Invincible monster soldier king

Chapter 200 Eight years ago, the goal has not changed
That's all right, you can see me in your eyes!
As long as you have me in your eyes, that's enough!

Nothing else matters anymore.

Chen Xiaodao was slightly stunned.

There is no doubt that Sun Xiaoran is beautiful. From the moment he saw her for the first time, Chen Xiaodao, as a man, wanted to take her down.

It's just that at that time, Chen Xiaodao was focused on dawdling in the red dust of the city, only thinking of picking up girls and conquering women.But later, with the appearance of the see-through eye function and the continuous recovery of body functions, he found that he was yearning to return to the army and the familiar world, and his mentality changed again.

Especially after Wilson appeared and kidnapped Sun Xiaoran to threaten him, Chen Xiaodao realized that a person like himself who kills too much and has too many enemies is not qualified to live a peaceful and comfortable life. The biggest threat to the safety of people around you.

So Chen Xiaodao resolutely chose to cut off all the things related to women in the urban red dust during that time.

But now, listening to Sun Xiaoran's words and seeing her beautiful appearance, Chen Xiaodao felt a great impulse in his heart.

He really almost said let's date.

Because this girl is so kind and heart-warming.

He is a soldier, but a soldier is also a human being, and he longs for love and a peaceful and warm family life.

Moreover, as a child of a 'single-parent' family who lost his mother since childhood, Chen Xiaodao's yearning and desire for a warm family life is much stronger than others.

But can he love Sun Xiaoran?

He doesn't deny that as a man, he likes beauties like Sun Xiaoran very much, even as long as he is a good beauty, he would like to have sex. Only a hypocritical man would deny this.

But that is not love.

He still couldn't forget Murong Qiuyu deep in his heart, and he would feel turbulent when he saw Murong Qiuyu, and he was very upset when he saw Murong Qiuyu and Bai Zhanhong together, even so upset that he wanted to kill someone.

Even if he was with Sun Xiaoran under such circumstances, it would be a kind of irresponsibility to Sun Xiaoran, it would be a deception, and it would be unfair.

What's more, he has made too many enemies now, and being with any woman in public is the biggest threat to her safety.

Taking a deep breath, Chen Xiaodao looked at Sun Xiaoran and said, "I am not a good person, my hands are covered with blood, and I have killed countless people, and I even suffered from post-war psychological syndrome because of it, so I am like this People who don't deserve to have a family at all, and are not suitable to start a family and start a business."

Listening to Chen Xiaodao's story, Sun Xiaoran felt inexplicably distressed.

Every time Chen Xiaodao said that he was not worthy of her, the image of Chen Xiaodao appeared in her mind. She just felt that this man was so distressing, and she only wanted to care for him and love him desperately.

However, she, Sun Xiaoran, is a very individual and very independent girl. Although she has started to like Chen Xiaodao, and even found that she may have fallen in love with Chen Xiaodao, she is still very upset that Chen Xiaodao still has a girl named Murong in her heart. Autumn rain girl.

"Do you have post-war psychological syndrome?" Sun Weiguo's complexion changed drastically, and he stared at Chen Xiaodao solemnly.

Chen Xiaodao didn't deny it, nodded and said: "Yes, although it's the initial stage, it's not particularly serious, but sometimes I can't control my emotions at all."

Sun Weiguo said in a deep voice, "Is there no treatment?"

Chen Xiaodao shook his head and said, "There is no professional doctor in this area in China, but I am trying to restrain myself."

Sun Weiguo looked very dignified, sighed, looked at Sun Xiaoran and said, "Girl, you are my only granddaughter. I always wanted you to marry him, but now grandpa can only say, I respect your own choice, grandpa I wish you a lifetime of happiness."

As a soldier, Sun Weiguo knew very well that a soldier suffering from post-war psychological syndrome has a certain degree of mental illness. Once the mood is unstable, it is very scary and dangerous.

And people like this often fall ill in their daily lives after retiring from the army, and only then do they arouse violent emotions in their hearts because of many things in society.

