basketball purple front

Chapter 1475 Alright, stupid goose, it's time for me to leave
There are not many things in the box, just an MP4, which is actually not used by many people, but Zhou Zhiru has been using it all the time. Tang Qian even laughed at her that she really can't keep up with the times.

All that was left was a letter, something like a girl's drift bottle, with many small paper balls inside.

Tang Qian turned on the MP4, and it was fully charged?It seems that the parents of Zhou Zhiru's family are still charging this little gadget.Otherwise, it cannot be fully charged.Tang Qian opened this small white MP4, which contained a lot of songs, but he could see that there were only 3 songs that were played most often.One is called Encounter in This World, the other is called Slowly, and the other is called I Shot Myself.

Look at the number of plays more than a thousand times.Tang Qian clicked on the first song, which is a song by Dr. Chen. Although Tang Qian doesn’t listen to these songs much when playing in the United States, there is no big market for American Chinese singers, and the streets and alleys are basically hard to listen to. He arrived, but Dr. Chen's voice soon caught his ears.

The rhythm is very comfortable and soothing, the first sentence is sung like this... The stars and the moon are hidden in the sea...

Tang Qian first opened this inexpensive but delicate drifting bottle with a cork on it, peeled it off, then poured it into a small box, and began to unwrap the tightly crumpled paper balls again to look at them.Some are from a long time ago, the earliest can be traced back to when Zhou Zhiru was in junior high school. They are all innocent and innocent things of girls. For example, I read a novel today, the male protagonist in it is so handsome, I really want to be with him, or me It would be great if I could get 100 points in the exam tomorrow, or I hope I can change seats with XXX to go together... In high school, the handwriting has become more beautiful, and the things involved have begun to go deeper than in junior high school. Looking at Watching, Tang Qian saw the plot about himself.

For convenience, the following brackets are the lyrics of the song being played.

A very tall freshman came here today, but he seems to have a bad temper, but he has quite a personality. (where you and I met)

Another one was taken apart, and it was about myself again.

He is really handsome playing basketball, very violent, and has good muscles, am I a little obsessed?Ah bah, I'm a woman who likes beautiful boys, my husband Lulu and Cai Cai are still waiting for me in my dream.I can't betray. (Through time, come here)
He actually led our ghost school to win this year's National High School Basketball League No.1!And I actually became a big fan of this team, am I crazy?My beautiful boy Oppa~ (The breeze swayed, and the drizzle also hesitated)
Well, Miss Ben is convinced, I think my aesthetic orientation has changed, I like this kind of sports boy, he... well, I will become the manager of the school basketball team, I am not here to be with him Get in touch. (Liuxia is flying, deep in the blue sky)
I think, I really have someone I like, not Lu Ouba or Cai Ouba, is it him... I actually dreamed of him. (You are in a dream, I don't want to wake up)

I like him very much, Miss Ben admits it, let’s admit it, let’s talk to him today, try him, with this lady’s beauty like a flower, won’t it be easy to take down this stupid boy? (Every dream will have you)

I'm really... mad at me~ This stupid goose, this stupid goose, he actually ignored this lady's love show?I don't believe it, I won't be able to take you down before I graduate from high school!Hmph~ (every big fish will meet)
I'm really convinced~ I'm convinced, I graduated from high school, and he hasn't made any progress with me~ What's the point of being just friends, Miss Ben wants you to be my boyfriend, okay?But in college, I can still continue to harass you!hum!As the so-called sincerity goes, gold and stone are the best~ I have plenty of time~ (the journey of life goes back and forth)
Sure enough, he still applied to Xiangcheng University, which is very good, and he is very close to me. Miss Ben’s opportunity has come~ I’m so happy~ Dumb goose, wait for me to conquer you~ (Are you turning into wind and rain)
He actually, he actually went to America just like that?My plan to conquer, my favorite male silver, did it just fly away?Miss Ben is not happy. (Autumn goes to spring, crabapple blossoms)

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After watching and watching, finally something changed on the paper ball.Not the handwriting, but what was written on it began to change.Even through the paper, I can still feel the hesitation and helplessness of the little girl who had just grown up at that time.

The song that was playing was also switched to another song called Once Upon a Time Slow.

I felt uncomfortable, no matter how much I took the medicine, I had an examination at the school hospital, and the doctor at the school hospital asked me to call my parents, and then asked them to take me to a tertiary hospital for examination.I don't feel very good, it's not going to be a big problem.No, what are you kidding, how old am I? I'm not yet 19 years old!I'm still an 18-year-old little girl, okay? (I remember when I was a teenager, everyone was sincere)
I have blood cancer, I... I am only 18 years old, how is it possible?impossible.I want to review.must!There must be a mistake!Definitely is! (The small shop selling soy milk is steaming)

I really got blood cancer, and it was a very serious kind. My parents' faces changed. I knew that I couldn't escape. (The former sun has slowed down)

