Han Zuo Gaomen

Chapter 1485
After the rest of the family members left, Yu Yi called Yu Bin to his room.

Yu Bin in front of him was thin, with a long beard hanging down his chest, wearing a thin gown with a wide collar, and his whole body looked slim. Although the two uncles and nephews were sitting opposite each other, Yu Yi could clearly Feeling that Yu Bin's mind is not here, even though this nephew is still looking at him, his eyes are empty and pitiful.

Seeing Yu Bin like this, Yu Yi didn't know where to persuade him for a while, he was silent for a while, and then he opened his mouth and said: "The old things have passed for a long time, everyone is looking forward, and the morals of the world are accumulating with each passing day. , even an old man like me often feels that he is negligent in everything, does not wait for a moment, does not dare to sit idle, for fear of being abandoned by the world, why do you do this, Alang?"

Yu Bin raised his hand and rubbed the center of his brows, as if trying to cheer up, he tried to squeeze out a slightly unfamiliar smile, and said in a shy voice: "Uncle, the pillar of the country, the king's humerus, can only live up to the morals of the world by being diligent. But I , Alas, I don’t know, I’m so weak and annoying, but I’m really exhausted, old wounds are hard to heal, and the only way to live in isolation and disappear before others is to show people my disgust and humiliate my family..."

"You think so, but you are wrong! Although my family is full of old and bad, but fortunately there are still one or two relatives and friends. Although I am far away in Jingzhen, I often hear about it. For example, the king wrote to me repeatedly. , I hope I can enlighten you. You and Your Majesty are truly good friends, what happens to you when you become an adult is not a matter of human decision, even if it is a mess, you should not throw this friendship away."

When Yu Yi spoke up to this point, he sighed again: "Heroes and sages like the king are few in the world, and it is a great fortune to be able to be friends with him. He has the country and the common people in mind, and he has a lot of hard work. Partial effort, but in the past many years, just talking to me about you has no less than a thousand words, and I am deeply annoyed. Xianhe should not have sent you back to Jiangdong to clean up in the old year, so now it is difficult to hide your intimacy. Seeing you abandon yourself so much is even more There is often guilt."

When Yu Bin heard this, there was another emotional change on his face, a tinge of warmth appeared, and he said calmly after a while: "Because of this, I can't rely on this old relationship to cover up, regardless of this shameful reputation. Wei Zhou He is the hero who reorganized the rivers and mountains and revived the country. How can a treacherous and tyrannical bastard like me be allowed to occupy his side. Instead of attracting slander, criticism and remonstrance from the world and causing a dilemma, it is better to alienate him from now on, so as not to be evil..."

He knew Liang Wang very little, apart from the friendship when he was young, Liang Wang also took care of him a lot in the past few years.No matter whether he persuaded him to cheer up, donate his life and directly summoned him to serve in the governor's mansion after he served, or whether his father-in-law Zhuge Hui and his two uncles made a mess of Jiangdong's situation, they didn't treat him well. He was prejudiced and even agreed with him to return to Jiangdong to clean up the situation.

Something happened in Jiangdong, and after Xingtai was established, Liang Wang did not give up on Yu Bin, and was even more worried that he would be hurt for a long time if he stayed in the sky, so he suggested that he go to a remote place to seek meritorious service and wash away the past.

But because of such a heavy friendship, Yu Bin was even more ashamed to drag King Liang down, and he didn't want this old friend to bear the bad judgment of nepotism and incompetence because of him alone.

He is not a weak person lacking in tenacity and abandoning himself lightly, but his life has been hit repeatedly, and he has already lost confidence. He doesn't think he has the ability to change the world's view of him, so he simply closes himself, unwilling to continue Involving those close to him, living in isolation, leaving the rest of his life.

"Dao'an's theory is absurd! When you think about it this way, how is it different from when Liu was afraid of the turbulent Hu and dared not speak lightly of the Northern Expedition when he was traveling to the south? Who is not in trouble while alive? Even if you shoulder the burden of Mount Tai, as long as you don't die, You have to go forward with hardships! Even if the world abandons you, you should not abandon yourself like this. What's more, compared with other suffering people in the world, there are still many relatives and good friends around you who are willing to put high hopes on you, but you Words and deeds are mocking the ignorance of those close to us!"

When Yu Yi talked about this, his expression was already full of regret: "You may feel that others are not you after all, and you can't treat each other with your own body and suffer from this kind of pain. But now that this world is full of prosperity, don't you have one or two brave deeds to strengthen your heart? , Give you encouragement? Although my family has all kinds of disadvantages, it has always been brave to help the king, and your current situation, is it really inferior to that ancestor's son who came from Fengxi Nan?"

"In the old days when the ancestors were in chaos, the swordsmen pointed at your father. Afterwards, both of them were harmed. Your father died in the military disaster, and the giant thief Zuyue was in a state of distress. His name was ruined? My family can still accumulate merits. What kind of danger and despair should the son of the Zu clan be living in the midst of wolves when he was young and weak? Even so, this son did not give up on himself, took risks to seek his life, and took advantage of the situation to make merit. body."

Yu Yi became angry, pointed at Yu Bin and said in pain: "Zu Yue is a thief, it is really not a pity to die, but it is enough for the world to envy such a heroic son after his death, even I admire what this son did. Why! Compared with this, you are hypocritical and dare not work hard. You want to make the world laugh at your father after all. After all, you are not as good as Zu Yue? In the end, the heirs will win!"

Yu Bin had always been depressed, but after hearing this, his body trembled suddenly and his face changed. After a while, he turned over and bowed at his uncle's feet, crying: " Thank you, thank you uncle for sternly whipping me, I, I am really ashamed to be a son of man! These years I have only indulged in self-injury, regardless of human affairs, there is still a lot to do..."