So it is better for such a person to stay on the battlefield all the time, because on the battlefield one can kill recklessly, but in urban life, killing means crime.

Therefore, if Chen Xiaodao returns to the army and becomes a member of a mysterious army like a killing machine, he will have very little time to spend at home. Any woman marrying such a man means marrying loneliness.If you really love this man, you have to worry about this man's safety all the time, and live in fear.

Sun Xiaoran silently clenched her fists, she has never been married, and she doesn't know what her married life should be like after marriage, but she knows what she wants and what she likes, so she looked at Chen Xiaodao stubbornly, and said: "In When you are young, you can still fight, and when you are able to fight for the country, you can fight to your heart's content and write your own legend. When you can't fight in the future, and you are old, you will always stop and rest."

Her meaning is very simple, she is willing to wait, she can become the woman who silently supports and waits behind the soldiers!
When meeting someone she loves, a woman will become stupid, and will dedicate everything to herself, including the most precious youth, without complaint or regret!
Chen Xiaodao was really moved by Sun Xiaoran's words.

He had the urge to hold her in his arms.

But he still sensibly restrained his impulsiveness. He is no longer the boy he was back then, and he will think more about being responsible for the other party when dealing with feelings, instead of being reckless and reckless when he was young.

"I don't know how to answer you." Chen Xiaodao looked at Sun Xiaoran and said seriously.

Sun Xiaoran smiled very relieved, she smiled happily, and said: "Thank you, thank you for your sincerity, thank you for being serious and responsible to me. Don't worry, we can get along slowly, try to communicate and develop slowly, If you can fall in love with me and forget her in the future, I will really marry you and be your woman forever."

This was Sun Xiaoran's bold confession. After she said all this in a calm and generous manner, she was no longer shy, but felt relaxed.

Chen Xiaodao felt that she was even more beautiful, that kind of intellectual and rational beauty that many women could not possess.

Looking at the beautiful face with a smile in front of him, Chen Xiaodao took a deep breath and said, "Thank you, I will try my best to start over."

At this moment, Chen Xiaodao really decided to start over.

He felt that he really had to work hard to forget the past, to forget Murong Qiuyu.

However, thinking of Murong Qiuyu and Bai Zhanhong, he was still unwilling, and even became violent because of this.

"I will return to the army and resume my crazy and dangerous career. I made a silent oath from the moment I joined the army eight years ago. I will not leave until I achieve that goal!" Chen Xiaodao looked at Sun Xiaoran Said.

Sun Xiaoran said with a smile: "Those who have ideals, pursuits and beliefs are the ones who live a wonderful life with flesh and blood. Let's go all out to fight for the dreams and goals in our hearts."

"Wait for me?" Chen Xiaodao asked with a smile.

Sun Xiaoran thought for a while, blinked his eyes and said, "If you wait too long, you will be responsible for my youth."

Chen Xiaodao felt warm in his heart, and reached out his hand to touch Sun Xiaoran's face in front of Sun Weiguo.

Sun Xiaoran's pretty face flushed, but she didn't dodge, allowing him to touch her face lightly.

"I will achieve the goal as soon as possible." Chen Xiaodao's tone was extremely firm. At this moment, he was like when he stepped into the army eight years ago, full of faith and goals in his heart.

Eight years ago, the goal in his heart was still the same.

It's just that eight years ago, he was only fighting for his breath.

Today, eight years later, I am still fighting for that breath and fulfilling that wish.

But at the same time, there is another thing, which is a promise!
"Bai Zhanhong, you'd better not die. Within a year, within a year, I will definitely pull you down from the altar!" Chen Xiaodao silently clenched his fists, exuding an awe-inspiring and fearful fighting spirit all over his body. and fighting spirit.

(The third one asks for votes. It may be a bit lyrical, but this is the real Chen Xiaodao and the real Sun Xiaoran. They all have their own persistence and compliance. I hope you like it.)
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