Happy life of fishing youth

Chapter 46 Don't Say I'm Sorry, I Deserve It
At the same time, Su Mei and Ye Fan were also eating in the teachers' dormitory of Jiang University in N City.When the lights of Wanjia were also on, they even ate steaks, but their hearts were very heavy, and an indescribable sadness was suppressed in the air.

This was the first meal the husband and wife ate together in the past two months. The steak was cooked by Su Mei's kitchen, and Lin Fan sat at the table waiting for the meal as usual.Su Mei was frying steak seriously in the kitchen, only occasionally glanced at Lin Fan sitting at the table, that was her favorite man!Thinking of this, her heart began to ache.She thought to herself:

"Today's dinner may be our breakup meal."

Lin Fan's phone rang, he picked it up and looked at it, but didn't answer it.Then he looked up at Su Mei, Su Mei had already turned around at this time, he picked up the phone and walked out the door.He didn't want Su Mei to hear the content of the call, so he had to go out to answer the call.

Su Mei watched him go out and heard his sound coming down the stairs. She knew that he was afraid that she would hear him, so she ran downstairs to answer the phone.Tears fell from the eyes without disappointment, and fell into the hot oil splashing pot, causing many oily splashes.A few oily spots flew out and landed on her fair arm, causing her to throw away the shovel in her hand in pain.

As of now, everything is irreparable.

She finally couldn't control her emotions, squatted on the ground and cried bitterly.The cry was heart-piercing, mixed with a lot of grievances and helplessness.

The steak was still steaming in the frying pan on the stove, and it was about to burn.Su Mei suddenly remembered the dinner on the stove, hurriedly picked up the shovel on the ground, and quickly turned the steak over.Fortunately, she turned it over in time and it was not burnt.

It's just that the tears still couldn't stop falling down. She wiped away the tears while frying the steak.

Soon she fried three steaks, cut the steaks into small pieces with a knife and fork, put them on a plate, and served them to the table.Lin Fan hadn't come back yet, she thought about it and found a bottle of white wine from the kitchen.This wine was originally used for cooking, and there is no red wine right now, so I used it instead.It is impossible to eat western food without wine.

She went back to the kitchen, cooked the pasta, sprinkled it with tomato sauce, and served it to the table.

Lin Fan hadn't come back yet, she sat at the table and waited patiently.

The dinner on the table was steaming, and the bright colors under the lights made it look extraordinarily delicious.

As time passed by, the heat on the dishes gradually dissipated, and they no longer looked steaming.Su Mei still sat quietly at the table and waited, motionless.Her heart, just like this dinner, gradually lost its heat and became icy cold.

After a while, footsteps came from the stairs, and Su Mei stood up when she heard the footsteps, and went to open the door.When she just opened the door, Lin Fan was raising his hand in the air, ready to knock on the door.Su Mei stepped aside, let him in, and closed the door.

When Lin Fan saw the steak and pasta on the table, a string in his heart was plucked.He suddenly felt very sad, so sad that he wanted to cry.

"Sit down and eat, it's a bit cold, there's no microwave oven here, so just make do with it."

Su Mei smiled and said to him.

"Well, it's okay."

Lin Fan picked up the chopsticks on the table and picked up the cut steak and ate it. The steak was completely cold, not chewy, and very sticky to the teeth.

Su Mei picked up the wine bottle and poured the wine into two glasses, pouring only a little.

"There's no red wine here either, so let's drink some white wine."

Su Mei picked up a wine glass and handed it to Lin Fan, Lin Fan nodded and took the wine glass.

"Xiaomei, how long has it been since we drank baijiu?"

"It's been a long time, it should be when Nini spends the week."

Lin Fan fell silent again after hearing this sentence.After a while, he raised his wine glass in the air, and Su Mei also raised his wine glass, and the two wine glasses touched lightly in the air.The liquid in the glass shook and then calmed down.Both of them took a sip, Su Mei was so hot that she coughed, Lin Fan sat aside and watched her cough.After Su Mei coughed a few times, she calmed down, but the flush on her face did not fade away.

"If you can't drink liquor, don't drink it. Why are you always acting so brave?"

Lin Fan looked at the flushed Su Mei and said softly.

"Hehe, I can still drink a little. You forgot the celebration banquet after the debate. I drank a lot of white wine that time, and I drank several of them down."

"Hehe, forget it. That's not what you drank, okay? Before you went to toast, I had already gone to drink three times. Otherwise, you thought you would drink them all down so easily?! "

"Hehehe, so that's the case. I always thought I was a good drinker."

Su Mei looked at Lin Fan with a smile, and Lin Fan also looked at her with a smile.

How wonderful, that youth in white clothes fluttering.Unfortunately, there is no going back.

