The days when I sold coal in the coal mine

Chapter 393 Madhouse and Crematorium

"Why do you ask that?" Zhang Xiaobei didn't give up.

"Speaking doesn't count, you want a reason, I gave it, but you asked another question."

"Okay, then I'll give you another answer, and to be more explicit, you have something to do with Yue Nanqi!"

"You, Zhang Xiaobei, are a person with very strong logical thinking. If you are so depressed now, you must have encountered a so-called absurd thing. The root cause is that you have met an absurd object."

"This object must be a woman, because most women are emotional animals, based on the premise of not following logic."

"I'm afraid Yue Nanqi is the only one who doesn't play cards according to common sense and makes you suffer so much!"

"Because Zuo Danya is not by your side at all."

After drinking, I dare to ignore it. If I don’t provoke you, Zhang Xiaobei, you will say it!

"Tall, really tall!" Zhang Xiaobei laughed, shook his head, then lay down on the table again, and began to narrate from beginning to end...

At the end of the talk, Zhang Xiaobei could no longer control his emotions, and lay down on the table and began to cry.

Only now did Vice President Jin and Jing Liufu know that Yue Nanqi really couldn't take it anymore and wanted to become a nun.

And, the two are now officially separated.

This thing is ridiculous.

No wonder Zhang Xiaobei couldn't accept it, ordinary people wouldn't accept it.

"Normal." After hearing this, Jin Yongli unexpectedly said such a sentence.

"What's normal?" Zhang Xiaobei asked after crying enough, lighting a cigarette by himself.

"Mark Twain said that sometimes truth is more absurd than fiction, because fiction is carried out under a certain logic, while reality often has no logic at all."

"Ni Cai also said that the absurdity of a thing cannot be an argument against its existence. On the contrary, this is precisely the condition for its existence."

"Zhang Xiaobei, from my point of view, both you and Yue Nanqi are very anxious, because you are both anxious to be freed from your shackles."

"So, you two are torturing each other."

"Actually, Zhang Xiaobei, let me ask you, let alone whether anyone understands you, do you understand yourself?"

"Your marriage does not lack love, but it lacks friendship."

"If you can treat Yue Nanxi like you treat Lao Jing, then everything will be settled. Because in your love, there is a lot of possessiveness, but too little respect."

"When dealing with life, you might as well be bold, because we always have to lose it."

"To truly experience life, you must stand above it."

When Jin Yongli said this, he also felt melancholy.

And Zhang Xiaobei also straightened his body: "Vice President Jin, I didn't hear the rest clearly, but I did hear the penultimate sentence."

"You're right, you might as well be bold with life, because we're always going to lose it..."

Zhang Xiaobei repeatedly smacked this sentence in his mouth.

"Zhang Xiaobei, to tell you the truth, when I got divorced, I couldn't think about it for a while, but after going to two places, I thought about it all at once."

Vice President Kim is also divorced?

"I got divorced three years ago. Let me tell you a common reason, personality disagreement."

In 2004, when Zhang Xiaobei first came to Jinsheng, Vice President Jin was the chairman of the coking plant.

"I used to think that marriage was heaven and love was everything, but in the end I lost it all."

"Later, a friend also saw my sluggish appearance every day, so he took me to two places."

"One is a lunatic asylum, and the other is a crematorium."

"In the lunatic asylum, I met a lot of people living in another world, and I was thinking, should I push myself like this, or should I push her like this?"

"When I went to the crematorium, I saw young people in their twenties, elderly people, and even underage children. I saw them all. I know what life is impermanent, and it is worth cherishing."

"Now, my ex-wife and I have been separated for three years. I feel that I no longer restrain her. She and her children are very happy every day. Every time I go back, I go to see them, which is very good."

"When I let go of her, I also let go of myself."

"Zhang Xiaobei, to put it bluntly, it's not that you can't let go of Yue Nanqi, it's that you can't let go of your own possessiveness."

"You think she is yours, how can she leave you?"

"But you forget that she is also an independent individual, she also has thoughts, she also has feelings, and she also needs freedom."

"Although we are divorced now, my child still calls me frequently and asks me if she has anything. We are just like friends, casual and respectful."

As Jin Yongli said, he also poured a glass of wine and raised it towards Zhang Xiaobei.

Zhang Xiaobei quickly picked up his wine glass, touched Jin Yongli, and the two drank it down in one gulp.

"Zhang Xiaobei, one day in the future, you will find that if you are really divorced, it will be fine." Jin Yongli said with a smile.

"Because some things are destined, Zhang Xiaobei, you are a person with pursuit, and you are also destined to be a person with hope."

"But remember one sentence, I will only say this sentence once, people are like trees, the more they seek to rise to high places and light, the more their roots will go down, to the depths, to... the rest I can't remember Stop it, you have time to check it yourself, the celebrity said."

Seeing Jin Yongli hesitated to speak, Zhang Xiaobei knew that what was left was not that Jin Yongli could not remember, but that Jin Yongli found himself agitated and cut it off on purpose.

But with this sentence, Zhang Xiaobei lost his mind.

"Okay, Zhang Xiaobei, no matter what you plan to do tonight, Lao Zi has done what he wanted, and the rest is your own business."

"Remember, if a person wants to grow up, he must experience wind and rain. What the hell have you experienced!"

What this sentence said, four words are the most appropriate to describe it: dismissive.

"By the way, Zhang Xiaobei, remember the two places I told you about, you really need to visit them."

"There is no way, I will help you coordinate."

Before leaving the house, Jin Yongli did not forget to say this.

Jin Yongli left, only Jing Liufu and Zhang Xiaobei were left in the private room.

"How about it, brother, don't worry about it, crazy asylum or crematorium, which one do you want to go to the most, let me know, brother, I will take you there!" Only then did Jing Liufu know about Zhang Xiaobei's misfortune, and this guy spoke earnestly. of.

After hearing what Jing Liufu said, Zhang Xiaobei gave a wry smile: "Brother, I don't want to go to any of them."

Yes, Brother Jing, there is something wrong with your question!
But after Jing Liufu said this, Zhang Xiaobei suddenly felt a little enlightened: "Yes, Brother Jing, I don't want to go to these two places, and I can't let Yue Nan go!"

"I think I should understand something."

(End of this chapter)