Happy life of fishing youth

Chapter 43 Hard to Say Goodbye 1
The barbecue shop was buzzing with people, and the delicious smell of meat was coming from the barbecue grill, and the dripping oil dripped on the charcoal, making a sizzling sound.

But all of this seemed to be isolated from Chen Changyu and his table, they were all silent, and everyone was looking at Gu Jing.

In fact, it is normal for girls to confess their love to boys.It's just that the way Gu Jing used really surprised and admired the people present. Even Xiao Mei, who has always been carefree, asked herself that she couldn't be as free and easy as Gu Jing.Xiaomei almost admires Gu Jing to death, she's so awesome!
"I can't answer your question!"

Chen Changyu reacted from his surprise, and said to Gu Jing with a wry smile.

"There's nothing to say! If you like it, you like it, and if you don't like it, you don't like it. Why are there so many twists and turns!"

Gu Jing stared at Chen Changyu's eyes without blinking, as if trying to dig out some information from his eyes.

"That's right, Gu Jing. We've only known each other for about a month. I don't want to talk about what I don't understand. I just want to talk about one thing. See if I'm right."

"Okay, say it!"

"Do you know what size shoes I wear?"

Chen Changyu took out a cigarette from Gu Lei's cigarette case and lit it, exhaled a puff of smoke, and asked Gu Jing quietly.

"I don't know, but I will definitely know in the future."

"Well, I believe this too. Although we haven't had much contact, we are all friends, right? So I am very grateful and honored for your sincerity!"

"Don't change the subject, you haven't answered the question I asked! Answer me."

"I like you, but it can't reach the level of a man and a woman. We are friends, or friends who have a very good relationship. At present, this is the relationship."

After hearing Chen Changyu finish speaking, Gu Jing didn't speak any more. The other three people didn't dare to vent their anger, and they all looked at the two people who were talking intently.

"Okay, I see."

Gu Jing picked up the third bottle of wine with a smile, raised her head and drank it down!I drank it all in one go.

"Don't feel sad or sad, it's unnecessary."

Chen Changyu took another puff of his cigarette and put it out on the table.Gu Lei and the others were all dumbfounded when they heard what he said, and Gu Jing was no exception.Everyone looked at Chen Changyu with puzzled eyes, and Chen Changyu picked up his own wine bottle with a smile and drank the wine in the bottle in one go.

"We are all adults, aren't we? We have long passed the age of ignorance. Everyone has their own understanding and perception of feelings. Today I am really grateful for Gu Jing's preference for me. It is my honor and happiness. But as far as the moment is concerned, for me, I may have to live up to your wishes. Let me tell you my story."

When Chen Changyu wanted to talk about his own affairs, several people listened attentively.Although everyone knows each other, even Xiao Mei's colleagues who have worked with him for many years are not aware of Chen Changyu's affairs, because this is his privacy.

"I'm 31 years old, and I've been single for six years. It doesn't mean I have a problem, or anything else. I'm a normal man. It's just that I haven't gotten over my past in terms of relationships, and I haven't Know exactly when I'll be able to come out."

After saying this, Chen Changyu looked up at the starry sky above his head, but his eyes did not focus on any star in the sky.

This is the scar he can never forget, the birthmark of his love, the indelible sadness.

"Next month I will go to Shanghai to see a person. Every year on September [-]th, I will go. She has been lying in a small box alone for six years. During these six years, In countless nights, I will wake up with a start and burst into tears. Unfortunately, no matter how much I cry and cry, I am alone in the end. And my lover can only lie alone in that box. This may be what I want to experience It’s part of my life, sometimes I don’t even have the courage to remember anything. Because this pain can only be borne by myself, and no one can help me.”

Chen Changyu lowered his head and wiped his face with his hands.By raising your head, you can prevent tears from falling, and you can prevent others from seeing his sadness.

Gu Lei and the others were silent, they never imagined that Chen Changyu had experienced such a sad thing.

"Gu Jing, thank you very much. You let me know that besides my parents and friends, there are people in this world who are willing to like me, and even love me. It's just that I am a person who has forgotten how to love others, and even forgot that love is What kind of feeling. So, you have to forgive me for betraying your heart."

After Chen Changyu finished speaking, he smoked another cigarette from Gu Lei's cigarette case. Gu Lei took the lighter and lit it for him, then patted him on the shoulder.

"Boss, is what you said true or false?"

Xiaomei suddenly said something.

"We've been working together for so long, when have I ever lied to someone!"

"Ugh!"

Xiaomei sighed heavily, and everyone fell silent following her sigh, with no desire to speak.