Lin Fan turned his head away, wiped away the tears with his hands, and when he turned around again, his eyes were red.

"Let's have dinner. If we don't eat it, we really can't eat it."

Lin Fan said with a smile again.

"Well, eat it, I'll cut it up for you."

Su Mei also wiped away the tears on her face and forced a smile.

"I didn't have the opportunity to eat steak before. Every time I went to a restaurant to eat steak, I would order a portion of rice. After eating the steak, I poured the rice into a bowl, dipped the sauce in it and ate it together."

Lin Fan was talking about the past while eating, the cold steak could not taste any aroma in his mouth.

"Yeah, we didn't even want to order pasta at that time. Now that the conditions are better, we haven't eaten steak a few times."

Su Mei sighed faintly, Lin Fan didn't speak, but just chewed hard on the steak in his mouth.

"Lin Fan, we have known each other for 12 years and we have been married for seven years. Now we are finally separated. Do you regret it?"

"I..."

Lin Fan finally swallowed the food in his mouth, but did not answer Su Mei's question.

"I'm sorry, Mae."

"Don't say I'm sorry, it's useless to be sorry, isn't it?"

"Xiaomei, our relationship is irretrievable to this day, you know this. I'm really sorry for you, but I really have no choice."

"I know, in fact, I was also wrong, I'm really sorry."

"Don't apologize to me, I deserve it, Xiaomei."

Lin Fan couldn't hold back his emotions anymore, covered his face with his hands, and burst into tears.

Su Mei looked at Lin Fan who was sitting opposite and was crying, her heart was trembling, she stood up and walked over, hugged him as before, and put him in her arms.Lin Fan hugged her, shoulders shrugging constantly, like a helpless child embracing his mother.Su Mei's tears flowed down again.

This night is so sad.

After a long time, both of them stopped crying slowly, but still hugged like this.Su Mei caressed Lin Fan's hair, the short hair was a bit prickly, and she saw some gray hairs in Lin Fan's hair.Her nose was sore, and she was about to shed tears again, but she just suppressed herself, not to let the tears flow out again.

Lin Fan hugged his beloved woman, and his heart was full of hatred and contempt for him. He couldn't even imagine that he and Su Mei would finally get to where they are today.But the reality is that they are really divorced and will never be together again.

"Go home and see more in the future, and live at home more, at least for this period of time, don't let the old people see anything, okay?"

Su Mei stroked his hair and said softly.

Lin Fan didn't speak, and after a while, he nodded slightly.

"Nini, let her live with her grandparents. She is still young and doesn't understand the things between us. Let's try not to let her be wronged. No matter what happens in the future, we must work hard to do it, okay?"

"Well, I will."

The two people under the light just hugged each other like this, neither of them wanted to be separated.After a long time, Su Mei pushed Lin Fan away from her arms, cupped his face, and looked at him carefully.

"Dear Lin Fan, kiss me one more time, we will never kiss again in the future."

Su Mei smiled and said softly.

Lin Fan looked at Su Mei who was smiling and smiling, his heart was stirring as if being put into a drum, it was fragmented and the pain was unbearable.He suddenly stood up, embraced his beloved woman, lowered his head and kissed her fiercely.

Love, perhaps the most precious feeling in the world.Otherwise, how could poets keep admiring it, and how could they write so many verses praising it.But love is also the most hurtful feeling, it will hurt you badly, and you can't stop it.

After an unknown amount of time, the two let go of their embracing hands. Su Mei raised her head to look at Lin Fan, and Lin Fan also looked at Su Mei quietly.The two of them looked at each other without saying anything.

The phone rang suddenly, and Su Mei broke free from Lin Fan's embrace and stood aside.Lin Fan took out his mobile phone and glanced at it, looked at Su Mei very complicatedly, and hung up the phone.

Su Mei looked at him, opened the door, and stood on the side of the door.Lin Fan hesitated to speak, and finally walked out of the room.Seeing him walk out of the room, Su Mei slammed the door shut, unable to stand any longer, and fell behind the door.Lin Fan stood outside the door, silently, when the phone rang again.He turned and walked downstairs without looking back.

Hearing the sound of Lin Fan's footsteps going away, Su Mei cried again, the tears flowed wantonly on her pretty face, and dripped drop by drop on the ground, forming a small puddle, which was illuminated by the light. , reflecting blurred light.

The steak and pasta on the table were already cold, the wine glasses still had their lip prints, and the room still smelled of Lin Fan.But Su Mei knew that he would never come back.

Her cell phone rang suddenly, she stood up suddenly, rushed to the table, and picked up the cell phone.After one glance, she dropped the phone.It wasn't Lin Fan's information, which made her finally give up her fantasy.

The message was sent to her by Li Yuenan.

(End of this chapter)