Seeing that Yu Bin finally came to his senses, Yu Yi also put away his stern questioning face, bent down to help Yu Bin, stroked his back and sighed: "Daoan, you really shouldn't abandon yourself, not to mention my family Yu Ze has not declined, counting all the generations of the family, only you are the most impressive character, once you can get rid of the decadent state and regain your willpower, even if you may hear the miscellaneous opinions of the world for a while, but you will be silent for a long time."

Not to mention the secret conversation between the uncle and nephew, the next morning, the family members of Prince Liang's mansion had come to invite him.Yu Yi was overjoyed that his nephew finally got rid of his depression, and the rest of the family didn't bring him with him, so Yu Bin was only allowed to accompany him, and went straight to the Prince Liang's mansion.

When the two uncles and nephews arrived at Prince Liang's mansion, they saw King Liang and his nephews standing in front of the door to greet them from a distance, so they got out of the car and hurried forward.

Seeing Yu Bin following Yu Yi, Shen Zhezi was also really happy. After a brief greeting with Yu Yi, he took a step forward, grabbed the slightly embarrassed Yu Bin, pointed at him and laughed loudly: "Finally I look forward to seeing you, boy! We live in the same city, and we haven’t seen each other for many years, so I want to ask you, is it because I’m high and hard to get in, or is it because you’re lonely and hard to get close?”

Hearing Liang Wang's laughing words as intimacy as in old years, Yu Bin's feeling of strangeness disappeared, but then he felt a deep sense of guilt. He just raised his hand to express his apology for deliberately estranged all these years, but was rejected by Liang Wang again. He strode into the mansion, pointed at Axiu, Pusheng, Ayou and other boys who were respectfully standing beside him and said with a smile: "You guys, it's rare to see this cousin. After paying respects at the table later, you might as well ask him about it. Tell me about how your father in Jiankang, the southern capital, was able to show off his peers in the old days, remember to encourage yourself, and don't insult your father's name!"

Not to mention those boys who rarely saw Grandpa showing such temperament and seemed a little cramped. The intimate gesture of King Liang also affected Yu Bin's emotions, and then he cupped his hands and said: "I haven't been here for a long time, I don't want the king to be so resentful and difficult. Son of man How could you just talk about your father's bad habits before, Your Majesty is forcing me to break my promise in front of my children!"

While speaking, a group of people entered the atrium of the palace.Since it was just a family banquet, King Liang didn't invite too many guests, but there were a few households in Luozhong who were quite close to the two old friends, such as Ji You.

After Ji You and the others saw Yu Bin, they also teased him by teasing him.They can be regarded as best friends for many years when they were young, and they have not been close for a long time because of Yu Bin's self-consciousness. Now they gather together to discuss old things, and there are inevitably tears in their laughter.When he was in a state of dissatisfaction, Yu Bin even lifted up his robe to show Ji You the scars left by his father Yu Liang's severe punishment for seeking a job for him.

The bad friends in Jiankang City in the past are now in their prime, and they have each grown into the backbone of the world.And when seeing these people talk about the past, Yu Yi in the banquet was relieved, but also unavoidably a little bit tasteful.It's not that he doesn't have friends, but it's a pity that Shen Chong still has to stay in Jiankang to deal with some finishing matters, and he won't be able to arrive in Luoyang until mid-November.

After the banquet, Concubine Liang also came to the table in person to meet her uncle and cousin. Yu Yi was also very happy when she mentioned that her brother Sima Yan would arrive in Luoyang soon and live there for a long time.

Everyone was chatting excitedly, so they simply moved to the hall to gather again.Taking advantage of this time, Yu Yi grabbed Yu Bin and said in a low voice to him: "I don't care about the great achievements of the king, but his human affection is really impeccable. Counting all the things in the previous dynasties, there is no such thing as this." Such harmony. It is really your own fault that you alienate yourself from this kind of person because of your narrow thoughts. My family is not proud of being favored, but we only want to use our ability. If you can't stand on your own without troubles, and live alone in despair, it is really hurting others and yourself."

After hearing the words, Yu Bin also nodded his head, feeling that the previous attitude of extinct people was too irresponsible.

When we move to another seat and discuss again, the topic becomes wider, no longer limited to reminiscing about the past, but also discussing current events.It is also a happy event for King Liang that Yu Yi can take the initiative to return to Luo, because after the new dynasty is established, everything will be brought back to the center, and the big town of Jingzhou is also a problem that needs to be solved.

Everyone here is trustworthy, so Liang Wang might as well say bluntly that after the completion of a series of ceremonies, the center will focus its energy on the southwest, wipe out Chenghan, recover Shuzhong, and achieve Jiuzhi. It's something that's already being discussed.Of course, in the course of the war, it will naturally be accompanied by adjustments to Jingzhou's military and political affairs.

At that time, Yu Yi will stay in Taichung to help the center to sort out the situation in Jingzhou in a deep level.After all, he has lived in Jingzhou for a long time, and his understanding of the situation here is far better than that of everyone in Taichung.

As for Yu Bin, King Liang actually had a long-standing plan. It was just that Yu Bin was withdrawn earlier, and King Liang didn't want to force others to make things difficult for him. After Bin, the new dynasty will have a great prosperity in literature and governance, revising history and classics, and compiling poems and essays. King Liang hopes that Yu Bin can be responsible for part of the tasks.

Yu Bin has no objection to this arrangement, and he also understands that since he has lived away from the world for many years, his talent has been far behind the development of the times. It will allow him to better reintegrate into the morals of the world.

　Thanks to the lord of the alliance, Yu Kongkong, for his love, and at the same time, I would like to say sorry to everyone, the update was not up to standard a few days ago, and now I have finally returned home, and I will make up for the progress as soon as possible. . .

　　
　
(End of this chapter)