Spring is full of Jinghua

Chapter 409
The little boy ran over staggeringly.He held his little head high, under the bright sunshine, his little face was as smooth as jade, and his crooked eyes shone with joy.

When he finally came to his mother, he rushed forward desperately.

Jiang Yixi bent down to catch Cuncun and hugged her, then turned and walked towards Fushengju.

Yin'er in Zheng Ji's arms burst into tears, shouting, "Mother, mother..."

Jiang Yixi hardened her heart and continued walking.

Zheng Ji stopped in his footsteps, looked at the back with a sense of loss, and wiped Yin'er's tears with the back of his big hand.

Nuo Nuo's childish voice sounded, "Mother, Cun Cun misses you and Daddy. My sister also misses you and Daddy."

Meng Cimo was on night shift yesterday, and he hasn't come back yet. The two children went to Fu'an Hall to rest at night.

Hearing the words "missing daddy", Jiang Yixi paused.Just now, from the corner of her eye, she saw that Zheng Ji's temples were graying, and she was much thinner than last year, and seemed to be older than Cheng Guogong.He is not yet 40 years old, and he is in the prime of life.

Jiang Yixi bit her lip and continued walking.

Hearing those three words, Zheng Ji felt even more mixed feelings, as if a million fireballs were about to explode.

When my daughter misses her father, she never misses herself, but misses another man.

What qualifications do I have to make her think?When the girl needs her father to support her, it is another man who shields her from the wind and rain...

Zheng Ji no longer hesitated, and strode to chase that figure.

Jiang Yixi walked faster and faster, and Zheng Ji followed closely.

Jiang Yixi was very upset. At the beginning, she agreed to bless silently, but Zheng Ji was about to break her promise.

She is not good at arguing with Zheng Ji outside.Zheng Ji's excessive enthusiasm for Cuncun and Yin'er should have been noticed by smart people such as Grandma Meng.

Yin'er laughed through her tears, thinking that her mother and Grandfather Zheng were playing a game.He urged loudly, "Zuzu, hurry up, hurry up, chase..."

Cuncun also smiled happily, "I'm going to catch up, mother, hurry up..."

Jiang Yixi entered Fushengju, walked straight to the upper room, and Zheng Ji followed.

Grandma Wu just smiled and said, "Grandma is back."

It was only then that Jiang Yixi's complexion was not good, and Zheng Ji followed in.

Jiang Yixi put the deposit away and said to Madam Wu, "Take the child out, and I'll have a few words with General Zheng."

Among the servants in the room, only Madam Wu knew about Jiang Yixi's relationship with Zheng Ji.

She hugged Yin'er in Zheng Ji's arms, held Cun Cun with one hand, and walked out with a few girls.

Shui Ling, who was already pregnant, stood still, she felt that it was against the rules to leave only Grandma and General Zheng.

Mother Wu frowned and shouted in a low voice, "Get out."

Shui Ling glanced at Jiang Yixi, and had to follow out.

Jiang Yixi walked to the window, turned her back to Zheng Ji and said, "General Zheng, at the beginning we agreed to bless you silently, not to see each other, not to recognize each other. You are so hard-pressed, I will not even let you see your children in the future."

His tone was as cold as ice in winter.

Zheng Ji sighed and said, "Xixi, I just want to say a few words to you, and then I'll leave."

Jiang Yixi remained silent.

Zheng Ji took two steps forward, and when he was three or four steps away from Jiang Yixi, he didn't dare to go any further.

The golden sunlight shines into the small window, and the green background shrouded in halo is graceful and colorful.

She has grown so tall and is a mother of two that she misses all the time with her.I hope that when I am alive, I can see her more, just look at her more.

Zheng Ji was silent for a moment, and said, "Xixi, thank you, with Cuncun and Yin'er by my side, I have had a very pleasant time these days. It's a pity that the time is too short, and I will leave Beijing again tomorrow.

"When I came to Jinyuan, I originally wanted to take a look at you from a distance, but just now I couldn't help following you... Xixi, I respect your persistence and choice, and I don't force you to recognize each other. Compared with General Jiang, I am far behind, and he is better than me. More qualified to have your mother and you.

"Hey, looking back over the years, there are really not many happy times. Wars, military training, endless official duties... a rare bit of leisure time is to recall the glimpses of childhood. But it is more bitter than happy, and I can't ask for it. I was tortured by the regrets that made me almost crazy. I hate the injustice of the sky, and hate that I am young and frivolous...

"I've been in pain for half my life. At the end of last year, I finally realized that God treated me well. Mingya left me a rare treasure, and I saw it. This treasure is too precious. I know I don't deserve it, just like I don't deserve Mingya. .

"Time flies, you are old, married, and a mother. I am also old and have grown a lot of gray hair. Unfortunately, let go of the resentment against me. Resentment in your heart is tormenting people.

You can regard me as Shangfeng and Brother Pao who have experienced life and death with General Jiang, and you can also regard me as Cimo's family friend uncle, so don't reject me too much.We keep a distance, as long as I can see you occasionally and listen to your voice, that's enough. "

Speech is slow and hoarse, with several pauses.

Jiang Yixi was already in tears.

She didn't want Zheng Ji to know that she was crying, so she bit her lip tightly and didn't cry out.

However, Zheng Ji still saw her slightly trembling shoulders.

Tears also welled up in Zheng Ji's eyes, and the back in front of him became blurred, turning into a smear of green.He stretched out his hand, trying to smooth her hair, or put his arm around her shoulder.Tell her that the daughter is crying, and the father is distressed...

The hand paused in the air and retracted, and he pursed his lips without saying anything.

It's time to talk, and since I'm so close to her, I can't make things difficult for her anymore.

Zheng Ji grinned, and said again, "I'll go to Jinyuan to see Cuncun and Yin'er, and I'll bid farewell to His Majesty tomorrow morning and leave Beijing. Zheng Yu will go to Xiqing Mansion before the end of next year, and I'll probably be transferred back to the capital to work in the year after next. I'm old and don't want to leave."

Jiang Yixi said nothing, and didn't look back.

Zheng Ji walked out of the main room and walked to the moon gate leading to Jinyuan, he looked back.

There was no longer that figure in the small window.

Cuncun and Yin'er in Jinyuan saw Zheng Ji and cried out at the top of their voices.

"Grandfather Zheng, come quickly, throw it high, Taizuzu can't throw it anymore."

"Zu Zu, Gao Gao."

Zheng Ji laughed and walked quickly towards the two little people.

A few people were playing in Jinyuan, and after a while they attracted Yi Geer and An Geer who had just graduated from the outer courtyard.

Twilight is all together, and the western sky is full of red clouds.

Not to mention Zheng Ji, the old Duke who had been waiting for Jiang Yixi to leave a meal was disappointed.

Zheng Ji put Yin'er, who had been in his arms, on the ground, and said, "Teacher, it's getting late, I should go back."

The old Guogong wanted to invite him to drink in the outer courtyard, the water grass came over and bent his knees and smiled, "Grandfather, General Zheng, my grandma has prepared some thin wine, please invite the old master and General Zheng, as well as other masters and masters in the mansion, to drink and eat in Fushengju .”

The old man's eyes flashed brightly, he laughed and said, "Cimo's daughter-in-law has a few special dishes, you can try them."

The corners of Zheng Ji's mouth curled up, and he hugged Yin'er again.

(End of this chapter)