Although the survival rate of the operation is only a few years, I decided to do it, at least I still have a few years to live for myself.Yes, live for yourself, completely your own time. (say one sentence, one sentence)
The operation was successful, but the survival rate can reach five years, which is less than 20%. I, I have to do something that I should do.I'm going to the United States to find him.I don't have time to love other people anymore.Don't waste time, just leave now. (Travel and horse mail are slow)

My parents have agreed, and at the last time, I will just do something I want to do, I don't want me to have no memories in the end.It's a bit disrespectful, but I still want to do it.Me, only a few years, isn't it?Tomorrow, air ticket, America. (Interlude)

I have arrived in the United States, and things are not going well. He is not doing very well in the United States, and he is still rolling in the low-level league. I should get the NBA agent license as soon as possible and register as soon as possible. The domestic preparations have already been completed. Done well, it won't be hard. (early morning train station)

He actually joined the NBA so quickly, but it's still a small role, but what happened to the female singer?Tyler, do you know him well? ... Well, they know each other very well. I continue to write this article. I am very depressed, but there is nothing I can do. If I tell him some things, he will definitely send me to the hospital for treatment. I don't want to waste time in the hospital at all. (The long street is dark and there are no pedestrians)
It seems that many people like him, these American girls are quite open, but also... well, I am actually like this, and I am really with him, but it actually hurts him.Yes.I just do my job well and help him work hard in the NBA. (Life is only enough to love one person)

He has become an All-Star, I am really happy for him, he is really good, he is indeed the man I like.A manual smiling eye~~~ (the previous lock is also good-looking)

Today I officially negotiated a sneaker contract for him. I didn't expect this fool to have his own professionally signed sneakers. Really, he won't be "notorious" one day. (The keys are exquisite and look good)
He won the championship and became more famous. Now walking on the streets of Los Angeles, you can see many people wearing his jersey. (you locked)
This season he led the team to stop in the Western Conference Finals. I saw his expression, very disappointed and lost, but I believe you will stand up, you don't need anyone's help, right? (People will understand.)
MP4 goes to the next song.

I have to help him find an upright character, otherwise he will be too offending, too straight, and it will easily offend people and arouse the public's resentment. (No need to tell what the situation is)
He led the team to win the championship, he became the FMVP, this is his peak moment, he also kissed Taylor.Congratulations to him.Really congratulations.I am also happy for him.I'll go to the bar for a drink tonight, and if I count the time, my time is almost up.How long do I have? (Anyway, people come and go, everyone gets hurt)
My condition seems to have started to worsen for the second time, has it finally started?My life, has the countdown started...?Hehe~ I want to eat spicy Chongqing hot pot today~ I haven’t tried it for several years~ (If there is any difficulty, let him grow it casually)
Recently, I've been eating what I want to eat, it's really delicious, it's all so delicious.I will help him organize the Tang team tomorrow, otherwise I don't know if I don't have the time and energy. (Anyway, the world is impermanent, there is no need to climb over the wall at night)
The condition has worsened again. Is it really running out of time?Here, it's about to end, anyway, I still have to save some time for my parents.My self-willed time is coming to an end.By the way, he also misses his parents very much, so let me pick them up for him.Damn the disease, the body hurts more and more. (until my longing is lost)
Let’s change out of this professional attire today. I should be myself again. I haven’t worn such youthful clothes for a long time. Look in the mirror, I’m actually quite beautiful.With a pale complexion, there is no need for whitening injections, right? (what color am I)
I took a lot of photos with their family today, it feels a bit like going to their house for dinner in high school, it’s so good. (if not really tired)
I should return to China after this All-Star Weekend, and this is also the last period of time. (How to allow the body to gradually fade)

When I was leaving today, I finally couldn't bear it anymore. I took the initiative to hug him for a long time. He was really too tall, and I didn't have the courage to do some actions.In case of failure, I still want to save face, right?But he definitely didn't notice that trick. I left a lipstick mark on his chest. Unfortunately, I didn't have a chance to use much force, so it was really light. Maybe... a careless person like him would not notice it, so he washed it off. Bar.never mind.So be it. (Is it my choice, that fierce red)
Let's go, America, goodbye to manager Zhou Zhiru. (I shot myself that night)
Spend time with your parents. Some time ago, I was self-willed enough and chasing enough memories. Now I turn off all external contacts and leave all the time to them. (I look at my wounds)

I really hate the hospital, I'm going in again, I don't know if I can get out this time (one more shot)
There is no newer date to enter here, and Tang Qian realized that the last time he saw her was the time of the Toronto All-Star Game in February last year.It turns out that I have ignored her for so long...

That's why she said let me treat Taylor well. (I shot myself that night)
That's why she took me to take pictures with me that day. (I look at my wounds)

That's why she took the initiative to hug herself for such a long time on the day she left. It was also the first time she took the initiative to hug herself in the five years or so in the United States. (then smile politely and say sorry for getting you dirty)

Tang Qian picked up the letter with some numbness. He felt that the letter was a bit heavy, heavier than a 500-pound barbell. Perhaps, he didn't realize that his hand had begun to move slightly uncontrollably. Shake it.

The letter is not very long, and the handwriting ranges from good to poor. It should be written several times.

