so sorry I let you get caught in the rain."

"It's okay, you don't have to worry about it. The rain comes as soon as you say it, and you can't blame it anyway."

"Oh, it must be because of me."

"Hehe, you are a person who takes everything on yourself."

Chen Changyu felt a little embarrassed after hearing her words, and turned his head to look at the tombstone in the distance.Lin Jiaojiao followed his gaze and looked there too.

"Let's go, let her rest in peace. I will come to see her again on this day next year."

Chen Changyu withdrew his gaze, turned his head and said to Lin Jiaojiao.

Lin Jiaojiao didn't seem to hear it, but still looked there steadfastly.After tens of seconds, she suddenly turned her head and said to Chen Changyu.

"You wait for me here for a while, I'll go and have a few words with Xiao Yi. Say something that we girls can understand."

Yan Bi walked there, leaving Chen Changyu staring blankly at her back.

(End of this chapter)