departure tomorrow

Chapter 90 Everything I Love

"Why are you so quiet today?" Su Nan picked up a piece of hairy belly and put it in the hot pot. "This is Haidilao, which you have been thinking about for a month. Why are you all looking at your phone with frowning faces?"

"Hey." Xu Linlin put down the phone and sighed, "Didn't you sign up for self-enrollment? I'm very worried."

"Choose the one you like. At worst, you can take the college entrance examination. Your grades are not bad, and you don't need to be sure." Su Nan put the hairy belly in Xu Linlin's hands, "Eat it quickly."

"Have you all signed up?" Shen Xuan turned off her phone and looked up at everyone.

"I want to try Wenzhou Medical University." Lan Yi put down the phone and sighed.

"Every day, don't sigh." Su Nan looked at Lan Yi, "Didn't you say you wanted to take the Chinese medicine exam?"

"I took a look. She only recruits [-] people for each major of traditional Chinese medicine. There are so many people in Zhejiang. I don't have confidence. My grades are not like yours. I have to be safe, because my grades in the academic examination are considered good, but the college entrance examination I'm not confident." As soon as Lan picked up the chopsticks and picked up the fat beef, she threw it into the pot. "Besides, this year is the last year of Zhejiang rolls, so it must not be easy."

"Then what major do you plan to apply for?" Gong Lei looked at Lan Yi who was concentrating on herding fat cattle.

"Clinical medicine, I am more interested, and she recruits a lot of people, she needs to recruit [-]." Lan Yi put down the empty plate, "I will apply to this school, and if I don't get in, I will take the college entrance examination."

"Don't you want to report anything else?" Su Nan thought for a while, "Although your grades are not top-notch, it's absolutely no problem to find someone with a guaranteed bottom line."

"I don't like those majors, so I might as well go for the college entrance examination." Lan Yi shook her head.

Su Nan smiled, "That's right, the main thing is to like it."

"I really envy Gong Lei at this moment." Shen Xuan looked at Gong Lei who was picking her teeth in a daze.

"Ah?" Gong Lei regained consciousness with a dazed expression, "Why?"

"Don't worry." Shen Xuan raised her head and looked at her.

"There's something wrong. I just signed up. Well, I'm not admitted. I have to take the exam on the [-]th of next month." Gong Lei picked up the fat cow with her chopsticks, "Hey, it's not cooked yet." Then Put it back again.

"Sure, I just put it down." Xu Linlin shook his head.

"Police Academy? What major?" Su Nan looked at her curiously.

"Economic crime investigation major." Gong Lei smiled. "I hope my wish will come true. I only applied to this school, but I have high hopes."

"That's not bad." Su Nan turned around and asked Xu Linlin beside him, "How are you?"

"Registration is registration. Go to school tomorrow and print out the registration form." Xu Linlin sighed, "After a long time, I applied for primary education at Ningbo University, and I'll just become a teacher."

"Why?" Shen Xuan looked at her in surprise, "You didn't say that at the beginning."

"Just the same as Lan Yi, be safe, recruit six people and recruit one hundred and ten people, I like and interested, I choose the latter for both." Xu Linlin continued, "And Ningbo University is not bad, It’s a double-first-class university, and this school is very rich and super big, so I decided that if the self-enrollment fails, my first choice for the college entrance examination is Ningbo University.”

"Good ambition, not bad, not bad, very good, I know exactly what I want." Su Nan nodded in relief.

"Is it just me who still doesn't know? I'm still struggling." Shen Xuan sighed, "When it's time to sign up, I'm not firm at all."

"Take your time, the registration has just begun." Lan Yi gave Shen Xuan a piece of fat beef.

"Yeah, take your time." Su Nan patted the table lightly, "Okay, don't worry about it, I'll talk about these things tomorrow, I finally have a day off, eat a good meal now, go back to sleep, tomorrow afternoon Back to school."

"But we haven't had a holiday for half a month, and we just had a holiday, and we have to go back tomorrow afternoon." Gong Lei sighed.

"It's better than nothing." Xu Linlin stretched himself.

"That's right. Then what are you going to do later?" Su Nan looked at the tired-looking crowd.

"Go home and sleep." Gong Lei patted her face, "I'm sleepy and tired, I just want to sleep for ten days and ten nights."

"I agree." Lan nodded.

"So self-enrollment everyone should work hard to take the exam, so that the summer vacation will be very long." Shen Xuan also said.

"Yes, everyone, let's work hard. It will definitely come true." Su Nan smiled.

"I would like to borrow your blessing." Lan Yi smiled.

"I'm so tired that Haidilao doesn't smell good today." Shen Xuan bit her chopsticks.

