in his heart

Chapter 138 As long as you stay with me, okay?
When it came to personal matters, Ji Yao's first reaction was that she was going to eat cake with Shi Mo tonight, but she arrived before Shi Mo came.

She stood there for a few seconds, hesitated for a moment, and raised her leg inexplicably to leave: "I'll bring you a cake..."

The hem of the clothes was pulled.

Shi Mo pulled the man behind him, and suddenly asked, "What are you worried about?"

He knows Ji Yao too well, and the information revealed by her expression and actions at the moment, apart from the seemingly invisible expectation, is more about nervousness and worry.

Reluctantly, he moved closer and held her hand reassuringly.

Ji Yao didn't know what she was worried about.

It may be that he vaguely realized that Shi Mo would say something very important today.

But she couldn't help thinking that Shi Mo's words might be different from what she expected.

This may be a kind of psychology that people all have. When something that has been looking forward to is about to happen, it is actually more confused and unbelievable.

Ji Yao's hand was slightly cold, when holding it, Shi Mo couldn't help rubbing it a few more times, and then smiled softly, which made Ji Yao feel a little relieved, she turned to look at him, and saw The man is smiling with his eyes bent.

Ji Yao raised her face slightly and smiled along with him.

"Tell me, what's the matter?"

She already looked heroic, Shi Mo smiled and raised his hand to gently scratch the tip of her nose, and the next moment, the expression on his face became serious.

He eased his expression and opened his mouth, but no sound came out.

It was at this moment that he suddenly realized that some words really couldn't be said easily.

"Yaoyao, let's remarry, okay?"

After saying this sentence, both of them were silent for a moment.

Shi Mo was silent because he became nervous belatedly.

He rarely felt like this in his life, and it was obviously not good.

Ji Yao's eyes were crooked, and there was nothing wrong with her face.

She didn't know what she was thinking, but her eyelashes fluttered a few times, and she suddenly asked: "Brother Shi, if you want to get a divorce, then get a divorce, if you want to remarry, then remarry, right?"

Shi Mo's heart beat violently, and he subconsciously opened his mouth: "No...not——"

"Don't explain yet."

Ji Yao interrupted him.

There was no one else in the room, Ji Yao turned around and sat down after saying this, compared to the nervousness just now, she felt a little more settled down now.

"You should be clear, I like you."

In the past, Ji Yao must not have believed that she would say this sentence so easily, but at this moment, for some reason, she suddenly has nothing to worry about.

"I like you, so I can accept whatever you say, whether it's divorce or remarriage, I'll listen to you."

She agreed.

But Shi Mo felt panic for no reason.

He frowned slightly, sat down with her, thought for a while before saying: "That's not it, I'm not taking advantage of your liking."

He never thought that one day he would put the word like and use together, but the current situation has already made him a little flustered, he looked at Ji Yao's expressionless face, and softened his voice.

"Yaoyao, I apologize for the divorce. I made such a decision without careful consideration. I was impulsive... But getting back together with you is something I have thought about for a long time, not because I think you can do whatever you want. Changing, it's not that I don't care about you, it's just... I'm not mature enough, I'm not ready to take on everything—"

"Okay, stop talking."

When Shi Mo explained that he was flustered, Ji Yao finally interrupted him.

With Shi Mo's personality, it took a lot of courage to say such a thing.

Ji Yao really wanted to give him a comforting hug now, but she just clenched her fists and held back.

"I didn't say that just to ask you to explain, Brother Shi, when will you really know what I'm thinking?"

The person whom he has been paying close attention to all the time said that he didn't know what she was thinking, the first thing that popped up in Shi Mo's heart was some faint sense of grievance.

The end of his eyes drooped, his lips moved slightly, and he spit out a few words, although it was very light, but Ji Yao heard it.

What he said was: "Always wanted to."

When such low and excessive words came out of Shi Mo's mouth, Ji Yao was in a trance for a moment, and she tried to hear some indifference or relaxed meaning from Shi Mo's tone.

But in fact no.

Shi Mo lowered his head, as if he was thinking about how the conversation would develop like this.

Ji Yao's eyes trembled, and she let out a breath suddenly.

"Brother Shi, we have always had a big shortcoming."

Ji Yao looked at him: "Do you know what it is?"

Shi Mo didn't know what kind of reaction he should make now, his eyelashes were trembling, he paused when he heard the words, and said in a hoarse voice: "What is it?"

"Yes... When we are together, we never talk properly."

It's been that way since a long time ago.

Both of them feel that their concealment and disguise are for the other's benefit, but it is also because of this, so they don't say anything, and the other's thoughts are all based on guessing.

But in fact, they didn't have anything in their minds that they couldn't say.

It's just that Shi Mo likes Ji Yao, and Ji Yao likes Shi Mo, that's all.

"If you had told me earlier, we wouldn't have become like this."

Ji Yao raised her hand to touch his ear, and then squeezed it intimately.

Shi Mo stretched out his hand to hold her, his voice trembled for a moment, and he said again: "What did you say?"

Ji Yao: "Say you like me."

Shi Mo's eyes suddenly became sore, his voice was still trembling, but he said without any hesitation: "I like you, I like you."

His heart was beating faster and faster, and finally he reached out and hugged Ji Yao: "I like you, Yaoyao, I love you... Please... please don't say such things, I will change... I can do it Change, as long as you are here, as long as you are with me, okay?"

After saying the words of pleading, Shi Mo felt as if he was relieved, everything that was blocked in his heart seemed to have disappeared, before he could wait for Ji Yao's reply, he buried himself in Ji Yao's shoulder again, and repeated sullenly: "Please It's..."

While speaking what was in his heart, he also pinched Ji Yao by the way.

Ji Yao felt the numbness coming from her ears, and whispered: "I didn't say I didn't want to."

Shi Mo hurriedly said, "Don't be like just now..."

Ji Yao like that seems to have no expectations of him, as if no matter what he does, it won't affect her in the slightest.

He didn't like it, or rather... was afraid.

She was afraid that she would no longer be a special existence in Ji Yao's eyes, and that she would slowly walk out of her heart.

He is afraid of everything.

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(End of this chapter)