The best mysterious doctor

Chapter 1485 The Door Above Ghosts and Gods
My soul is imprisoned in a dark box, and I feel a little powerless at this moment.

Because I want to go out, but I can't do it.

This feeling of not knowing what to do made me feel a little manic, messed up, and didn't know what to do.

I think many people should understand this process, which is the feeling when you are imprisoned in a dark room everywhere, you will go crazy.

The reason is simple, because people are social animals and creatures that need to be interactive. When you are imprisoned, insecurity and loneliness will make you mentally problematic.

At this moment, I am in this state, it is dark and helpless, and it makes me feel very alone.

My loneliness is even more desperate than the specified time, specified place, and specified things.

Because in that situation you can still communicate with people, and no matter how bad you are, you can still hit the wall, although it may not be a success.

I'm trying to hit the wall now, but I can't hit it, because there is nothingness around me.

My irritability became more and more intense, and all kinds of spiritual fires in my soul became restless along with my emotions. One kind of flame after another began to be released automatically, spreading towards the boundless darkness, as if I wanted to find Where this darkness ends.

But obviously, my actions are meaningless, and the result of failure to explore is to make me more and more lost.

I sat helplessly in the void, not knowing what to do.

Despair will make people want to die, I won't just die like this, right?All kinds of dead people kept flashing in my mind, from the first time I saw the cold corpse of Uncle Zhang in the village when I was a child, to the death of the group of grave hunters on Dongshan Mountain, to the sudden death of Yang Shanmei in elementary school, and then In the countless strange death incidents I have seen in the back, the dead corpses are constantly emerging in front of my eyes at this moment, and then distorted and disappeared, and another ugly dead corpse appears.

This process is so painful that people can't bear to think about it, but it keeps reappearing in my mind.

In the dark, I seem to feel the call of death.

I seem to see death, and I am about to die every moment.

Are you really going to die?

I stared desperately at the corpses behind me. These are corpses I have seen in the past. Each one is so miserable and lonely. They seem to be smiling at me and inviting me, as if they are Say to me, "Come on, come on!"

My soul seems to have a sign of collapse. The three souls and seven souls seem to be separated, and I want to leave with them.

However, I seem to still have some reluctance.

Why am I reluctant to leave?
That trace of reluctance seems to be calling me, and I try my best to let myself feel this trace of reluctance, just like people always want to see those things that they can’t let go of before they die, even if they only take a look, they are willing .

But those dead bodies were unwilling to let me see that trace of reluctance, one voice after another persuaded me.

"Give it up, there's nothing to see over there."

"Yes, give up, what's there to see? Come with us."

"Death is the greatest relief. Liberation is freedom."

"You yearn for freedom, just follow us!"

Or persuasion, or threats, or strong voices are messing with my nerves, but that trace of reluctance makes me nostalgic. If I don’t see this trace of reluctance, I don’t think I can bear to leave. to go.

In other words, I will die with regret!
So I still haven't been able to let go of the slightest bit of reluctance, and I'm working hard, trying to see the truth there clearly.

I tried my best to completely release my inspiration, and searched for that trace of reluctance in the entire dark and boundless space. I finally saw it. It was a silk thread, a thread of red, green, and white intertwined.

How can a silk thread make me feel so reluctant?

I am more and more curious. Curiosity can kill cats, and it can also help people overcome death and fear.

In the midst of this curiosity, I temporarily forgot about the corpses behind me, and used my own inspiration to sense the silk thread of three colors again.

I found that the harder I tried to sense the silk thread, the farther away the corpses behind me were. They seemed to be extremely afraid of this thread. Although they tried their best to hold me and save me, they still didn't dare to approach me.

And the closer I got to the silk thread, the deeper I felt, the more warm I felt. The silk thread had come to my eyes, and the red red rope made me think of the blood pit in northern Xinjiang in an instant. Ruo used a red rope to hold everything between me and her.

But the green rope, like strips of green light, tugged at my nerves.

The green silk thread is so familiar that I can feel Mr. Rong's breathing and pulse. I seem to see that he put up a big green mask that day, and his body is so straight in the shining light. .

No, not only Mr. Rong, I also saw the figure of Daxiong, Li Guanyi, Atugage, every former, past and present friend.

The last white silk thread completely shook the most touching place in the bottom of my heart.

It was a strand of white hair, gray hair, like the smiles of my mother and Xi, and also like my father's messy white hair. The scene of gray and white intertwined in that night is something I can't forget for a long time.

This is the thread of emotion!

As I got closer to this line of emotion, the three-color line wrapped around my soul, making my three souls and seven souls that were faintly collapsed instantly condense together!
They seem to be bound together, a whole without the slightest gap, which makes my soul stronger and stronger.

In fact, they were originally a whole.

This three-color thread is like threading through a needle, binding my soul more realistically, and finally gathers at the back of my head, instantly blooming three colors!A halo is formed.

At this moment, I felt that my soul burst out with a more intense light than before, and ghosts and gods actually formed at this moment!

I feel that my soul has never been so full. I never thought that after facing the call of death, I actually formed a ghost and god, and my soul was naturally several times stronger.

Even those five spiritual fires also multiplied in strength in an instant.

But I found that I always thought that ghosts and gods are the end of ghosts in this world, but I didn't expect that I seemed to see a gate, just above ghosts and gods, and there was a place that ghosts longed for and extremely longed for.

That door only appeared for a moment at the moment when my ghosts and gods were combined, and then disappeared without a trace.

(End of this chapter)