"Then don't, what to do with the dishes on this big table, give them to me." Su Nan hurriedly put the dishes into Shen Xuan's bowl.

"Okay, okay." Shen Xuan hurriedly protected the bowl, "That's enough, brother, the bowl is full."

"Eat more." Su Nan held onto Xu Linlin.

"Okay, okay." Xu Linlin quickly took it over.

Su Nan looked at everyone who had their own concerns, and sighed silently.

"Who has anyone stipulated what a flower must look like? You don't need to be too anxious." Su Nan couldn't help but speak.

"Actually, not at all. I just thought that these ten years of struggle must come to a proud end. Otherwise, it's not worth it." Gong Lei put down her chopsticks.

"Yes, it's because I have worked so hard for so many years. The biggest hardship I have suffered is studying. I have worked so hard that I think there must be a good result. Otherwise, I don't know what will happen. Because I didn't think Otherwise." Xu Linlin propped up her hands, "Although reading is not the only way to live, at least it is the best way for me so far."

"There is still a chance, and you have already worked hard, just do your best." Su Nan looked at them with frowning faces, and was a little envious for some reason. They knew what they wanted and what they needed to do. The goals were clear and the road was clear. , the choice is firm.

She seemed different from them.

Although they are not the same.

But this sudden sense of strangeness has never been seen before.

Su Nan sighed.

"Why are you sighing?" Gong Lei asked Su Nan while picking up vegetables, "Is work not going well?"

"It went well." Su Nan said with a smile.

"Hey, seeing how happy you are today, have you made progress with that fire brigade?" Shen Xuan looked at Su Nan gossipingly.

"What are you talking about?" Su Nan quickly retorted, "He thinks of me as his younger sister, and he is very busy with work, so he doesn't usually communicate much. But his parents often come to my store with his dog in their arms."

"It's the first time I heard that the relationship with the man is nothing like the relationship with the man's parents." Shen Xuan didn't believe it. "There must be tricks, but we don't know."

"What's so tricky? I haven't seen him for a long time. He's very busy. The last time we met was during Chinese New Year." Thinking about it this way, it's true that I haven't seen Ye Chen for a long time, but his parents see each other every day, because Go out to walk the dog every day.

"What's busy in our small city, once a year everything can be published in the evening paper, what is he busy with?" Lan Yi didn't understand.

"Then I want to help out with a few words. My parents are usually very busy, and it's not a TV series. There are murders every day, and then there are disasters and disasters. I usually have to do some trivial things. "Gong Lei said while eating something in her mouth.

Su Nan nodded, "Yes, he mentioned that he went to various units and schools to promote fire protection knowledge, and then for example, some animals got stuck in trees, picked hornet's nests, and other things."

"Oh~ so clear~" Xu Linlin teased Su Nan.

"You can shut up." Su Nan stuffed a piece of lettuce into Xu Linlin's mouth.

"hahahahahahahahahahaha"

"Don't talk about me, why don't you ask how Shen Xuan and her boyfriend are doing?" Su Nan quickly changed the topic.

"She is so busy studying every day and still has five minutes to call her partner. She is very stable, so we don't need to worry about it." Gong Lei shook her head.

"What about you?" Su Nan tilted her head and looked at everyone, "But almost all of you are single."

"I don't like those sissy men." Gong Lei clicked her tongue twice, "Some men's foundation is thicker than the wall, and they are so weak that I will meet them in the next life immediately."

"Then if you go to that school after you go, you won't be able to." Su Nan nodded.

"That's for the future too." Gong Lei scratched her head.

"Where's Lan Yi?" Su Nan looked at Lan Yi who was quietly eating.

"Huh? Me?" Lan Yi raised her head, "I've never met anyone I like."

"What type do you like?" Gong Lei asked curiously.

"I don't know, I'll know when I touch it." Lan nodded.

"Our good girl." Xu Linlin nodded approvingly.

"That's great, anyway, you will eventually find out that falling in love is a waste of life, it's better to make a lot of money." Su Nan smiled gratifiedly.

"We will rely on you from now on, Boss Su." Xu Linlin tapped Su Nan on the shoulder.

"Then in the next life." Su Nan put down Xu Linlin's hand.

"Hey, don't be negative, you will definitely succeed." Xu Linlin smiled.

"Yes, yes." Su Nan nodded.

"I'm done eating." Gong Lei put down her chopsticks and said, "Don't eat too much."

Shen Xuan looked at the empty dining table and then at Gong Lei, "You can't be too full? I've eaten all the leaves."

"Hehehe." Gong Lei smiled, "It's just right."

"I'm going to the bathroom." Lan Yi stood up.

"I'll go as well."

"Hey, then I'll go too."

"Take me one."

"Are you all going?" Su Nan looked at everyone who got up.

