With you, the world is heaven

Chapter 141: Chapter 141

Gu Changan quickly got up and picked up the medicine. When she saw the name of the medicine, she was stunned.

She hadn't heard the names of the other drugs, but she was really familiar with the drug fluoxetine.

During her school days, the meaning of fluoxetine among couples was that you were my life and I would be crazy without you.

At that time, young couples during school would remark fluoxetine to their other half for romance to show the importance of each other.

She didn't understand it at that time, so she checked it out in the computer class.When she figured out what fluoxetine was for and what depression was all about, she just thought those people were really boring.

When she was in school, she heard some classmates talking about depression, and the classmates said in a very envious tone, it's cool to have depression, only the kind of talented people can get depression.

She knew at that time that it was really hard to feel empathy between people.

What you think is romantic, what you think is cool, but it is someone else's abyss, hell.

Zhao Weiwei saw Gu Changan's solemn expression, and she knew that she couldn't hide it.Gu Changan is well-informed, and maybe Gu Changan knows the medicine she takes.She dropped what was in her hand, ran over and grabbed Gu Changan tightly,

"Changan, please don't tell anyone, okay?"

If it wasn't for a trace of reason, Zhao Weiwei would have to kneel down to Gu Changan.

Gu Chanan suppressed his inner shock, but what followed one after another was distress.

People suffering from depression are extremely fragile psychologically, not only that, but also long-term medication, and most of the drugs for depression are very valuable.

Zhao Weiwei's family not only let her go out to work alone to earn money, but also attached to her to suck blood.If it goes on like this for a long time, it will be a major blow to her body and mind.With her mental state, how long can it last?

Seeing Zhao Weiwei's prayer, Gu Chang's heart was broken.

"Weiwei, I've known you for a while. Don't you know what kind of person I am? It's just, how is your condition under control?"

Zhao Weiwei smiled bitterly, she didn't want to stay in this world for a long time.

But in Buddhism, suicide is a serious sin, which means going to hell to suffer.

Because her grandmother believed in Buddhism, she was somewhat in awe of Buddhism.

No one knows what the world after death is like, but what if there is really hell?She was in so much pain when she was alive, and she didn't want to suffer any more when she died.

Well, it's better to die than live.

Gu Changan was a person, and she believed it.She believed that Gu Changan would keep her secret.

Some things had been suppressed in her heart for too long, and it was time for her to release it.

"Let's count the days. In this world, no one cares about me except my grandma. But my grandma has passed away, and the only person who cares about me is gone. My disease is not treated in my hometown, but in other provinces. Yes. My mother said that if I didn't have the disease, I wouldn't have the chance to leave the province."

There is still a lot to say, but Zhao Weiwei is still abruptly holding back.

She didn't want Gu Chanan to pity her and sympathize with her.

Some things, she is also constantly persuading herself to forget and let go.But she can't do it!
Those things were like stabbing her heart with a knife.Now, the injury is healed, but there is a permanent scar.

She will never forget that she bought a pair of shoes worth more than 20 yuan with the money she saved during school.Her mother asked her how much it was, and she said it was not expensive, just over 20.

Her mother's answer will never be forgotten in her life.

(End of this chapter)