From Almighty Scholar to Chief Scientist

Chapter 38 People should not be afraid to change themselves

"Brother, did you misunderstand something? Isn't it good to be able to attend the audit? At least it means that your family is willing to spend money for you. I remember 6000 yuan?"

"My dad is very rich. My family lives on the second ring road in Beijing. There are two buildings, more than a dozen suites, and a courtyard house. 6000 yuan is nothing to him."

Lin Xiao: "..."

He didn't want to talk anymore.

You go alone to be an autistic child.

No, it should be the autistic rich second generation.

But after a long while, he still said: "That's right, your family is so rich, I can't envy you enough, why do you look down on you, why do you think so?"

Kong Huaan was silent for a moment, and finally, as if wanting to let go of his heart, he let out a sigh of relief, returned to his bed, leaned against the head of the bed, and talked about the past.

But the sound is still as small as ever.

"My family has always told me this since I was a child. If I am not as good as others in my studies, others will look down on me. They told me to study hard."

Lin Xiao couldn't help feeling speechless.

Are rich second generations going to be like this?

How can this make children from poor families like them feel at ease?

Like him, can only hang up?

He couldn't help asking: "Your family is so strict with you?"

Kong Huaan nodded: "Well, I'm the only child in my family. I haven't had much time for myself since I was a child. I'm either at school or studying with my tutor at home. I usually have interest classes, but later some tutors think I'm not very good. Talking is difficult to communicate, so I won’t be taught, but my family still asks me to study hard, so I can only study by myself.”

"You really don't talk much." Lin Xiao shook his head, finally thought about it, and said, "It's probably because your family expects you to be outstanding, but their method is a bit...too forceful."

Kong Huaan nodded silently, "Yes."

The room was silent for a while.

Kong Huaan said again: "So I feel... I am very similar to the depression mentioned on the Internet. I dare not commit suicide, but I think my life is probably like this. If it continues like this, maybe one day I will think about it. Did it work?"

"Then figure it out now, isn't it good if you figure it out?"

"I don't want to kill myself right now."

...So what you're talking about is suicide?

Is this depression?
Lin Xiao said: "But at least your grades are pretty good. You can come here, which shows that your math is also very good."

"Well... Except for mathematics, my grades in four subjects can be admitted to Beijing University and Qinghua University, and I am very interested in mathematics, so I participated in the league, but unexpectedly passed the exam, and finally entered our Shangjing mathematics team. After my family knew about it, they assigned me a lot of math tasks, and invited several people who had won CMO gold medals and the coach of the national math team to give me extra lessons.”

"But I always have a feeling that I don't like them forcing me to study. I like to study by myself. When I am forced to study, I feel depressed, so my math is getting worse and worse. In the previous two days of exams, I only scored ten points."

"Well..." Lin Xiao thought for a while and said: "I see, you actually like to be more free and comfortable, and you don't want to be controlled, right? You can bear it a little longer, and you will go to college soon, so you can leave Are you in the family?"

Kong Huaan shook his head and said, "My family is in Shangjing, so I can only choose Peking University and Qinghua University. My family doesn't accept other schools."

"What about studying abroad? Your family is so rich, you can definitely go abroad, right?"

"I don't like foreign countries. The foreign environment is too strange and the culture is different. Moreover, I heard that people like me will be bullied abroad."

Lin Xiao: "..."

He scratched his head, is he now going to give psychological counseling to this rich second generation who is suspected of depression?
But what kind of psychological counseling does he know?

But at this moment, Kong Hua'an suddenly turned his head and asked him, "Does your family care about you?"

"For that matter... don't worry about it. My family used to think that I would be fine if I could get a copy. Later, I got good grades and could get into 985, so they didn't care much."

"So now you can not only go to Qingbei, but also have the opportunity to participate in the international mathematics competition?"

"maybe……"

Lin Xiao thought about it, maybe it was because his family didn't care much about him that he was more interested in studying, right?

Just like before he got the system, he took his study more seriously, otherwise he wouldn't be able to rank among the top [-] in the school.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but sympathize with Kong Huaan, and at the same time understand him.

Just like interest and work, when interest becomes work, interest is lost.

That is to say, Lin Xiao now really regards learning as a thorough interest, so he will not feel depressed, or Kong Hua'an, who even shows reverse effects.

At this time, Kong Huaan sighed and said: "I envy you very much. If I were as talented as you, my family would probably not care about me like this. By the way, you think you study well, what is it?" experience?"

"Experience...is nothing more than being envied by others. The biggest advantage is that I won't be stumped when I do the questions." Lin Xiao said: "Besides, there is nothing to envy. You envy me for studying , I also envy your family background, everyone has something that others envy."

"maybe."

There was silence again.

Lin Xiao suddenly asked: "By the way, do you have faith?"

"Faith?" Kong Huaan was taken aback for a moment, then shook his head: "I don't believe in anything."

"It could be a target or something?"

"I don't have a goal either. I just do what my family arranges."

"Then you should set yourself a goal."

"I... don't know what the goal is."

"Then what are you interested in?"

"Me?" Kong Huaan froze for a moment, lost in memory, and finally said, "I like computers."

"Computer? Tell your family, isn't this a good hobby?"

"They think I'm playing games... But what I want to learn is actually..." Kong Huaan glanced at Lin Xiao, and finally said, "Actually, I'm a hacker."

Lin Xiao was in awe: "Great! I wanted to be a hacker before, but I didn't know how to find a tutorial, so I just gave up."

Then he said, "Then you go and be a hacker."

"But my family doesn't let me touch the computer often, and I... don't want them to know that I'm going to learn hacking technology, I'm afraid they will think it's bad."

"It doesn't matter. You can choose a major when you are in college. If you go to study computer, your family can't stop you, right?"

"I'm afraid...they will refuse."

Hearing what Kong Hua'an said, Lin Xiao couldn't help but feel helpless. This character of fearing his family really made him feel the need to correct it.

So he suddenly shouted: "Brother!"

The sudden sound scared Kong Huaan into a wit.

Lin Xiao sat up from the bed at this time, looked at Kong Huaan, and said seriously: "One has to fight for oneself once in a lifetime, not to mention, what you want now is to fight for the right to choose freely."

"So for your goals, you stop caring about what you fear, and you have to change your attitude."

"One can be afraid of death, but one should never be afraid of changing oneself."

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