Three and a half years old fast: the group pet's little milk bag is sweet and soft

Chapter 1513 Enlightenment 25

"Wan Niang, Wan Niang..."

Pei Cheng'an murmured, his eyes were blurry and unexpectedly fragile, he didn't look like a powerful cultivator.

He held the back of his wife's head, ran his slender fingers through her long hair, and buried them in her neck, drawing more strength.

He also wanted to leave traces of his existence on her body, to prove his existence and to leave a mark on something important.

Having these marks means having ties.

Pei Cheng'an was immersed in a dreamlike mood. Even a cultivator with a strong mind could not resist such an illusion.

Physically, mentally, irresistibly.

Clinging to death, souls blending, and letting go completely.

He thought, if this was human love, she experienced it deeply, intoxicated, reluctant, but it had to be cut off.

The southern branch is like a cake, tossed over and over, gnawed and broken, almost crushed into powder, it's quite a hassle.

Being so obsessed with the mortal desires that he despised, Pei Cheng'an now looked like a god who was dragged into the mortal world, with a face full of desires, like a fallen god.

During the day, Pei Cheng'an became a cold and aloof monk again and took good care of Nanzhi, but at night, the candlelight illuminated their overlapping bodies.

Nanzhi:……

No, it feels like Pei Cheng'an finds an interesting game, plays it hard, and stops playing when he's had enough.

  The brakes don't move?

Nanzhi was very worried about the possibility of having a child, and she couldn't drag another soul into this situation, as it would only make things more complicated.

She prepared the pills herself and took them secretly every day.

"What are you eating?" Pei Cheng'an took the small porcelain bottle and smelled the contents. "I noticed you secretly eating it several times. What did Dad prepare for you?"

Nanzhi said calmly: "It's a pill to regulate the body and also a contraceptive."

Pei Chengan could already smell it. When he heard his wife tell the truth, his displeasure eased a little. "Why are you eating this? Don't you want a child?"

Nanzhi just said: "Husband, I am young and it may be difficult to give birth to a child."

"Why do we have to wait until we are eighteen? Husband, weren't you a god before? Are you going to have a child in two years?"

The past was the past, and now, Pei Chengan’s mood is different.

Pei Cheng'an couldn't describe his current mood.

"Don't you want to have a baby?" Pei Cheng'an asked.

Nanzhi:……

Isn't it you who can give birth?

The reason for taking medicine is just in case, in case Pei Chengan can give birth.

After all, monks can get together and have children.

Nanzhi looked at Pei Chengan and saw that he had a gloomy face. She felt strange and thought Pei Chengan was going crazy.

You don't want to leave the mother and the child behind.

But if the mother is gone and the child is left behind, how should Pei Chengan break up with the relationship? Having such a child will always remind Pei Chengan.

You've lost your mind.

Who would give birth to a child for someone who wants to kill himself?

That child is too unlucky.

This is a devastating start from birth.

With what mentality should we live?

After thinking about it, Nanzhi became even more determined not to have children.

After all, between the two of them, it's either you kill me or I kill you, so it's not appropriate to involve innocent people.

Nanzhi smiled and hugged Pei Chengan's arm, "Husband, are you angry? I want to adjust my body to have a baby, not that I don't want to have a baby for my husband."

"How can that be considered my husband's child? It's also my child."

Pei Chengan squinted his eyes and looked at her, "I'll put this thing away."

"Anything that causes pregnancy is not good for things."

Nanzhi: ...Not having sex is the safest way to conceive. Pei Chengan would not agree and then turn around and say that eating these things is bad for the body. It's really strange.

Nanzhi smiled and said, "Okay, I'll listen to you, husband, but tonight, I want to rest more."

Pei Chengan:...

He thought for a moment and assured, "I will definitely not get pregnant."

Nanzhi raised her eyebrows and squinted at him, "What guarantee do you have?"

Pei Chengan pursed his lips and said, "If you have one, just give birth to it and raise it."

Nanzhi looked at Pei Chengan in shock, her eyes scanning his face, speechless for a moment.

Pei Chengan avoided Nanzhi's gaze and said, "What's wrong? Why do you look like that? We are husband and wife. We have a child. What if we give birth to it?"

Nanzhi came back to her senses and just said, "Husband, I'm worried that your family won't like the child I give birth to."

Pei Chengan retorted, "How could that be? My family has already acknowledged you. Besides, you are my child, and I don't need anyone else to acknowledge you."

Nanzhi suddenly felt a little scared. Could it be that Pei Chengan was crazy?

She is afraid of giving birth!

I don't want to have a child and let the child live a miserable life.

Pei Cheng'an wants to kill his wife to break up with her. If killing his wife doesn't work, then should he kill his son?

  Are they all tools?

Childbirth is so painful for women, and the children they give birth to are in danger of being killed.

  What a horrible life this is!

Nanzhi showed an awkward smile, unable to hold it in any longer, "Husband, let it be."

Pei Chengan stroked Nanzhi's neck and said, "Yes, let nature take its course. If you are pregnant, just give birth to the child. Don't worry, I won't let you suffer."

"How come women don't suffer when they are pregnant?" Nanzhi asked puzzledly.

Pei Chengan pulled Nanzhi closer and placed a kiss on her forehead, "I still have some pills in my hand. When you give birth, it will be much easier if you take them."

Nanzhi was speechless. It’s not your child, so of course it’s easy for you to say that.

Speaking of children, Nanzhi's heart was inevitably filled with unspeakable fear.

No, you absolutely cannot have children.

Nanzhi pressed her hand against his chest, listening to Pei Chengan's heartbeat, and suddenly felt an impulse.

He wanted to dig out Pei Cheng'an's heart and then eat it in front of him.

This idea is absolutely amazing!

Nanzhi even suspected that he had become a demon in his heart.

It became Pei Chengan's inner demon.

Pei Cheng'an hugged his wife, with some struggle in his eyes.

Sometimes he was decisive, sometimes hesitant, alternating in a cycle that made his eyes blurry and confused.

Giving birth to a child, huh…

Having a child would only complicate things and make him fail in his quest to break up and forget about love.

But I felt a little bit of anticipation in my heart.

I don’t know what he is looking forward to, maybe he is looking forward to a child, looking forward to a wife, looking forward to the child to be born by his wife Du Wanniang.

Looking forward to living with Wan Niang and children.

He knew clearly in his heart that he was trapped in love. He knew what he should do, but his heart was sinking.

Falling towards the worst place, once falling, life will become unbearable.

He wanted to tell Xin that this wasn't okay.

But my heart didn't listen at all and continued to do as it pleased.

He thought that maybe he should lock up his heart, or tie it up, so that it wouldn't be so wanton.

Pei Cheng'an hugged his wife tightly, like holding onto a reef in a turbulent river.