colorful butterfly

Chapter 40

Lin Zixian was also thinking in his heart, it seems that this marriage must be called off, only in this way can everyone truly be relieved.

When Lin Zixian got home, he said to his father, "I want to divorce." His father was very surprised, and asked, "You were not very satisfied with this marriage before, why are you canceling the engagement now? What do you think of our family? Now, how can you go back on your word, and take a step back and say, this is a marriage bestowed by the emperor, it is disrespectful for you to withdraw the engagement, where do you let Yongning Palace face, how can you do such a thing?"

Lin Zixian said: "After getting along with the princess, I realized that we are not suitable. The princess has nothing special except for her beauty. We can't connect with each other, and I can't fall in love with her. The long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain. Marrying someone like me For a woman I don’t love, I will suffer for the rest of my life, I hope my father can understand me and respect me, I will bear all the consequences alone, and I will never implicate you!”

Father Lin said: "Xian'er, I'm not afraid that you will hurt us. I know you. You have been upright since you were a child. You can't pull back a few cows for what you believe in. If you have made up your mind, I will not say much. Let's find a way and see how to solve it!"

Lin Zixian was very pleased to hear his father's words. He didn't blame him, but helped him. He said to his father: "Father, there is no problem with the palace. They agreed that I should dissolve the marriage contract with the princess. We will find it together. The emperor explained that we have no intentions for each other, and I think the emperor will make it happen."

Father Lin was taken aback after hearing this, and asked, "Didn't Prince Ning's Mansion always hope that the princess would marry you? They would agree to dissolve the engagement so easily."

Lin Zixian replied: "The princess has agreed, and is willing to break off the engagement with me."

Lin's father said: "In this case, I will ignore this old face, find a time, and report to the emperor, I hope he can fulfill it!"

Lin Zixian knelt down suddenly, and said, "It's all because the children are unfilial, and you are troubled."

Father Lin helped him up and said, "It's okay, your happiness is the most important thing."

Hearing these words, Lin Zixian thanked his father from the bottom of his heart.

With the consent of his family, Lin Zixian came out to talk to Li Qingzhu about the dissolution of the marriage.

When Lin Zixian saw Li Qingzhu, he told her his thoughts. He wanted to divorce her. Li Qingzhu said: "Thank you Mr. Lin, acquaintance is fate. You and I have no fate in this life. I failed you. You are so Well, I don't have that luck, even if we can't get married, we are still friends, if you need me in the future, I will try my best to help you, I owe you this life, and if there is another life, I will definitely pay you back."

Lin Zixian looked at the princess and smiled, and said: "I am very honored to know you in this life. The princess is heroic, strong in martial arts, strong and independent, a hero among women, and is better than countless men. I admire you and hope that Si If brother Jun can love you well instead of me, I will be satisfied."

After Li Qingzhu heard these words, she was very moved, she felt very guilty in her heart, such a good man, but she couldn't love him, and then said: "Thank you for your fulfillment, and I hope that there will be someone you like in the future, I can love you and take care of you."

Lin Zixian looked very free and easy, and said: "Don't worry, I am so handsome and very popular, you don't have to worry about me."

The two ended their fate with each other in this way, there was no resentment, only mutual blessings.

When Li Qingzhu returned to the palace, she was relieved. She didn't know how her family would react when they found out that she was going to break off the engagement. Her parents were very satisfied with Lin Zixian, the future son-in-law. They would be sad if they knew that the person she loved was Jiang Si Junhui's expression, no one will believe that there is something worthy of love in that cold man, but there is no way, God's will tricks people, she has no choice, loving someone is not something she can control, or she has him in her heart, always If you miss him, you will be inexplicably sad if you can’t see him. As long as you can see him, even if you take a glimpse from a distance, you will be excited all day long. This is love, and no one can explain it clearly.

Some things were finally said, but she still confessed to her parents and explained her relationship with Lin Zixian. The prince and his wife felt it was a pity after hearing it. My son, emotional things hurt people the most. You should not love someone so deeply. The deeper you love, the heavier the injury. I don’t want you to fall into this quagmire and be unable to extricate yourself. If you don’t have such deep feelings, there will be no fetters , Live a free and easy life and keep rational at all times, so that you will not do anything wrong."

Li Qingzhu looked at his mother, and said calmly: "If I didn't have this attitude at the beginning, maybe it would be impossible today. It has become like this. I obviously don't like it, but I don't stop it in time, let it develop, and end up hurting others and myself. A person without emotion is like a flower that has lost its color. Although its life can be long, it has no brilliance. It may also be like a glass of white water, which is tasteless. Life is only a few years, if every day of life is ordinary, What is the taste? Although love is not perfect, it is colorful, sometimes bitter and sometimes sweet, which is the taste of life. A table of delicious food is a kind of taste. Maybe eating is just for us to fill our stomachs , will no longer be nostalgic for its wonderful taste, so mother, it is impossible for a person to exclude all bad things and avoid them from happening. Instead, he should face up to difficulties, resolve them with all his strength, and grow up in solving these difficulties. I have accumulated valuable experience in difficulties, so I decided not to run away, but to face it directly. Even if my relationship will end without a problem in the future, I will be desperate, love what I love, and never regret it.

The princess said earnestly: "Daughter, you have grown up too, and mother can no longer control you like before. You can choose your own path. No matter whether it is good or not, you have to finish it. Today I say That's all, do it yourself!"

The concubine did not expect that her daughter thought so thoroughly, since she knew the truth of it, she was no longer trying to persuade her, just let her go!There is no stopping it, who can explain clearly about the relationship, whether it is good or bad, there have always been many couples who love each other until they grow old, and live and die together. There is no absolute thing, let nature take its course, return to the original heart, and people who are destined to meet thousands of miles away cannot be controlled by anyone.

Li Qingzhu thought about this matter for a long time, and finally made this decision. She also knew that the relationship between her and Jiang Sijun might have many ups and downs, and the future was uncertain, but for the sake of the love in her heart, she wanted to be selfish once, and even if it didn't end well, she would not regret it .

Since the emperor fainted last time, although his body has recovered well, he obviously feels that he has more energy than energy. He knows that he may not be in charge of the government for too long, and he should also plan for his future successor.

(End of this chapter)