"Go?" Gong Lei looked at Su Nan.

Su Nan shook her head.

"Then wait for us to come back." Xu Linlin touched Su Nan's head, "Don't run around."

Su Nan rolled her eyes, "Hurry up."

Watching them go to the toilet, Su Nan stared at the bubbling bottom of the pot.

Time is really fast, they are already choosing a university.

But Su Nan's footsteps stopped on the day when she left school.

Now she has to walk.

In order to become the person in my childhood dream.

Also for peace of mind.

It's more about being happy.

This world is not so good, and so are people. Only you can give yourself.

"Crooked crooked."

Su Nan regained consciousness.

"What are you thinking?" Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan.

"No, I'm thinking about what to wear tomorrow." Su Nan made a random choice.

"It's weird. I asked you how you are. When it's done, let's ask that sister to pack some cantaloupe and retreat." Xu Linlin pointed to the cantaloupe that was just served in the small food area.

"Wow, anyway, the fruit at home just happened to be finished." Su Nan took a piece of paper and wiped her mouth, "Then I'll pay the bill."

"Yeah. How much money will be sent to the group at that time, and we will send it to you." Shen Xuan picked up her schoolbag.

Su Nan nodded.

"How did you go back?" Xu Linlin stood up and asked.

"The three of us carpool. Didi go back." Gong Lei stood up and turned on her phone. "I placed the order first, anyway, it will be there when I go downstairs."

"Okay." Xu Linlin nodded.

"Then let's go first." Su Nan raised her head, "It's in the group."

"Bye-Bye."

"Bye-Bye."

"Student Xiao Nan."

After everyone dispersed, Xu Linlin suddenly took Su Nan by his arms.

"It's so disgusting, what are you doing?" Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin who was holding her arm.

"What good happened recently?" Xu Linlin smiled, "I don't even tell me. In the past few days, your mood has obviously improved, and you are not as dull as before."

"Is there?" Su Nan thought for a while, "No, haven't I always been like this?
"Yes, just that day, the day you made oily prawns for me, you used to be so tired of arguing and asking me to eat at school before coming back. You must cook them for me in the middle of the night that day. After that day." Xu Linlin patted He patted Su Nan, "Is there something you are hiding from me?"

"Is there?" Su Nan recalled carefully.

oh oh oh.

It was that day.

The day the hero reappeared.

"He said no." Xu Linlin pouted.

"Yes, yes." Su Nan thought for a while, and just happened to want to tell her about that matter, "I plan to study on my own and take the adult college entrance examination. I can't graduate from junior high school anyway."

"Reading makes you so happy?" Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan suspiciously.

"What? I'm happy because I found my way." Su Nan smiled, "It's like what Sister Mang said that day, I'm still so young, I can't be trapped in this small city as a front desk for a lifetime."

"That's true." Xu Linlin nodded, "Then have you thought about what to do?"

"Not yet. Let's give it to the target school first, and then go in that direction." Su Nan thought for a while, "I'm looking at the school recently."

"It's okay, you have to take your time and don't rush. It's good to have a goal. I'm afraid that you won't do anything, and I'm afraid that you will do something. I'm afraid that you will be like this for the rest of your life, and even more afraid that you won't be here one day." It's gone." Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan worriedly, "Actually, I'm scared every day, and sometimes I even wake up at night, just wanting to make sure you're still there. In fact, I know that when you first came here, I woke up and you weren't there. I was panicking around me. It was in the middle of the night, and I was relieved when I saw you sitting on the balcony. I used to see you sitting on the balcony every morning, but in the past month, you have significantly reduced the number of times you are on the balcony. , and you woke up when I moved before. Recently, your sleep has obviously improved. You can’t be shaken. Actually, I also know that you are suffering every day, and you must be very sad. But I don’t know how to comfort you. It makes me Sad too. But I'm happy now that you've adjusted. It doesn't matter what you're pulling yourself up for, but as long as you're okay."

Su Nan looked at her, shocked, but it seemed to be expected.

Turns out she knew all along.

She knew all about it.

"Thank you, Xu Linlin." Su Nan looked at her with red eyes and pouting lips.

"Wow, don't fix these things with me." Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan in disgust.

"Okay, let's go, let's go home." Su Nan took Xu Linlin in his arms.

"Okay, go home and sleep." Xu Linlin smiled and pulled Su Nan home.

Yes, go home.

sleep tight.

Tomorrow is a brand new day.

I am very happy today. I ate Haidilao with my long-lost friends.

Last month's salary arrived.

Everyone's future has a direction.

Everyone around me is there.

Then let us work together.

Know what you want and give it your all.

Then go to chase the light, walk with the light, and finally become the light.

(End of this chapter)