This place is really uncomfortable, the smell of disinfectant is everywhere, I hate this smell, I want to eat delicious food, I want to eat hot pot.

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Is this what it feels like to die?It's great that he won again, and he is now one of the most famous athletes in the country and even in the world.I'm so happy for him.

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I asked myself, if I hadn't been sick, would I have competed with them?Sure, I'm a proud little princess, aren't I?What is Taylor?I'm the one who met him first, okay?Is my order of appearance the best?

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I have fallen into a coma a little bit often, and I don't know when I will wake up next time, and I don't know if I will be able to wake up next time.Just write when I wake up, I feel like I am bleeding all over my body, and I smell blood every day, it is really uncomfortable.I am a little princess who loves to be clean.I want to take a shower.

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I can't see things clearly anymore. For the first time, I feel that my handwriting is ugly. Are such ugly words really my handwriting?Will this be the last time?He won again, um, come on, Great Emperor Tang.

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I can’t see it anymore, I’m unconscious, I don’t know how to write these words, I just write by feeling, I feel the countdown.That stupid goose, it's been a long time since I called you that, you have to work hard, I'm ready to leave... I'm really not reconciled, I'm really not reconciled.do you know?I……

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This letter is gone at this point, the words I wrote are actually only half written, and the last paragraph is completely unformatted, and even the better ones are overlapped.But all this is telling Tang Qian that this is the process of how a girl passed away.

I don’t have any expectations anymore. She is indeed gone. The girl who saw her with a ponytail for the first time, the girl who helped her work all day long in the United States, the girl who has been silently fond of herself, is really leaving. up.

In the last half a year, she has been struggling, and she has not received any news.

I didn't even see the last side.

Tang Qian didn't know if he had put down the letter. He looked at a special file in the MP4 called, if you come, please click to open it.Tang Qian opened it mechanically. It was a familiar voice.It should have been recorded in advance.

Stupid goose, I'm sorry, there are some things I don't want you to know, I don't want to show how great and miserable I am, so just pretend that I don't want you to see my ugly appearance.I really want to save face.That hug farewell is the best way.Also, you must not remember, this MP4, but the MP4 we have listened to for the first time.It happened to be raining heavily that day, so I had this opportunity.Okay, let me sing a song for you, you don’t know, I’ve always sang very well, if there’s nothing else, I might go to an audition to become a singer, hmph, I’ve been by your side for so many years Broker, it's really cheap for you.

As soon as this song came in, Tang Qian knew that it was the three songs he had just heard.

used to be slow——

I remember that when I was young, everyone was sincere and sincere, saying one sentence, one sentence.

Early in the morning at the train station, the long street was dark and no pedestrians, and the small shop selling soy milk was steaming.

In the past, the sun became slow, and the mail was slow, and there was only enough to love one person in a lifetime.

In the past, the locks were also good-looking, and the keys were exquisite and stylish. Once you lock it, people will understand.

I shot myself—

In fact, there is no need to talk about the situation. Anyway, people come and go, and everyone is hurt.

Whatever difficulties, let him grow them at will. Anyway, the world is impermanent, so there is no need to climb over the wall at night.

If you are not really tired, how can you allow your body to gradually fade.

What color am I, is it my choice, that fierce red.

That night, I shot myself, I looked at my wounds, and I smiled politely and said sorry for making you dirty.

Another shot, until the makeup on my face was completely destroyed, until I couldn't see my longing for waiting, and then slowly and beautifully sprinkled on the ground.

Some things are said to be equal to not said.

So what if there is more cooperation.

If you are not there.

The final ending is to meet in this world.

But she didn't finish singing this song, because the little girl collapsed while singing, she was too emotional and couldn't continue singing.

It might be funny to put it normally, but now Tang Qian can't laugh at all, and doesn't want to laugh at all.

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Forget it, forget about this song, stupid goose, I really have to leave the stage, although I was just a passer-by in your life, but to me, you are all I like.

I haven't loved, but I liked it, and that's enough. Many people leave without having a chance to like it, right?

Well, take care of yourself, I will bless you from the other side.

Goodbye.

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It's all over, and all of a sudden, it seems that I have gone through most of Zhou Zhiru's life again. Seeing that the last message is also over, Tang Qian doesn't know what he is doing, looking at the small box in his hand, and has been dumbfounded. Standing, staying, until the whole body couldn't help twitching.

PS: Well, it’s over. This person is actually rewritten by a friend of Xiaozi’s real friend in a semi-realistic way. This character also has this fate from the beginning. If you are careful, you should have discovered it, and it’s not a sudden filling in the hole.Loving someone silently, or as Zhou Zhiru said, liking someone silently, that is the best portrayal that Xiao Zi has ever seen.

Then, I hope that every boy who is silently liked and paid by girls will be brave and sensitive, and don't miss it.Because sometimes you feel that the time is still long, but the time may be directly pressed the stop button at any time.

Well, let’s not talk about it, it will hurt to say it again, if you can, you can listen to these three songs, and maybe you will feel better while listening to them.Good night, Xiao Zi is tired too, good night, I wish you all a sweet dream~
(End of this chapter)