The strongest supreme soldier

Chapter 310
The night is pleasant, and the night view of the metropolis is even more intoxicating.

Tang Yi was sitting on the roof of a building dozens of stories high.

The night breeze brushed against his face, and he was sitting on the edge with a wine bottle, his feet hanging down.

If anyone saw it, they would think that Tang Yi wanted to commit suicide.

Looking at the scenery in the distance, sipping the strong wine, after he came out of Wu Gang's house, he was full of emotions.

Pushing the cup for a change, he could hear Wu Gang's helplessness, he had to bow his head because of life and livelihood.

The enemy's bullets could not make him succumb, but the burden of life bent his waist.

His parents are old, his father-in-law and mother-in-law are in poor health, and he is the breadwinner of the family.

"Even if I go out to eat shit, I'm willing to eat meat for my wife and children when I come back."

Responsibility, still the same responsibility, the iron man has not changed, but he has to bow his head in front of reality.

Having seen his life and experienced the bitterness, this contradictory mood made Tang Yi a little at a loss.

"Can I come and sit with you?"

At this moment, Yang Han's voice came from behind, and she was wearing a long skirt in high heels.

She regained her status as a star, and living in this five-star hotel, she unexpectedly received a call from Tang Yi in the early hours of the morning.

"Aren't you resting?"

Looking back at Yang Han, she held a bottle of red wine in her left hand and two wine glasses in her right hand. Her short hair and jade-like skin were so charming in the night.

I left all the money to King Kong. More than 4000 yuan can't help him, but it is already all he has.

With nowhere to go, in this strange city, he could only call Yang Han.

Yang Han was also very surprised when he received the call, and hurriedly told him his address.

After Tang Yi came, he didn't say much. He was full of alcohol and just carried the bottle to the rooftop.

Yang Han could see that Tang Yi was suddenly sad, and after hesitating for a long time, he still walked up.

"Tomorrow is just a dinner party. The Chinese New Year is coming soon, and the major production crews have also suspended work. Everyone will go back to celebrate the reunion year."

The taste of the New Year in the metropolis is very weak, and most people have returned to their hometowns.

Travel thousands of miles, but the heart has not changed. Home is a place that makes people worry about it.

In another week, it will be the new year. Some people have already set foot on their way home, and some people who stayed here are also preparing to stand for the last shift.

While talking, Yang Han walked to Tang Yi's side and sat directly beside him, opened the red wine, poured Tang Yi a glass, and she also poured a glass of wine.

"Chinese New Year... What a strange festival!"

Tang Yi had a wry smile on his face. The holidays, especially the Lunar New Year, were the busiest time for Longying.

Because at this time, it is very common for criminals to always want to attack while everyone is relaxing.

During the years of joining Longying, many important tasks were carried out on the Lunar New Year's Eve.

So for the Chinese New Year, Tang Yi is already so unfamiliar that he can no longer be unfamiliar. For him, the family reunion is a kind of yearning.

"It seems that you are not happy to meet your comrades in arms today."

Just after receiving the call, the father received an emergency action order from the army and released the mother's pigeons again.

From childhood to adulthood, Yang Han never had a meal with his father on New Year's Eve.

The major holidays are always his busy time, so she really understands Tang Yi's wry smile.

"Happy, very happy, watching him live the life he wants, with his wife and children by his side, although life is not too easy, but he looks very happy when he looks at his daughter, isn't that good? ?”

Tang Yi took a sip of the red wine. He didn't know how much he drank tonight, and his mouth was even more tasteless, and he couldn't taste whether the red wine was good or not.

Wu Gang's words echoed in his mind, Tang Yi was happy for him, but sad for him.

The happy thing is that the father is kind and the son is filial, and the three generations live under the same roof, which is considered very complete.

What's sad is that he has an iron frame, shrinks back when things happen, and has no manliness at all.

Once upon a time, what they looked down on the most was that a man didn't take responsibility and gave up his bravery for the sake of his family, but now Wu Gang has become that kind of person.

"What about you? Didn't you really think that one day you would become that kind of person?"

Yang Han looked at Tang Yi, and learned about Tang Yi's emotional injury from his father. Although he hadn't asked about the ring around his neck, he could guess it.

After such a long relationship, you can feel his longing and guilt for his girlfriend. This kind of knot is not just letting go.

"No, and I don't want to!"

Tang Yi shook his head and let out a long sigh.

He really never thought that he would have such a life, and likewise, such a life was not what he expected.

"Soldiers defending their homes and defending the country, isn't it for millions of people to live a peaceful and ordinary life? Generations of soldiers have done it with blood and tears. People can't be tense, let alone live in memories , to unload the burden, in fact, you can do it too, it’s not that you don’t want to, it’s just that you don’t dare to think about it, because you will always only remember the pain of the past.”

Yang Han looked at Tang Yi's face, since he once loved his girlfriend, it proved that he wanted to start a family before, and now he refused because he couldn't forget his girlfriend, and the biggest problem was his girlfriend His death ended with his own hands.

This strong knot has become a hindrance to Tang Yi's emotional journey. He is deeply trapped in it and cannot extricate himself from it. He understands all the truths, but he can't let go.

"A man's chest is to block bullets for a woman, but my hand personally took her life. Do you know that every day I live, I will repeatedly recall the pain at that moment? I have fought many battles, protecting I have killed so many people, but I can't even protect my dear ones, it is said that a man is a woman's reliance, but I have become her death executioner."

Holding the wine glass, Tang Yi thought about Susu's last smile every day for more than three years.

All the sweet words became so pale at that moment.

What vows forever, what ages, when she is really in danger, but she can't do anything.

All kinds of self-blame have been integrated into Tang Yi's bones, and he instinctively rejects all feelings.

"Many seriously ill people are released only after their family members sign a consent form and give up treatment. Death is painful. If you can reduce the pain of death, this is also a very right thing. You are doing the right thing, and this is a man. if……"

Yang Han bit her lip, looking at the night in the distance, she really hoped that Tang Yi could untangle her heart.

"If one day, I also encounter the same danger, I hope that you send me away, and I will bless you in heaven, instead of wishing you to be immersed in endless pain!"

This confession was so earnest that it could no longer be explicit, but when Yang Han turned his head and looked at Tang Yi affectionately, he realized that he had fallen asleep.

(End of this chapter)