Everyone has everyone's story, either sad or sad, or unforgettable.This is a part of life and is the most precious wealth.

"I tell you my story, not to explain anything, but to hope that everyone can cherish the present. The most important thing is to learn to know yourself, learn how to love others and how to love yourself."

Chen Changyu turned around, faced Gu Jing, looked at Gu Jing's glowing red face, raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears on her face.

This is a good girl, but he is not worthy, he can't give her the love she wants.

"Well, we will still be friends in the future, so we won't cry."

"Where is it? I was moved by your affairs, not for myself."

Gu Jing turned her head away and stopped looking into Chen Changyu's eyes.

"Hehe, that's even better. Come on, let's drink! Everyone drinks! There is wine today and drunk today, let us cherish the present and encourage each other!"

Chen Changyu laughed and picked up the wine bottle, Gu Lei also opened a bottle of wine for Xiaomei and Xiaoqiu, and everyone lifted up the wine bottle excitedly.

"cheers!"

"cheers!"

Several people bumped the wine bottles in their hands together, and everyone laughed heartily.The embarrassment and sadness just now disappeared from them in an instant, like snow melting in spring.

Several people ate and chatted until nearly 12 o'clock at night.Because everyone drank alcohol and didn't drive.Xiaomei and Xiaoqiu took a taxi home together, and Gu Lei and Gu Jing drove back in Gu Jing's battery car. Chen Changyu was the easiest way to go home, just walk home.Watching them go home one by one, Chen Changyu got up and walked towards his residence after paying the bill.

Perhaps because of drinking, he felt that his steps were particularly light today.He wasn't drunk, he was sober and comfortable.

For Gu Jing, in addition to being grateful, his heart is more warm.The brothers and sisters of the Gu family were the few true friends he met when he came to this city. They gave him sincere friendship and even sincere love.These are the best things in this world, and they are extremely precious.

Chen Changyu looked up at the starry sky again, he really hoped that there was a star named Xiao Yi in the starry sky, so that he could see it every time he raised his head.It's a pity that it didn't. There was only silent sadness permeating the starry sky, which made people unable to extricate themselves.

Chen Changyu lowered his head, collected his mood, and walked back to his residence.

Gu Lei drove Gu Jing home in the battery car, Gu Jing sat behind with one hand holding Gu Lei's waist, neither brother nor sister spoke.The battery car shuttles through the crowd, and the crowd around them advances and retreats like a tide. No one cares about the mood and emotions of the people around them.

In this world, how can others care about your own state of mind?

Gu Jing's mood was completely different from the mood when she came here. She began to reflect on herself and re-understand her affection for Chen Changyu.She was wondering if what she did tonight was too reckless, whether it was particularly superficial and childish.She also thought that Chen Changyu would refuse, or would give her an answer she didn't like.But Chen Changyu didn't. He gave her a clear reply, but he also gave her a reason to reject her.She was a little distressed, and even a little moved.In this feasting night, she got a sincere friendship and affection, but she may also lose a sincere love.

She couldn't forget the tears on Chen Changyu's face.She thought of the red eyes of Chen Changyu last time, this man is really a man of affection.

"Little sister, don't be sad. I think your performance today is very good, and you are also very good. It's just that Chen Changyu may not be suitable for you."

Gu Lei spoke to persuade her from the front.

"I didn't drink too much, I know what I did. I don't know if he is suitable for me. But there is a saying that he said correctly, and I may not understand him. So today I am still a little rash and naive. well!"

"Nothing, I mentioned your matter to him several times before, but Chen Changyu shied away, but I didn't know he had such an experience."

"I just feel a little sorry for this person, alas, there are too many pains in life."

"My sister is so pretty, and she's an angel in white. It's not easy to find a partner. Don't worry too much about it. I'll find another one for you later."

"Get out! Dogs can't spit ivory out of their mouths, so don't worry about my affairs!"

"Hehe, okay, okay. I'll mind my own business."

"Take care of yourself first, let's talk about the matter between me and Chen Changyu later."

"I, hey, it's easy to solve."

The brother and sister returned to their former appearance, bickering and driving home.Gu Lei was thinking about his own affairs, and a smile could not help showing on the corner of his mouth.

After the two returned home, Mother Gu was still waiting for the two of them to come back. Watching them come back, they questioned and scolded them.Gu Lei couldn't stand his mother's nagging, so he quickly slipped to his room, took out his phone and sent a message.

After a while, the phone turned on, and Gu Lei looked at the message that the other party replied, and laughed.

(End of this chapter)